MERRY X'MAS EVERYONE!!!! HO HO HO

Alas, one year has gone by so fast and before we know it, it's Christmas again. Really so glad we have managed to overcome everything despite the huge odds that were thrown against us. I really want to thank my laopo for being strong through everything and letting me be by her side for her. There's just so much to say that I don't know how to put in down in words but I believe my laopo alr knows what I want to tell her. Anyways, just going to take this time to wish everyone a very Merry X'mas and a Happy New Year. And to my laopo, start believing, for you may not know what miracles you can achieve. And hold on, even though Hope is frail, for I am always there with you. I love you darling, muacks :)

Great day celebrating the last outing for 2010 :)

Celebrated the last outing for 2010 with my laopo today. Met up at her place before taking the train to Clarke Quay to buy some sweets before having lunch at Burger King and walking to Marina Square. Took a longer route by mistake and ended up taking a rest at the Bay and had lots of fun camwhoring and being retarted at the place in full view of everyone else.
After that, we took a bus to Bishan as it was raining heavily and we went there to have a bite before we bought a couple more snacks and drinks and walked about. My darling then bought a pair of socks for me and we went out and continued camwhoring for abit more. Took the train wanting to go to Marina Square but I decided to bring my laopo to a childhood eatery that I always ate at. Had alot of fun and after eating and telling my secondary school stories to laopo, took the bus to Marina Square to buy my Korean snacks :)
After it was done, we walked to the MRT station and took the train to Eunos where my laopo was going to her aunt's place and after that, I took the train home and am now waiting for her to go home. Missing her som uch. Thaks for such a memorable day laopo :) wo ai ni :) muacks <3

Happy 14th Anniversary to me and my laopo : 1 year and 2 months of hardship and obstalces that was overcome by our love.

This may have been abit late as my computer was giving me problems yesterday again and I do apologise for it. Anyways, it's me and my darling's 14th month together already. I really want to thank God for helping us through all these times and know that without help from Him as well as our steadfast love, it would have almost been impossible to last this long. It's a funny thing anyways. The stronger the Love, the bigger and mroe difficult the obstacles. But thankfully, me and my laopo have pulled through. Yes, there are times we quarrel, we disagree, and we hurt each other in the process, but in the end, we are still able to make it up to each other and continue the sweet love we have for each other. Thank my laopo so much for being understanding at most times, thank my son for being so cute and lovely, and thank the Lord for giving me the strength to carry on. I love you all. I really do.
Wo ai ni laopo, muacks :)

Yang Guo and Gu Gu visit Nex Mall at Serangoon

Had a great day at Nex Mall at Serangoon with my laopo and her mum and aunt. Went to have lunch at a japanese restaurant before the girls went on to do what they were doing best. SHOPPING. Apparently forgetting that I was superbly bored at the same time. Having quite alot of time and a rather big shopping mall, they then decided to go to almost every shop to window shop before my laopo's aunt decided that the first thing she would buy was 2 boxes of chocolate from Guardian.
Went on to Isetan where my laopo complained that it was too ex. I however on the other hand, mangaed to find the ideal x'mas presents for my parents from WMF. I then went on to go with her to the Disney shop to purcahse a couple of winnie the pooh themed things where I ended up paying abit for laopo as she was short on cash. Went to buy a couple of snacks before we called it a day and finally went back to Gu Gu's house. Had a very fun time with her and left at about 7. Can't wait for tmr to come. Maybe will try to fun again :x
Anyways, thanks laopo for such a great day and nice time :) love love you :) muacks <3

My shoes get spoiled by the rain

Met up with gu gu to go to her aunt's house for another baking session. Had another fun time doing the washing and putting the broken moulds together again. However, it rained shortly after and then somehow I felt super sleepy and fell asleep on the sofa. Woke up when the rain was slowing down and continued with the baking session till about 5 plus when we decided to call it a day. Opened the door to go home and all hell broke loose. Apparently, the rain awas so heavy that even the door paint came off and my shoes were flooded with water. Didn't notice much at first. Walked with my laopo to the bus stop where we took a cab to her house cos it was raining and I insisted on paying for it cos I didn't want my laopo to spend her money. Sent her off before I went to Bishan to meet my dad and we went home together. Where I found out that the glue beneath the sole of my shoe had come out and I spent another 1 hour cleaning it up.
Can't wait to see my laopo tomorrow :) Haha :) Thanks for today darling :) Really so happy haha...wo ai ni :) Muacks <3

Monday cookie making session

Finally, I got to see my laopo after 3 superbly long days....and my sis got a job that paid $6 an hour....nt bad. Met up with darling and we went to the coffeeshop to eat before going to Jes's house for another cookie making session. It was raining lightly by the time we reached.
Had alot of fun making the biscuits with laopo for Lorraine and my darling was sweet enough to make a couple of delicious chocolate chip cookies for me from the leftover bits of dough that we had. Ended the session a little later than planned, and took a cab back to Gu Gu's house cos she was scared her breast would explode. Went to chinatown to meet with parents and help them carry things home befor going to pick up my sis after work. Super hungry and it was then I found a great regret.......Breadtalk no longer sold the Garlic Bread that I had so longed to eat!!!! f***!!! Missing such a great great creation :( can't eat it amymore le.....and tht time i should have gone to buy it :( hais :(
Anyways, going to go laopo's house tmr to spend some time alone with her. Can't wait for tmr to come...missing and loving my laopo :) Muack muack <3

Rainy Saturday.......and super long mahjong games that make me pekchek

Tiring day today...started work at 7:30 this morning and worked on the first customer, a silver Subaru Legacy, nice guy also. Paused for abt 15 mins before the madness began. From 8 :45 onwards, car after car came in, and majority were either MPVs or large cars. Fortunately though, they were easier to do as their owners did wash their cars regularly. Good thing too, for there were 53 cars that were booked for today.
Missed my piggy so much, however had limited time to sms with her, for they were going to Eunos, ( or Enous ) as my laopo spelled it. Had lunch at the same time as her when we had a minor break after madly rushing through abt 20 plus cars. At about 2:55, the first shower of rain came and we were relieved. But it only lasted awhile and we were back to work. The second shower came 15 mins later. Funny thing happened too. A customer driving a Honda MPV came in and when he was asked to wait due to the fact that we had quite a lot of cars yet to be done, he complained and drove off. We later suspected that it was cos he knew it was going to rain and took the waiting as a perfect excuse to get off. We didn't care anyways. Ended work at 5:45 and I went home with dad for dinner. Lucky I didn't go to Compasspoint to wait for my laopo to go home because they're STILL THERE!!!!!!! Seriously, what the hell is so fun about mahjong? Lols. And I'm still waiting darling.....
With love,
Laogong :)

I just missing you only.....today whole day long thinking of you :( Must say I fan ma :( maybe you don't mean it but it still hurts :(

I have a dream :)

Had a dream about Kenneth last night, dreamt that he talked to me, and the first word was  "Daddy". What a happy dream and woke up feeling happy about it. Didn't go to my laopo's house today cos I had presentation in school, and went to work after that. Missed her greatly. However, hoping my laopo had a fun time shopping for X'mas gifts for the upcoming festive season. Super tired today...tmr will be worse. Gotta get up at 6 plus and reach Bishan for work at 7:30 am. Miss miss laopo :) Hope you are missing me too darling :) Wo ai ni :) Muacks <3

Happy rainy day at laopo's house :)

Just have such a great day at laopo's house today and laopo tried to get her enemy pissed which worked effectively:) Really felt so loved and happy when we talk together sweetly and she cook noodle for me :)  Rained heavily today and super cold but with laopo next to me, I just felt so loved and warm. Thanks darling, you just make my day :) Wo ai ni laopo :) muacks muacks <3

Yang Guo and Gu Gu watch " Unstoppable "

Although it was raining, it did little to dampen the mood for today. Took the train from AMK to bishan before changing train at Serangoon to Sengkang as I didn't want my darling to get wet. After meeting, we immediately wasted no time in getting the tickets at AMK Hub. Surprisingly, it was rather empty being the school holidays.
We chose "Unstoppable", a movie based on a true story starring Denzel Washington and Chris Pine about a runaway train and a couple of people's heroic attempts to stop it. Great movie, highly recommended. After that, we took the train with intention to go to Marina Square but changed our minds and went to Harbourfront for Fried Prawn Mee and Oyster Omelette instead. After that, we took the train to Dhoby to change train. Took to Marina Bay and back and ended up falling asleep on the train and ending up at Khatib instead. Took the train back down to AMK and bought spoilt drinks before we took the bus to her po po house. Played with the baby awhile and took the biscuits ( to sell later to Ivan at 7:30 at AMK ). And am online talking to my laopo now :)
Thank laopo for today :) Just enjoy it so much and looking forward to the next :) Love you baby :) Muacks

You gain something. You will sure lose something.

I'm still wondering, is starting this business a good idea? I watch as the time ticks away on the clock, getting nearer to 5pm. Yes, I want my life back. I want that happy family I once knew back. I want to get back at everyone that looked down on my family when we went bust. I am a man fuelled by revenge. Anger drives me. A painful past motivates me. Deep down, I am nothing but a tortured soul. I don't really expect that I would take over the company that has employed ( or should I say enslaved? ) my dad for 12 years, but the opportunity came knocking, and it only comes once. I know it's a risk. But it's a risk I'll take.
And for myself, I'm not that good in studies, technically I don't even like studying and I damn well know it's fucking difficult to get a job without a bloody Foreign Cert or Uni cert and I know I'm never getting one. I know where I stand and what's my limits.
I want everyone to have a better life. I want you to have a better and higher paying job. I even tailored this damn job to your needs. Sometimes, I wonder, am I treating you so good up till the extent that I am spoiling you?
You tell me that if I gain something, I will sure lose something. Are you telling me that if I make it in business, I will lose you? While just the other day you told me you'll support me no matter what and wait till the day I wear the ring on your finger and ask you to be my wife? Which one do you want? I'm hurt and confused and maybe even abit angry. All I want is for us to have a great family life together. I wan you to be happy and loved. I wan Kenneth to grow up in a proper environment. I have us to enjoy life. And all these need money. No one can survive on just Love alone. Reality is harsh. But I just hope you'll be strong for us. I don't wish to get disappointed.
I love you laopo. And I really do.

Yang Guo is just wondering what the hell is he doing

I just sent in the proposal to accquire my dad's company and sent a proposal of a loan to all the banks for SGD 150 000. These few days just feel like so crazy. Luckily today I went laopo there and together, we helped my son do the handprint and footprint. Just had so much fun and being with my laopo just transport me into a different world that has no worries, no stress. Just me and her. Just hope this world can continue until forever. Hoping that whatever I did, it will go according to my plan. Laopo, laogong is missing you so much...just can't imagine how shitty my life will be without you with me and giving me your love and support. Really so happy to know that no matter how tired I am with each passing day, you'll still be there for me to comfort me and make me rejuvenate again. Love you darling laopo. You're just the only and only woman who holds the key to unlock my heart. Loving you so so much. Muacks :)

Happy posting :)

Gu Gu said this to me and made me super happy today: "Laogong .. I really had a great day yesterday wit u the day that I'm waiting for everyday .. I know .. I been quarreling wit u this few days cause of something small .. I'm sorry .. I will control that feeling hope u will give mi some time .. I hate it when we quarrel .. Love when we are sweet and understand each other .. Just hoping u are mine only .. Dun wan any other girls to steal u from mi .. U are just so important in my life .. Without u I'm nth .. I need u so much.. Just wanted to hold u tight .. Treasure u .. Make u feel loved .. Care for u .. Be the one that always be there when u need someone .. Even though u are nt my first guy but I wan make u my last guy .. My love to u is just getting more and more .. And everyday I just scare I will lose u .. U are the first guy that done so much things for mi .. First guy make mi feel loved .. First guy that protects mi and treasure mi .. First guy tht cook for mi .. Wait for mi for hours .. Know where to find mi when we quarrel .. Those are things that I done for my ex and no one do it for mi .. But the day u appear in my life .. Everything changes .. I become a princess of yours .. Let u love .. Dote .. Care .. Protect .. U just mean so much to mi .. U are the first guy that make mi feel I'm really so important to u . U hold mi tight no matter wht .. Give in to mi when we quarrel .. Love mi still when I did something so wrong .. Forgive mi no matter wht .. I really really wants. To treasure u .. Will u give mi this chance .. I have no confident we will last .. But I only wan love u in this life . No one else .. Our four years plan .. I counting down every single day .. Till the day u willing to wear the ring on my hand .. Asking mi to be yr wife .. I'm just waiting for that day .. Remember this .. No one can ever replace u in my heart .. No one is important than u .. U are always the first .. Understand .. I'm sorry that I always quarrel wit u .. Give mi some time and I wil change .. I promise .. Laogong .. Wo ai ni .. 141009 the date that our love begin hope our love will be strong and sweet always .. Max loo is mine .. "

So later at night, she asked me why I loved her, and I replied this to her; " just so u know


i dun love u becos ur friendly and cheerful and kind cos I'm the exact opposite so I can't love you cos of tht;

neither do i love you becos u claim to have a lot of "sexperience" , I'd rather get an escort to do that :x

and neither do i love you cos u put ppl before u, cos to me that's just plain stupid!!!

I love nothing about you, yet I love everything about you :)
wait ar

I speak in simple english.......

I love you, because I feel loved when with you, and the want to protect and love you and make u mine in this life. Wo ai ni laopo :) Muacks :)

Yang Guo and Gu Gu relive the past again :)

Just had a super great day with my laopo today!!!! Met her up at 1 plus at her po po's hse and we took bus 55 to Bishan Junction 8. It was pouring heavily but that did not dampen our spirits :) Bought our tickets for the movie "Reign of Assasins" ( gu gu thought it was about the Korean dancer, Rain..rofl). Had an exceptionally large lunch at KFC before we went over to my dad's place to drop off the extra food and heading back to Junction 8 to walk about. Saw alot of stuff and pregnant women before we finally went in for the movie. Fairly nice show with a good cast. Predictable movie plot and ending. After that, we toolk the bus back to her po po's hse and I stayed there awhile until it was time to leave and I went off to AMK Hub to meet my parents and aunt for dinner and now am home chatting with Gu Gu on MSN. Darling, just thank you so much for today. Really so so very happy :D I love you baby laopo :) Muacks!!!

Shop till drop!

Spent the entire of today at Orchard shopping with my parents and aunt. Couldn't go to pei my laopo cos she was busy going all over singapore, in fact, so busy that we didn't even have time to sms each other. But o matter, after feeling superbly bored, I went around to walk and see what I could buy for this Saturday's date with her. Picked up a normal plain tee from a Giordano. That was $19. After that, decided to be abit madder and got myself a PVC jacket from Agnes.b. That was $115. Went on to get myself a new pair of shoes, a clean cut white pair of Nike Air ( $129 ) and lastly went to shop for jeans at Armani. That was costly. $399. I had spent $662 within a day. FAINTS.  Tired le...missing laopo. Can't wait for Sat to come. Hahas. Going to bed le...shopped till drop man..haha. Nites. Sweetdreams. Love u laopo :) Muacks <3

Just want to say I'm missing you so much and I love you no matter what. Darling, maybe got alot of things I want to say but just don't know how to say. For example. technically, bringing the baby out and showing everyone else that is NOT part of your family is a superbly embarrassing thing to do. I don't know about you, but for me, it's like you're telling everyone you sleep with another guy and have his baby. You show people ur baby and they smile and say he's cute. But behind your back, when you leave, do you even know what they say? That time I went down CSM again, aiwah ask me why u like that so stupid. Alot of thing ppl thinking can't say and out of politeness, won't say. But forget it, I also won't bother what others say. And to be honest, you aren't really a good mum. No offense k. Technically, you're not really smart and also don't know how to bring up a kid properly. Let me help you alright? If he grows up under your teaching, he just won't really be much in life. Seriously.
 Really, after all these, I'd really never expected that we'll be still here, that we'll overcome everything together. Everytime, I would live only in hopes of dreaming that everything would be like it was before, but I know that no matter how much I try, it'll be impossible. I have to accept it. A part of me died when I forced myself to push the past out from my mind and let everything go. So I started the nest day new. A new me. A new you. A new life for us. I'm still adapting to the changes. I have one year to do it. Trust me. I will. And for everything else. I'll build up everything. Plan the way for Kenneth. And when the time is right, let him take over. Pray for me that I'll be able to do it. And pray that we'll always be this strong. I love you baby. Muacks.

Happy Hazey Thursday :)

Had a nice time at laopo's place. Watched tv and spent more time with the baby :) And talked alot of things to laopo. Left school early cos I miss laopo and worry about her cos she was P.N. Bluing again but then again, our love overcome everything and we're back to being the normally sweet and loving couple. Hahas :) Love love laopo. Darling, haze getting very bad, dun anyhow go out and take care of your health and ur baby k. I can't wait to see u tmr. Love you so much :) Muacks <3

MIssing my darling laopo so much :)

Haha...having so much fun doing up my son's Facebook profile and missing my darling laopo :) Can't wait for Wednesday to come so I can get to see my laopo again and spend more time with her :) Missing you so much darling laopo...just got so much to say to you :) Muack muack. I love you baby :)

Missing my laopo

Missing you so much darling. One day never see you like wan die le. Just finding it so hard to live without you. After everything that we've been through, I just feel that we just really are a part of each other's lives and that you're just a part of me I can't let go no matter what. I just can't wait for the next time we go out and have fun again like that day :) Love you so much darling. Muacks <3

Happy One Year Anniversary day with laopo :)

Just had a great day with my laopo celebrating our 1st year anniversary. This being my first r/s and the first time I ever stead with a girl for so long, was super important to me and happily, my darling did her best to go out with me, even though it was just for a short while at CompassPoint. Went to print the photos, drank ince lemon tea and went for lunch together. Just had so much fun, and the feeling came back to me, a feeling that I didn't experience for a very long time. After that we went to her house and we spent a very valuable time there talking and I stayed till 9 plus before leaving after my clumsy sotong darling broke a cup and spilled the chicken essence all over the floor and on my jeans and socks. I left shortly after cos I was afraid it would stain plus future mum in law didn't look too happy and assurred my laopo it had nothing to do with her. Now at home waiting for my darling to online. Just had such a great day today and feel that this anniversary is really well spent. Sometimes, you don't have to be rich to be happy. For everything else, there's the love between me and my darling :) Thanks laopo for today! Love love you :) Muacks <3

Dedicated to my darling laopo : HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY !!! :D

So fast we're one year together in a relaitonship le darling :) Time just pass so fast. True, so many things have happened, some which either or neither of us like but have to accept it ( you know what I'm talking about ). Looking back, I'm really surprised that we've managed to come so far. The love and togetherness we have is just simply amazing. Perhaps, we're just fated to be together. Like what I always tell you, I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making of me. I love you for the part of me that you bring out.
It's just true. After knowing you, I just feel totally different. I learnt how to love and care for a person, and that besides money, there's also some things that are of equal value or if not, more important. You are just so important to me now. Darling, you're not just any normal girl. Yes, to the world you may be just one person, but to me you are the world. You ask me why I love you, but I just feel that love has no explantions nor reasons. It's the attraction and mystical bond between two people of the opposite sex that bind them so tightly together, making them inseperable no matter what may come. I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride. I love you because I know no other way. Really thanks so much for all that you've done for this relationship. I'll say it again, as I've always said, no matter how angry or hurt you may have made me in the past, I have never ever regretted being with you and taking you as my gf. Even if the whole world turns it's back on what I do, I'll still not hesitate to take your hand firmly and walk till the end of life with you. Thanks for this one eventful year and hope that we have many anniversaries to come :)
I love you darling. Muacks :)

We promised not to quarrel...and we quarrelled again...hais... 2 more days to our anniversary.....my first one year anniversary with a girl who's my first girlfriend in my first fucking relationship and I don't get to celebrate with you cos some fucker gave u a stupid baby and you have to take care of him and ruin our beautiful day. Yes, I'm pissed. Just fucking pissed. I mean, who wouldn't. However disappointed and hurt I am, I still take the effort to try to be happy and make u feel better but it's just not working. You're still so stubborn and just hard headed that I just give up explaining. I'm tired of crying, tired of bashing the walls, of feeling my heart get torn to pieces over again and old scars reopening. Tired of listening to promises that never get kept. You want to continue being emo and stupid, than go ahead. Go make ur own damn life miserable. Don't bother me. I've enough already. Any more and I'll go mad. I really will.

Fun Monday after Gu Gu pees in her pants

Nothing much happened today. Had a great day at laopo's house today despite Gu Gu trying to get emo with me in the morning....talked and joked abt her hard head and abt her peeing in her pants :x After that had a chat with her mum as Gu Gu was breastfeeding the kid and we talked abt Hong Kong. After that, I had lunch consisting of filet burget from Mac before I left to meet up with my dad at Bishan. Love spending times with you, darling laopo. Can't wait to see you again tomorrow. 3 more days to our 1 year :) Haha. Muacks :)

Baby's one month party :)

Had such a great day today at my darling's place. Went with my dad and we brought a present for the kid. Wanted to talk to Gu Gu but she was too busy entertaining the relatives and looking after the kid, so I went outside with Clement and Xiang Long and chatted and ate and drank. Had alot of fun and joked abt Clement as we watched him show us his friends on FB. After that they left and I waited for Chin Ho to arrive. Sat and talked with him and awhile later we left together as we were all tired. Just would like to say a big thank you to my laopo and her mum and the wonderful aunts for inviting us over to their party. Love you laopo :) Muacks

Happy Saturday without work

Had a really happy day today at laopo's house even though it was probably the shortest time I've spent there. Didn't go to work as planned but luckily my customer was kind enough not to mind about the last min notice about the change. Went to Gu Gu's house and talked with her. Darling, remember no matter what, you are not nth to me. You are laogong everything and laogong just wan to love you, care for you and hold your hand tight as we walk this journey of Life together :) Just really love you so much, silly piggy :) Can't wait for tomorrow to come :) Muacks :)

Haha :) Happy me...counting down :)

Just had so much fun these few days at Gu Gu's house. As this is the last week before recovery, it's also torture week for Gu Gu. Wahahahaha :) No no, I'm not going to tie her up and whip her....lol. It's just temptation time! Wahaha.....tempting her with all the delicious food and drinks that she can only see, smell but not taste it :) Haha....went to her house with bottles of cold ice lemon tea, and the bottle just gets bigger and more with each passing day! Haha.
Anyways, it's a couple more days to the important days in life! 3 more days to Gu Gu's birthday, and 9 more days to our 1 year :) Hahaha :) Just can't wait to give laopo her presents and surprises :) I shall not say too much on this post to keep Gu Gu in suspense :) Just really joping my darling will love it :)
Haha. Darling, finding you and being able to be with you no matter what is just God's greatest gift to me in this Life :) I love you darling, I really do. Muacks :)

Laopo, I love you

After sometime, I finally made up my mind. She is the girl, and no matter what she's always mine. I would try anything to make her feel loved and feel like a princess.
So darling, laogong promise, he will never make you cry or feel hurt ever again and just love you and be sweet with you. Although you always say you never really do thing for me or even worthy to be my girl, but I feel that you are and that by loving me, you have already given me something that I have always longed for. Spritually, whenever I am down, you encourage me by saying nice things in my ear or just cheer me up simply with a hug or kiss. Financially, whenever I need help, you are always there for me, and never chase me to return you. I will of course, when I have the money. Morally, whenever I get into arguments or fights with friends, you will always be the first one there to talk to me and listen to my problems and relieve me of all worries and stress. Of course, there may be times when we really get into arguments and quarrels, but the best thing about us is that we can get over it nicely by talking things out and giving in to each other. You say you haven't done anything for me? Then why is it I am able to list out these points?
I honestly don't mind the baby. Yes, I admit I wasn't too happy at first but seeing how you are getting on in Life with him, I have also started to take a liking to him and I do believe that I will soon be able to take him as my own. But no matter what, still your place in my heart is irreplaceable. And darling, no matter what, don't ask me to go. I don't like it. I just want to be with you in this Life. Hand in hand as we walk through this journey called Life. Alot of things await us. Our engagement. Our wedding. Our new house. Our kids. our Life together. So trust me ok, I'm just a silly guy who really wants to spend his life with you and with our kids no matter what. So I hope that you too will be strong and be like me, having alot of trust and faith in our r/s.
Just really love you so much laopo. You're mine. Always and forever. Counting down to the important days that are coming up soon! Muacks :)

Here we are..quarrelling again. Hais. Just wanted to best for everyone, but you see things another way...oh well. I don't bother to explain any further. You don't want to care about your kid and always go out with me, fine by me. I'll be the most happiest person. Just don't blame me if you don't interact well with him in the future. But now's not the time to blame who and who. Sometimes, I just think, am I really treating you too good? I don't know. But what I'm doing now is the feeling that I always wanted to give you and feel that you derserve. I just start to feel like smacking you when we quarrel over the smallest, stupidest, most unimportant matters. I'm just sick of quarrelling. Really. Stop it k. I dun wan another quarrel between us. Can't everything just be sweet and nice. Can't we all just agree and listen to each other. Really. It hurts me to quarrel with you. It hurts me when I call u and you sound like you don't give a fuck about me. It hurts when u say u dun wan to talk to me and dun wan care me and I end up smashing the wall with my hands or slamming the keyboard. Can't we ever talk things out nicely? Why does it work only when I'm with you? Hais. i dun knw. All I knw is I really love you and dun wan to quarrel with you. The next time this happens again I just won't reply. I hate quarrelling with you. You're for me to love. Not to make me get mad at you and start saying stupid things to you. ok? And I want you to try to understand my thinking without getting angry. If there's anything u don't like, tell me and we'll talk about it. I want a gf that loves me and understands the way I'm thinking or give me opinion, not someone who will let me touch her all over when i feel like. Yes, I love getting intimate with you but really hope everytime we can be as sweet as that with no more quarrels k?
I love you darling. I really do. Muacks

Why.....again? Promises.......broken again......Heart....bleeding again.....Tears....flowing again........Fist....punching the damn wall again......all because of you......When will you ever grow up?

But no matter what....I still love you darling....goodnites...sweet dreams...I love you. Muacks

READ THIS : FOR ONCE AND FOR ALL

I just really don't give a fuck how much time you are going to leave for me or how damn long I have to wait before things can go back to the way the were. Seriously. We've already been through so much, nothing can tear us apart. So stop being emo. Yes, I know you have Post Natal Blues, and depression or whatever, but that's no excuse for being childish and immature and selfish. You think you're the only person suffering? How about your family? Or best yet, how about me? I've come so far with you, holding on to you, loving you no matter what happened....before you do any damn stupid thing, think about me first. And whatever you do, all your hating this and that, it's NOT helping anything. You're just making things worse. So for God's sake, LISTEN TO ME for once and TRUST ME. STOP thinking I'll run away with some other girl...SERIOUSLY !!!

Drawing Day :)

Felt abit unwell today and vomitted abit, after that I went to rest somemore before getting up at 11 and going to Clementi for Mac. Yes, I'm not well and I eat Mac. How smart of me. Went home and chatted with my darling awhile on MSN before I started up on finishing the work for Gu Gu. Did alot of sketches, drafts and got my entire hand black with pencil lead for about 5 hours. Wahaha. After that, I posted a few samples of my work on Facebook and had my friends comment on it before my parents returned from work and we went out for dinner at Orchard. Returned home at 11 and am super tired and I have stupid extra lessons in school tmr....zzzzzzzzzzz =.=
Anyways, gonna go sleep alr...super worn out today....nites laopo...I love you so much...muacks :)

Happy Holidays :)

Woke up at 7 plus this morning cos I couldn't sleep for no apparent reason. Went for a nice long bathe before packing the drawing samples for the "Thank You" card into my file and taking the bus down to AMK for breakfast. Initially wanted to have a nice hot plate of carrot cake but the store didn't open today so I went to BreadTalk to buy a bread to eat. After that I took the bus to Compass and walked over to Gu Gu's house. Reached at about 11. Showed her the drawings and happily, my darling loved it. HINT DARLING : your birthday present's going to be something like that :)
We talked about Gu Gu's new job, and laughed at how I imagined she would screw up the programmes and my darling only made matters worse by telling me she was going to do sales in the near future. I took another few minutes to explain just how not-so-easy sales would be and we laughed about it again. Then the baby cried and it was breastfeeding time, and as usual, he decided to poo just after that and we had to change his diapers. Happily for us though, the baby was not in the urine squirting mood today ( did I mention he tried to shoot me twice with his urine but failed at both attempts? ) and everything went smotthly. Started to get hungry at 2 and decided that taking a short hibernation nap would cure it and it did, temporarily. Got hungry again half an hour after waking up. Stayed till about 5 before leaving. Bought myself a nice cold bottle of Season's Ice Lemon Tea ( darling, don't get jealous ) and wanted to grab a bite at either Mac or LJS but both were rather full, so I decided that the food would have to wait till Thursday after my extra lessons. Took the train home and fell asleep on it, but luckily didn't oversleep. Went home to find that my mum was still at work so I went over to her workplace and waited for her. Now at home talking to my darling in MSN.
Darling, thanks for today :) Love you so much, dear. Muacks <3

Short post to my silly darling

Darling baby, seeing how well you adjust to having this baby in your Life makes me not so worried, even relieved to a certain extent that you have come to face reality and I really am proud of you for being such a strong person. Honestly, if it were me, I really wouldn't be able to take it. yes, your aunt and mum tell me you think too much at times and get overly emotional over certain things but I can understand. Having been through so much, it is definitely natural to undergo certain scares and uncertainty. But of course, I will reward you for being such a strong girl. I promise that no matter what, you can always turn to me for help as I will always be there for you. Don't be afraid that I will leave one day. My love to you remains strong and steadfast. I've made this desicion to be with you even when I had all the chance and the right reasons to leave and I won't regret. Trust me laopo. My hand only wants to hold your hand. My lips only want to kiss your lips. My ****** only wants to enter your ******. oops censored..but you got my meaning, I'm sure. Silly darling. Anything just talk to laogong k. Laogong can be trusted with your secrets and everything else that you don't want others to know. Jiayous k. 2 more weeks to going out with you and 1 month plus to our 1 year anniversary :) Gambatte :) Wo ai ni laopo :) Muacks <3

I never can't accept him. I just worry for you. Worry you can't take it by yourself. Worry you anyhow think and do silly things. You are the most important in my heart. How will I ever bear to leave you. But why do you always see the negative side of things. All along, you never trusted me enough to tell me everything about you that's why you end up in this situation yourself. Blame no one. You brought this upon yourself. What I'm trying to do for you now is try to release you from everything that binds you down. I want you to break free and open up yourself to me. Tell me what's on your mind, what you want to do, what you want to know. Everything. Be the girl I once knew again. Please. Talk to me. Don't give me your emo shit and leave me wondering and worrying about you. I love you darling. Hold on to me, never let me go.

Random post on current events

Darling, funny why just now you asked me that question on MSN. Honestly, I was going to tell you that on no account was I going to let you keep the baby or even if you had to give birth to him, give it to the dad but seeing that you love him so much, I guess I'll just have to learn to love him as my own child. I talked to my bros, they told me to take Kenneth as an adopted child, but seriously? When I know who the dad is? But as I promised to you before, I'll still take him as mine. All I need is you to give me abit more time to accept him. I'm really sorry, but sometimes late at night alone, I'll still think of the past. When I see our photos. Our videos. Our messages. And our Facebook posts.Think of what we used to do, how we used to go out together till late. I miss it. I really miss those times. From the start till the end. From the time we stead, to the times you dropped your "bombs", to the time I first cooked for you, to the time you told me about your past, to the time I was filled with revenge for what was done to you, to the time you slept with brendon, to the time where things became sweet and loving and intimate, and to now when you become a mum. I missed alot of first times with you. Yes, you're my first girl. I gave you my first kiss, my first intimate hug, my first intimacy, but lost out on being the first to make you feel really loved and first to have a child with you. Two major first times, and I lost out on that.
I know I promised you that I'll be strong. I will. I just want to let you know that no matter what, laogong will still love you and support you and be always there for you when you need him. For you, I will be strong. And won't always start thinking of the past. I know it's hard, I put on a fake front to show that I'm fine but I'm not. I miss you. I worry about you. I'm scared to lose you. And everytime you start to think wildly, I get more worried and think more worse things than you do. I just really love you alot and honestly, feel so unfair that you are in this situation. Yes, I did think of asking Brendon to take the kid but after tonight's talk I realised you really loved the kid alot, and as much as I want you to be the girl I once knew, I can't bear to take the baby away from you. Our plan, I hope it really works. I'm just missing you terribly. When can you be mine again? You say 6 months time. I don't mind waiting. But really, will you have more time for me? I know you're tired. Deep inside you, you still want so much for the past to come back. So do I. Maybe even more than you. But what's done is already done. You made a mistake. I made a mistake. This is the price to pay.
If only I could turn back time, but it's already too late for regrets.
So from today on, I won't think about the past anymore. It's gone forever. From this moment on, I'll just love you with all my heart and give you the best love, care, guidance and support you can ever get from a guy. I'm still here, running the final 100m of the race with you. The finish line is just ahead. Don't lose hope. Be strong. You've already come so far. Don't give up. Don't give up on yourself. Don't give up on me.
I still love you so much, darling. You'll always be the one and only irreplacable baby princess in Max Loo's heart. I mean it. Love you. Muacks :)

Gu Gu overcomes P.N.Blue with Yang Guo's help

No no, P.N Blue is not another new Korean boyband nor do they have any similarities to C.N Blue. P.N Blue is Post Natal Blue, a symptom of depression that most women suffer from after birth. And Gu Gu, like everyone else, has abit of it. Luckily, with my help and encouragement, we sat down today and have a nice quiet, emotional, good talk and everything turned out smoothly. Thanks laopo for holding on and still being so strong. Just want you to know, no matter what happens, just feel free to talk to laogong k? We'll solve the problem together, like we always used to do in the past. I will always be there for you no matter what, holding your hand and walking with you till the end. Even though you may find yourself in a changed environment, one thing is for sure, laogong's love to you will never change yea.
Jiayous k darling laopo. I love you so so much. Muack muack :)

Filming day..Sha Hen Da!!! lols

Did filming for my school project today at HY's house before going to AMK for a final shoot. But first, when I was on my way to HY's house, I had to take the train to Jurong East to change another train to Yishun. Then when I reached J.East, I realised that there was no train service cos they were repairing the track. How very smart. There was a shuttle bus to the next station where I could take the train to Yishun but the queue was madness. Rushing for time, I took the train back down to City Hall before changing train to Yishun. All these while carrying my camera bag and all.
Finally arrived and started filming. Happily, my darling wife made the journey less boring for me by messaging me. She was going to see a chinese doctor at Parkway ( lol...I never trust them) and she later said she had to eat vegetables and I laughed. Bought lunch later and went to HY's house to film and had alot of stupid disagreements as usual. We argued about almost everything, like where the camera view should be, or who should say and act what but ended up laughing at each other...especially the blooper shots about " Sha Hen Da! " which can be viewed on my Facebook profile later at night. After we were done, we took bus 854 to AMK. Cos HY said it went there. Apparently he was super wrong and we ended up somewhere near Bedok instead!!! Took 25 back down to AMK for the final shot and ended. Cancelled the originally planned game of pool cos I had to go see my darling and cos we were all tired.
However, my darling was tired too and she asked me to go over tomorrow instead. So I called my dad and he picked me up and I went home. Went to toilet and did major business and now updating this blog and talking to darling online :)
Laopo, be strong ok. I know life is very difficult for you now and you want your old life back. Silly. You know it's impossible what. Learn to let go of the past laopo or you'll never move on. No matter what, I will always be by your side to encourage and support you, as well as caring and loving you at the same time. Jiayous k laopo? Wo ai ni! Muack :)

The marathon is almost ending

Dun know what to say....after so many things have happened, my mind just feels totally confused and in no mood for anything at all. I just feel normal only when I'm with you. After I leave, everything sucks. The places that seemed so familiar to me just sudeenly become so different when you're not by my side. So many things have changed.....but still my love remains to you. Laopo, I know you're suffering. I know you don't like this change of events. Neither do I, honestly. Until now, like you, there's still a part of me that can't let go the past memories of us together. But what's done cannot be reversed. What we can do now is to face the future bravely and depend on nothing else except for our families, our determination and love for each other. Don't give up, baby. You've come this far. Remember the marathon I told you about this afternoon? You're almost finishing it ok. Just abit more and you will reach the finish line. Cannot forget k. Jiayous. Anything laogong will be here for you okays? I love you darling. Muacks :)

HAPPY 11 MONTHS!!! :)

Laopo darling, we 11 months together in a relationshipe le...1 more month to a year :) So fast right? And so many thing happen that as though that it is a dream, just that I cannot wake up from it. These few days without you is really hell, and last night during the bachelor night party with the guys, the songs I sing in karaoke is all the songs I sing to you and it makes me sort of sad and happy at the same time. Sad cos so many thing have changed and that it may not happen again, and happy that at least I had those times in the past to cherish and treasure, and to keep it locked securely in my memory.
Last time when you stead with me, I keep asking you why you can't forget about JM, and I got pissed and angry that after you with me, you'll still think about him. I even asked you how hard it is to let go. Now I understand the feeling. To love a person so madly that it leaves such a deep impression that is unforgettable and almost impossible to let go. Just like us. In the past, we almost met up everyday, went out till late, did alot of wild and crazy things. Just now I dropped by Dhoby with my friend to buy something, and I walked past NE Line, and I looked at the train stations. Looked at Harbourfront, Outram Park, Farrer Park, and finally, Sengkang. And I thought of the times we used to meet up and go movies together, and how I would wait for you, sms you to complain about the noisy aeroplanes and the heat, then when we go out start deciding what to do and where to go. Or when you work, how I would wait for you and walk all over Farrer Park or go to Popular. And whenever we quarrel, we always meet up at Vivo and talk things over and patch back again. Really miss those times, and together with the knowledge that it may never happen again, I seriously got super depressed. I just hope that everything will return to normal after this one month of madness and everything will be just the way it was.
Just hope it isn't my wishful thinking only. Hope it really can come true. But no matter what laopo, be strong ok. I know you're a strong girl and you can do it. Be strong for the baby, for yourself and for us. I'm trying my best too, darling. Really. Anyways, I never expected honestly that my first relationship would be this eventful but never once have I ever regretted. Baby, you turned me from a boy into a man. You taught me how I should love and treat you, something I never did before. So here, I want to wish you a very happy 11th anniversary and thaks for everything, all the sweet memories of this 11 months. You're the best, you're my one and only baby princess wife and I love you so so much! Wo ai ni! Muacks :)

Yang Guo attends Men's Party with Chin Ho and Zhong Han

Darling, I really missing you so much..... Even just now at the outing when we play pool and sing song....I just remember the times we used to have with each other. All the songs I sing is the ones I used to sing to you...really missing those times...will it ever happen again? I miss you :( Wan faster see you....can't take it le :(

Note to my strong darling

I miss my baby darling....really....laopo, just wondering how am I going to get through 4 days without seeing you, without holding your hand, hugging you...hais....I..I don't know what to write...I just miss you so much...so much has happened, that even has me taken by shock....you say everything will change, and that I may change my feelings for you...laopo...I won't. Maybe future things we won't be certain, but just treasure now and I'm sure that everything will be just as sweet as now, or maybe even better :)
Jiayous ok, darling. You're a strong girl and I'm proud to be your laogong. Muacks :) Wo ai ni :)

Yang Guo and Gu Gu embraces new life with her baby :)

Stomach cramps and not having periods for long periods of time can lead to unbelievable outcomes. And after a long period of that, I brought my poor darling to the clinic at Sengkang. I waited outside and when I went in, the doctor told me, "she's pregnant" . I swooned. Although I was expecting it, I still felt giddy after really hearing it. The doctor called the ambulance and I accompanied her to KK Women and Children Hospital. Did up the formalities  and after everything was done, went in to see her. She was ok, thankfully, except for the occasional stomach cramps that made her grab my hand in pain and made me feel so hurt to see her like that.
Her family came soon after and they went in to see her and after that, we talked and asked Mr Brendon to get his ass over here. The rest, as they say is history. I stayed that day till 2:30 am. From 8 plus am in the morning till 2:30 am the next day. I was so tired, but I still worried. My mum had a headache so I went back for awhile, before taking a short rest and a bath and going down again at 5 plus am after she gave birth at 4:04 am on Hari Raya. Spent the next day with her as she was transfered to another ward. Really want to thank all who came to see and give her support. We really appreciate everything, honestly.
Thanks baby darling for going through so much during childbrith. Your courage and stength is admired by all of us and I'm proud of you. Really looking forward to our new life with the baby :)  I love you, Queeny Koh Xin Wen. Muacks :)

Gu Gu has a crisis!

Happy day today! Although it was raining anf the teacher made me pekchek this morning, I still enjoyed myself in the later part of the day. Afer school, I took the train down to Kallang and changed bus to go City Square, it was raining but I didn't care. My poor laopo had stomachaches and I wasn't going to ley anything keep me from seeing her.
Reach CSM soon enough and went up to see whether she was okay. She was, technically. I was starving, so I decided to go have lunch first. Gu Gu wasn't in the mood for lunch so I went to mac and had a fish burger. After that, I went up and we chatted for awhile before Gu Gu asked me to go buy lunch for her. As usual, I made her eat Mac and she agreed. Bought her fish burger and was about to go up when I got tempted by the evil fries and went back to buy another set lunch, also fish burger. We ate together, Gu Gu was surprisingly fast, even faster than me.
We chatted, play games on her iTouch and soon, it was time for dinner. Went to share a plate of fried rice and for dessert we had fruits. Went back and pei her till she closed shop. Played 2 rounds of Max Tune with some Banglahs...they couldn't drive at all....then we closed shop. As her stomach still hurt and I was worried, I decided to send her back to SengKang before taking the train back again. Felt so close and happy as I hugged her in the tran and rubbed her stomach :)
Baby, wo ai ni! Muacks :)

To someone:  "Thinking..........feeling he is more important to you than me....ever since he appeared, you've changed...you feel distant...more close to him than me....your fb posts about him....is getting more than me....everything now is him....more than me........hais.....ever since he appeared....i can't sleep properly...i keep worrying abt you....thinking abt you..missing you.....i tell you how i feel...but i know is no use......u just wun care...just continue talking....i feel replaced....but no one cares....i asked you tell him ur attached....u dun say....hais....forget it.... "

To jake: "Just feel useless......queeny say gt other guy wan her...plus this guy is love her and she gt feeling for him....just feel so insecure...why? When I join you, you promised I will have power, have fear and respect, why I gt nth? What's the point then? I dun wan ppl come near to my gf...I hate it....first brendon chua...then colin...I got luck. I got rid of both. Nw this guy appears. Wtf? Will it ever fucking end? And will my girl be fucking smart enuf to say she's attached? is nt tht i dun trust her...is i just worry....i dun wan to lose her...i swear..if anyone tries to steal her again...I'll make sure they know I'm nt to be fucked with :@ "

To myself: "Fight till thy end....till Death do us part."

Yang Guo and Gu Gu and 3 cocksters watch " Cats and Dogs "

Just had a super fun day today! After school, I met Gu Gu at her place, not immediatlely of course. The silly girl wanted to sleep abit more and ended up oversleeping. But nevertheless, we met up soon and went down to AMK to buy the tickets for the movie that we were going to watch later in the evening with the three monkeys.
Went down to Dhoby to have lunch at Just Acia, met up for awhile with my Indonesian friend and we chatted for awhile before leaving. Later that night, he would comment on my gf ( wtf )......Anyways, met the 3 cocksters, bought popcorn and drinks and went into the movie. However, the trio were more interested in watching Grown Ups which was being screened in the next theatre. Finally, our movie started and they came back..and two of the cocksters sat at other seats. Boring movie...would have rather watch another round of either grown ups or vampire sucks. Yes, by now you should now that although I like animals, I don't get amused by a talking one.
After the movie, we left the three cocksters and went to Bugis to engage in some activity before we ended the day at 10 and took the train home as we were all tired out by the day's activity. Now waiting for Gu Gu to online and chat with her :)
Thanks laopo for such a wonderful day! I love you so so much ! You are just mine! Muacks :)

Tired but happy Monday :)

Really happy day today, even though I didn't get to spend a long day with Gu Gu. Sent her to work and had a nice, sweet breakfast with her before pei-ing her to open the shop and saty there for awhile. Left shortly after to go to school. Didn't really want to go off, wanted to stay and pei her but she wanted me to go to school so off I went.
After school went went straight home cos I was super tired. Missed Gu Gu so much, but luckily she called me and we had nice long chats. After work, we talked all the way till home ( baby, I'm not paying the phone bill!!! Lalala ). Can't wait for tomorrow to come and we can go out again :) Just really want to treasure every minute spent with her :) Love you so much laopo :) Muacks :)

Today after work went down to Farrer to have lunch with Gu Gu and the three monekys. Had a large KFC lunch and then went to stone......hais...sorry, I just suddenly have no mood at all to post anything now.
Baby, the choice is yours and I hope you will make a wise desicion. Don't rush into things without thinking and stop blaming yourself anymore. I love you always

Yang Guo and Gu Gu watch " Vampire Sucks "

Met Gu Gu at Farrer today after my competition early in the morning. Very gan chiong and competitive...made alot of new friends and rivals...lols. When I saw my friend get eliminated, I thought that was the end for me too. However, luckily, by some miracle I made it to the final round. The first person had votes of 285, followed by the second with votes of 198, then the third with 176 and me with a mere 170. Had a break for an hour, messaged my laopo and went for lunch with my friend and teachers.
Went back to the competition ground at 12 hoping for a miracle to happen, it didn't. I came in first runner up. My tacher said it was a job well done, my uncle said it was fantastic for me to have come so far, and my own parents said I was lousy and I got scolded instd.....wtf :(
Didn't care them. Went for a movie with my darling. Vampire Sucks. Real funny movie but you've got to be a Twilight fan or someone who watched the movie or read the book to truely understand the show, Gu Gu didn't so she thought it was lame. Oh well, I couldn't blame her. As for myself, I had a laughing fit with all the rest of the audience in the cinema.
After that, I sent Gu Gu back to SengKang and pei her awhile. We had a nice long chat and after that, found out that it was close to midnight so I left...wanted to stay longer actually :x Had a nice talk with the taxi uncle, he even gave me a discount at the end and now am online talking to Gu Gu ( and complaining about my parents ).
Thanks baby for such a wonderful day today......haven't had this happy feeling for a long time :) I love you, princess :) Muacks :)

Just confused..........am I losing you? Ever since he appeared, you start talking to him, chatting with him, you just seem to be getting closer to him with each passing day....our distance seems to widen.....dear, why like that? We were once so strong, why can't we keep it that why? I got alot of things to say whenever you mention him, I want to tell you to stop talking to me about him, but I hesitate. Even if I tell you what I feel inside, it won't change anything. You just continue acting single and talk to him every night....hais...nvm..I just want to remind you, I'm your boyfriend. Yes, to you, boyfriend is nothing. Like you say what, haven't marry. Marry also can divorce. Maybe you don't think before you speak, but sometimes, certain words can cause hurt without you knowing. Just that people don't say anything doesn't mean they don't feel hurt. I don't care what you see me as. All I know is, to me, being my gf makes you the top of my list and when people ask, I'm proud to tell them that I have you as my gf, and even show them our photos. Maybe you might not think I'm serious about this r/s, maybe you're not serious , or maybe you don't have faith in this r/s...but whatever the reason, I just still love you with all my heart...
I don't want you to be single......I want you to be mine.

With lots of love,
Your silly piggy laogong

One more day to competition !!!

Nothing much happened today, really. After school, I went down to Gu Gu's place to meet her for lunch...damn hungry cos I had no time to eat in the morning due to my project presentation. Ate a cup of instant noodles, a bar of chocolate and a bottle of milk. Worked on my explanatory speech for tomorrow's competition while waiting for her to get up from her beloved bed. Finally at long last, she came down and we went to eat lunch at Dhoby. After that, she went to work while I went home first to work on finishing and improving my project before it was put on showcase for tomorrow's event. Wanted to change my timeslot to an afternnon timing so that I could bring Gu Gu along but the teacher said it was too late. Furthermore, there was no available timeslot at that time anymore. So too bad...I have to stick with the original morning session and go alone :( Wondering whether I should go or not....dun feel like going :x (  Mr Kelvin, if you see this, please do not kill me! ) hahas.
Gu Gu just got her pay and is sad cos her CPF "ate" her pay again...lol...silly girl, next time old le you become rich no good ma? Lol!!! Haha :)

Boring Thurs

Didn't get to meet my girl today as I had a test today in school. Wanted to meet her afterwards but she didn;t allow me too. Just missed her so much today. Smsed her throughout the entire day and that made things abit better until her stupid Malaysian friend turns up and spoils my fking mood again. Zzzz.
Anyways I can finally meet her tomorrow for lunch!! Just so happy!! Finallt can get to hold her hand and spend time with her and make her feel she's mine! 1 more day to Saturday! Woo hoo :)
Laopo, laogong missing you :( Miss ur hug, ur kiss, ur "I love you"........can't wait to see you tmr :)

Darling, I wanted to pei you so much today. You know how happy I was when I found out there was no school? I could pei you, see you again, really just so happy. But darling, why everytime when we are sweet, sometime must happen to make me or you unhappy. No, I'm not talking about Max Tune. I'm talking about your friend that likes you. You talked so much about him today....even posted thing on your fb about him and say wan buy card to talk to him. You asked me time and time over again, to tell you what I am feeling inside, so that you know. I told you. I hated you talking to other guy. I'll get jealous and worried. Scared they snatch you from me. I'm not saying physically snatch you, cos I will do anything to keep you at my side, I'm just worried your feelings for him start again....hais. But you care ma? You still talk about him, even post thing about him...I just felt not needed in your life anymore...
I love you...just so much...at dinner time, I wanted so much to spend more time with you.....but you went back to work so quickly :( Am I very fan to you, darling?....If so, I'm sorry :( I cried downstair when I reach home....just sat down like a idiot at the bench and think of you...I'm just so useless.....I'm not really feeling well today but I still wanted to see you, cos i missed you and dun wan you bored at work...but why must this happen? Why must everytime when things so sweet....sometime must try to stop us? Why :(
I miss you baby.....you know everytime you make me wait downstairs for you when we go out on your off days? I hated it at first, cos I didn't like waiting for others. But slowly, I grew to love it and accept it as part of my life. I just felt lucky and loved to have someone to wait for. When we slept at the hotel yesterday, I held you so tight to me cos I loved that feeling and I never wanted to let you go...I just miss you so. Why can't we be like this always? Why people always wan try break us up? I hate it....just feeling like killing the next person who tries to break us up...will it never end? First B, then C, and now what? Malaysia? WTF man..seriously...can you just tell him you're attached? Like really. You may be carrying my baby anytime...I just don't want to lose you...I love you darling laopo.... :'( Hugs

Yang Guo and Gu Gu watch " Grown Ups"

After school today, I met up with Gu Gu at her place and we took the train to Dhoby and bought tickets for the movie " Grown Ups". After buying, we went to Bugis for lunch and some private stuff. Had a great time and made Gu Gu super shy. Finished at 5 and took the bus back down to Dhoby and ate cup noodles before going up to watch the movie :) Super hilarious and funny!!! Couldn't stop laughing and might even try for a second round with my friends. After the movie, we went to buy bread from BreadTalk and took the train home :)
Thx laopo for the wonderful day today! Just love you so much! Muacks :)

Just so happy Monday!!!

Didn't go school today......no mood plus had fever in the morning. So I went to Farrer to wait for Gu Gu and give her allowance. She was surprised to see me. Pei her at work till she ended at 3:30 and planned to go out but the stupid china spoil everything as usual, wasting my fking time! Luckily, still managaed to go out to SengKang and bought a lot of snacks from 7 11 and went to the playground to eat.
Stayed there till 8 and I went home and chatted on the phone with Gu Gu on the trasin on the way back. Can't wait for tmr's outing!!! Lalala :) So happy :) Just can't wait :) Love love laopo :)

Super Sunday !!!!

Just had so much fun today....just such a great way to end the 2 week holidays :)
Met Gu Gu at Farrer to help my godson retrieve his lost phone...couldn't find it, so we went to play Max Tune instead...lol. After that, went to Marina Sq with Gu Gu to eat ice cream and go shopping at the newly opened Korean supermart. Bought a whole bagful of snacks and drinks :) Went to Seng Kang to have dinner and after that, took the bus and went to the playground to sit and get intimate :x Wanted to eat the snacks but we were too full..haha. Ended the day at 10 and I took the train back home and am now talking to Gu Gu on MSN :)
Thx baby for such a wonderful day :) Love love you so much! No matter what, you are just MINE MINE MINE!!! MUACKS :)

Happy Saturday :)

Tiring work day for both me and Gu Gu today :) Had so much fun working on two Japanese beauties, a red Evo X and a white 370Z. After work, my fren gave me a lift to Farrer where I had dinner with Gu Gu and two of my Godsons. After that, Gu Gu wanted to eat Chendol but it was sold out so I bought Chocolate Sundae for her and one of my godson. Went downstairs to help my godson win some stars in Max Tune and after that, went up with another one to help Gu Gu close shop. Went downstairs and waited for everyone to pack up and one of my godson realised he had misplaced his phone. We looked everywhere but sadly, couldn't find it. They are going down to see if anything can be done tomorrow...wondering if I should go as promised to help them....lol. After that, we all took the train, my godsons alighted at Hougang and me and Gu Gu continued to SengKang.
After that, I took the train back to Vivo and took bus home and am now talking to Gu Gu on MSN :) Missing someone so much :) Hugs and kisses :)

Friday...uneventful...

Went to Parkway with my laopo today to pass something to her company management peple and found out that the arcade their just is ultra cool compared to City Square. I mean, their prizes are like Nintendo Wiis, OSIM uPapa, Guitar Hero Set, PS3, Sony HD Camcorders...cool.Went for lunch after that before we took 31 to Kallang to change 21 to Farrer. Went to play DDR and then walked about. Bought Lychee ice blended.
During work later, I went to redeem a couple of snacks and bought Dao Suan and You Tiao for Gu Gu. Stayed till she finshed work and the china woman gave us problems again...felt like killing her...lol. Nw waiting for my silly girl to online :)

There's just so much to say....I don't know where to start. Let's just start from now and backtrack. Sometimes I wonder, maybe I'm making you feel bored of me. Maybe I'm putting too much love into this r/s that make you feel under pressure and in the end, tired. I'm trying to give my best to you, I hope you know that. Like what I said, I can't really give you anything, just my love and care for you.
Probably, I'm just sick with my life. I start getting into disagreements more frequently with my parents. Just feel my life with them is falling apart. I don't like this family anymore. I just hate the incessant quarrels, the comparisions, everything. To them, I'm just nothing. Other's sons are always much better off than me. I can't be bothered anymore. I'm just living in a family that is no longer my own, nothing but a burden to them.
Yet again last night you said break. Am I really that bad? Do you just feel that tired of me? Maybe you're right. Maybe I should ask myself why I love you so much. You say it's because you're my first, but you know that isn't the reason. I just love you and I don't know how to explain it. It's not that I can't live without you, it's just that I don't even want to try. Every night I will dream about you, and everytime you're not with me I start missing you.
You say we won't have a future, and that I'm just an ordinary guy. And I'm out to prove you wrong. Sometimes I think about your past, and everything you said to me about it, and what you do, and I wonder to myself. Why? Why you? Why must this happen to you? But I know, as long as you are with me, I won't let anyone hurt you ever again. You are my princess, my everything and maybe, the only person left that still loves me.
I love you dear, and trust me, you will always be mine.

We play with dried dog poo :)

Met Gu Gu at 2 at her house before we went to City Square Mall to have lunch before she started work. Had delicious Korean. Japanese food and Bandung. My laopo bluff me. Say she go put bag at workplace but ended up talking there for almost 35 mins. After tht she started work and me and Wei Qi played Air Hockey with a piece of dried doggy poo and made everything dirty. After that we went to play Max Tune and I won every game with them. They left soon after, but not before disturbing poor Frankie ( the guy next door ). After tht, itwas just me and my laopo. She so bad...bully me and make me watch all the silly chinese video tht almost made me cry. After that, I played games on her iTouch and we ended the day. Tmr need to pei her to go Parkway to pass some things before going for lunch and work. Haha. Just can't wait for tmr to come :)

Wednesday is Ladies night.....okayyy....

Woke up early today to go pei my laopo at work. Made her happy. Then to pass time, we played Life on her iTouch and before I knew it, it was time for her to go home. So I waited happily for her to go change and go out. Then guess what....the stupid smelly breath ask her this ask her that ask until bloody 1 and a half hour!!!! :@ Damn waste time plus make me so hungry. Finally Gu Gu left and we went to Marina Square to walk about then Gu Gu said her stomach pain and we sat down for awhile.
Since we didn;t really feel like eating, we took the train back to SengKang and went to buy cup noodles and drinks to pass as dinner and sat at the playground and talk about things while looking at the beautiful moon. I sent her home soon after and accidentally bumped into a "good friend". She followed me for awhile, apprently offended tht I had accidentally stepped on her items before leaving after I had apologised to "her". Then fell asleep on the train on the way home and came across another female "good friend". This one didn't disturb me, just stood there and I decided not to cause any trouble and qucikly went upstairs and online with Gu Gu. And here I am. Phew! What a close call! Thank God for protecting me :)

Yang Guo gets an experience of SUPER SMELL!!!!!

Damn smelly breath.......the china girl at timezone ( yes...everyone hates her now...she's such a liar and seriously we feel like smacking her). Everyone got a warning letter cos of her and now everyoe is quitting ( and we're all happy? hmm...good sign or gone crazy?)...anyways..tmr half day for Gu Gu...thinking whether I should stay at Farrer with her or bring her to go out? Hmmm......

Yang Guo and Gu Gu watch "The Expandables" and rage war on FaceBook!!

Too exciting and dramatic day today!!! Watched " The Expandables" and are now raging war on FaceBook!!! Details to be uploaded soon....stay tuned! * BOOM!!!!!!!*

I'm back.....despite undergoing heavy fire, I survived :) FINALLY PEOPLE!!!! I AM PLEASED TO ANNOUNCE GU GU IS QUITTING TIMEZONE..SORRY, HAS QUITTED TIMEZONE!!!! YAY!!!!
After so long, mission accomplished. It's like this...she get warning letter over some small stupid thing, Sutinah got fired and all because of the stupid newcomer telling tales and she got so pissed she decided to quit ( with alot of encouragement from me and Sutinah) and now, she's quitted and finally, I can yang her!!!!! So happy :) Lalalalala :) Muack muack laopo :)

Yang Guo PMSes lol :x

Boring day today...early morning argue with parents...then went out with bros to their hse and stone and play Halo on his XBOX...yes...very lame. After that miss my laopo so much, so ended the gathering and asked bro Jake to fetch me to Farrer. Ate dinner...okay...nt really dinner....then stone at her workplace again until she finish work..then bad mood then got angry at everyone for no reason (sorry laopo, really so sorry. dun angry k) then reach home and start a small war with my parents again and waiting for my laopo to come online. So happy, tmr can finally get to spend another day with her again :)
I love you laopo. Thx for always being the only one there for me :) You're just the best laopo in the world :) Muacks :)

Sucky Sat

Work sucked today :( Boss bad mood....everyone tio arrow :( then a female colleague cried...lol. Finally finished work...left an hour early cos I had to meet my laopo and friends at Bugis...lucky I asked my boss for early leave yesterday instead of today..hahas.
Went to eat steamboat...eat till super full...........then went to marina square play pool....then ate the brownie cake tht was for ek fang....then soon after, I sent Gu Gu home cos she had work tmr...tot she go home but she tell me she go walk walk....make me worry only :(
Now still waiting....and falling asleep....and waiting.....

Friday at CSM......and CNBLUE...and alot of tother random stuff

Damn busy day today....no....not me la....my laopo. Her workplace have offer then all the kiasu ppl go top up their card.....make me wan spend more time with my darling after lunch also cannot...rawr :@
Anyways...went to Bishan awhile then went back to Farrer to have fun with my sons and pei Gu Gu. My Gu Gu not happy cos gt ppl complain my sons always at her counter talk to her then she get scolded...then I nt happy also..go look for the supervisor and ask wht happen..ask her tell the customer gt balls come counter talk...dun gossip behind ppl back  ..then find out the truth and is nt customer..just her bo liao superior nth better to do..hahas. At first I just dun care abt it...then I realised he take down my sign...sorry, my beautifully, painstakingly designed sign...I damn buay song!!! tmr go cine chop him!!! Wahahahahaha :D
After work I playd soccer with my godsons...damn funny the 3 of them....then went home le and now online in MSN chatting with baby :)
Tomorrow meeting her to celebrate friends birthday at dunno Bugis or Marina.....the cocks still haven't plan properly....lol!!!!

Ball games with Godsons

As usual, went down to Farrer to pei Gu Gu at work....played some ball games with my godson and read his ghost story book. After that went for lunch on my own and played some more games with my godson before going for dessert. Had a bowl of refreshing mango ice :)
After that, waited till Gu Gu finished work then she wanted to eat with auntie so we waited...then her colleague went for a super long break and delay all our time...make mi no time go paktor :@. After dinner, I still felt hungry and went to buy 5 tako balls ( gu gu said they were smelly and made me eat a sweet before she kissed me ). Finally left CSM at 9....zzzzz. Went to Compass to see wht to buy for our fren's upcoming bdae but the shops were closing so we decided not to buy anything at all....so much simpler and money saving. Ate ice cream with Gu Gu and walked her home. She was so tired she fell asleep in my arms. I let her sleep for awhile more before leaving for home. Wanted to take a cab back but decided not to in the end and took the bus. Stupid bus so slow and cold and gave me headache :(
Now online chatting with Gu Gu :) Laopo, I love you :) Muacks :)

Yang Guo and Gu Gu take Neoprint...and the printer is spoilt :@

Haha... today met Gu Gu at SengKang and we went down to Farrer to have lunch at Uncle Sam's claypots ( they were having a lunch offer ). We ordered a claypot rice and noodle and it was fairly nice :) Auntie Aiwah kept coming out to spy on us, haha.
After that, Gu Gu started work and one mf my godsons came down and we played abit of Max Tune. After that, Gu Gu asked me to go down to B2 TimeZone to redeem some snacks and I bought a drink on the way up. After that, we played Life and Monopoly on her iTouch and time went by very quickly. As we weren't very hungry, I went to buy a box of roast pork rice and we shared it for dinner. After that, Sathya and his gf came down and played awhile and after closing, me and gu gu went to take neoprint and the stupid printer was spoilt but luckily I had bluetoothed thhe pictures to my phone ( will be uploaded on my fb latest by tmr ).
Can't wait for tmr to come....we can go out and paktor again :) Haha :) Happy happy le :) Muack laopo :)

Yang Guo rides the Z4 :)

Happy day.....woke up super late cos it was so nice to sleep and had a sweet dream of me and my laopo. After I woke up, I cooked some noodles to eat before going to my dad's place where a customer of his, and my new boss, would be going down. He was in his late 20's, good looking and turned up in a flashy BMW Z4 sports car. He got along with me really nicely and even fetched me to Farrer later. Alot of people were staring as I got out of the car and somehow, I loved the feeling.
After that, I went up to pei Gu Gu at work and we went for dinner where Gu Gu kindly treated me to dinner ( dun knw where her money come from ) and we had ice longan for dessert. Had fun talking on FaceBook, commenting on Sharry's status and after work we stayed at the train station for awhile before taking the seperate trains home.
Laopo, can't wait for tmr's claypot meal :) Haha :) Love you :) Muack :)

Yang Guo and Gu Gu watch "Phua Chu Kang " and Yang Guo hides in cinema!!!

What, you may think, is up with the wacky title of hiding in cinemas while watching movies? Has Yang Guo gone mad? apparently not, he claims, as there is a very good reason for it. Gu Gu's laughter. Yes, Gu Gu was laughing so loudly and exaggeratingly during certain parts of the movie that certain people turned to stare in her direction. And this happened not once, but 3 times!!! And having no choice, Yang Guo had to hide on the row of seats behind due to the amount of unnecessary attention Gu Gu was creating by laughing. Finally, the laughing fit was over and everything returned to normal.
After the movie, Yang Guo and Gu Gu waent to Sengkang to have dinner before going to Gu Gu's place to make out. Gu Gu was sad that her friends called her fat and another drama ensued, but luckily Yang Guo was there to take matters into control and comfort Gu Gu. Made out for awhile before going home and have a 58 min conference with Gu Gu and Clement. Now talking to Gu Gu online in MSN.

Thanks for today laopo :) Hope you had fun :) Lurb lurb euu :) XOXO MUACKS <3

We celebrate our 10th month of r/s and 1 year of knowing each other.

Gu Gu wrote to me : " Baby :) today is we know each other for one year :) time really pass so fast .. It's just seem I know u yesterday :) maybe It's all fate to be with u .. Cause when the first time we meet .. We just say hello .. And bye :) haha .. Happy that u are part of my life :) hope we will still have alot of anniversary to celebra...te .. Till we old :) thx for coming into my life .. Thx for everything .. I will treasure it :) muack .. Love u .. "

I was so happy, I wrote back : " Laopo. Today marks the date that we've known each other for one year. As they say, time really flies when one is having fun and this really applies to us. I just love being in your company and being loved by you. You are the light in my life and my everything. Really glad that you appear in my Life. Thanks baby :) 我爱你 :) Muacks ♥ "

After church today, I went home to rest awhile before going to Farrer to have dinner with her. Ate at Kopitiam and bought Ice Longan for her as dessert. Later, to surprise her and keep my promise, I went down and bought 9 pieces of cakes for Gu Gu to celebrate this special occasion. Made my baby so happy. She went to Facebook and wrote : "  Haha .. Bf just surprise mi wit nine cute cakes :) for our anniversary .. But just finish eating our dinner .. So the cake must later than eat le :) happy happy .. Thx bf :) love love him so much :) I just love to be yr baby princess :) "

After work, I sent her back to SengKang before taking the train back home and now am waiting for her to online and talk about what to do tomorrow :)

Laopo, I love you. Muack muack :) You are just my everything! Love love you so much :)

Tiring Work Day :)

Tiring day today cos both me and Gu Gu were working long hours....what a way to celebrate our 10th month haha...

Went to Farrer after work and have dinner with Gu Gu and my 3 godsons. Went to have a few games of Max Tune with my Godson and won all of them. Waited for Gu Gu to finish work and we went back to Sengkang (very funny....Gu Gu was talking and forgot that she insisted on going home alone and I happily didn't remind her and walked into it with ). Went home later ...damn long....lucky got seats haha. Tomorrow going to Farrer to bring a nice cake for Gu Gu to eat :) Lalala :)

Laopo...I love you :) Happy 10 months darling :) Wo ai ni :)

HAPPY 10 MONTHS!!! LALALA :)

YAY!!! 1O MONTHS LE :) Haha...time really go by so fast, laopo. 14th august we are in a relationship for 10 months and 15 august we know each other for one year already! Really, time flies when one is having fun. Just so happy to be with you and make you the woman in my life. Thanks for everything baby. I love you so so much. Hugs and kisses :) Muacks muacks :)

Yang Guo and Gu Gu watch " The Last Airbender "

Nothing to do today, so went to Gu Gu's place at 8 :25 in the morning and waited for her to wake up. Yes, you guessed it. Damn long for her to wake up. Haha. Had two Mac breakfast while waiting ( can't blame me, it was on offer ) and then after a long while later, she woke up and finally came down 2 hours later. Went to Compass point to eat Mac Lunch and went to Dhoby to watch the movie. Cool show, but again, with no end. After that we went to Bugis wanting to eat steamboat, but it was rather expensive so we ate at the food court instead. Took 80 with Gu Gu back to SengKang and we chatted for awhile before sending her home. Now am at home talking online with Gu Gu on MSN...and counting down to our 10 months.....3 more mins :)

Simple update

Tiring day at school today.....rushed to do portfolio and just finished it. Gu Gu didn't allow me to go Farrer today so I went to play Bowling with bro HY...online, that is. Nothing much happened...coloured my hair..cooked noodle and watched the channel 8 drama at 9. Then now talking with my laopo online in MSN.

It's tmr! Finally can get to go out with my laopo. Just miss her so so much and looking forward to tomorrow to go out with her :)

Laopo. I love you so much. Muacks :)

Spooky Wed

Went to school in the morning, then went home later to do my work. Was raining cats and dogs and my house was flooded cos my mum forgot to close the damn windows. Spent sometime cleaning up the place before going to bathe and chat with Gu Gu. Went to sleep awhile after that.
Woke up at about 5, went to do my homework and charge my phone and sonehow got dragged into a misunderstanding and it was war. Then Gu Gu got angry cos I was charging phone and never tell her. So I bo bian go to Farrer to look for her on the excuse that I had to buy something that was only available there.
Pei her at work and went to buy my things before sending her home. And it was really spooky but I shall not talk about it anymore. Took a cab home and had a good time exchanging ghost stories with the taxi driver.
Reached home and now online with Gu Gu on MSN.
Laopo, laogong really so looking forward to Friday! Just can't wait! Lalala :) So happy :) Muack muack I love you :)

Yang Guo and Gu Gu watch "Salt"

Such a fabulous day today!! So happy :)

Met Gu Gu at her place at 3...rushed there to meet her..when I say rushed, I meant really rush. Walked to Compass to buy drinks and buy a new ez link card for Gu Gu as her old one had expired. Took the train to Farrer Park to eat and play arcade. Went to have 2 rounds at Max tune where I obviously won both matches easily and after that, we went to have a delightful lunch at Uncle Sam's Claypots.
Really so full, and Gu Gu very smartly asked me to play Dance with her. Ended up sweating like a pig. Went to my house so tht I could have a bathe and take money but my mum went out shopping with my money. Met up with her at Orchard but had to cancel the movie I booked beforehand cos it was too late and my friend got to watch a free movie again. Went to watch Salt as it seemed the best choice to watch of all the movies that were screening.
Ended the movie at 10....didn't seem to have an ending for the movie ( oops, spoiler spotted ) and took the train with Gu Gu to AMK to buy bread. Went to eat before I waited for Gu Gu's bus to come before crossing over to take my bus home and now waiting for Gu Gu to online with me on MSN.

Laopo, just really had such a great and happy day today with you. Thanks so much :) Love you laopo :) Muacks :)

Happy National Day

To all Singaporeans, Happy National Day!!! We're 45 years old!!! Yay!!!

Today went to meet Gu Gu to pei her at work. Other couple got celebrate together and watch firework together but my Gu Gu go and work :( Nvm...went down to Farrer with her and we had dinner at KFC together with 2 of my godson and had super lots of fun talking about fasting. Went to NTUC later to buy Magnum ice cream ( it was on offer ) and went to Gu Gu's workplace to eat. They stayed till closing and made a mess of everything. Went home on our seperate ways and now am on MSN talking to Gu Gu.
Laopo I love you :) Just can't wait to see you tmr and have a fun day with you :) Muack muack :) You are just mine mine mine :D

Short post to laopo

Laopo...I just wan tell you, I love you. Just wan so much to be there for you always and give you all the love and care you need and make you my wife. We stead for 10 months le. After so many things happen, we're still together, and my love for you gets even stronger. You go think for yourself ba, whether you truly love me or just love being loved by me. I can feel your love, but at times just feel that you don't need me to be there at all. Hais. I don't know. Take care ba. I love you laopo. Hug hug. Muacks.

Moody Saturday

Woke up at 5 plus and followed dad to work at 7:30. Work until damn tired and ended at 5:30. After that, passed the flyers to my guy at Junction 8 before going to Farrer to meet Gu Gu. Waited for her to have dinner, so damn hungry and she very smartly asked other people go dating. Make me super hungry until stomach ache. Lol. Finally, the lovebirds came back and me and Gu Gu and 2 of my Godsons went to eat Pepper Lunch. New customer called me to inquire about the service and he took up a package. Later at 10 another guy called up and decided to do as well. Super happy. Sent Gu Gu home after work and went to Hougang where my good brother Jake fetched me back again. Thanks yea :)
It's two more days to our national day!!! and 9 more days to YOG!!! Woohoo :)

Laopo, stop emoing and smile k. I can't wait to see you tmr and have dinner with you and for God's sake pls don't ask other people go dating again. Haha. Muacks :)

TGIF!!!

Woke up late today then took cab down to rush to school in the hope to finish up my Flash Portfolio, on the cab, I asked my bro HY to reserve a seat for me and he told me there was no lesson today cos they were having stupid NDP celebrations. Zzzz. Took the cab to SengKang instead to wait for Gu Gu and send her to work. Cab fare cost me a bloody $18.60!!!!  Heart and wallet pain!!!  Alas, Gu Gu went to Hougang and so I took the train to meet her and conincidentally wound up on the same train together. Went to Timezone and topped up my card and played for about an hour plus before I left to go my dad's place to get something and go home to bathe. Went for a nice sleep and woke up at about 4! Rushed to bathe and go down to Farrer and actually, I didn't need to rush at all cos after work, Gu Gu went upstairs to waste a considerable amount of time, 1 hr exactly, to dun knw to what there. We ended up playing Dance and I ended up sweating like a pig.
After that, we went to Dhoby to walk about and eat at Just Acia then went to Seng Kang to buy ice cream. Magum was having an offer, buy two box for the price of one and as expected of the typical Singaporeans, all damn kiasu idiots, by the time we went there, there was only one box left. Gu Gu bought milk instead and we sat at the void deck for awhile before I left for home.
Thanks laopo for today. Love you :) Hope your stomach will be alright :) Muack muack <3

Yang Guo and Gu Gu watch " Inception" FINALLY!!! .....and were late

As above. Gu Gu's mum came home late and so we cabbed down to AMK Hub and we were late for about 15 mins and so, didn't totally understand the entire movie, just got a rough understanding that it was about dreams and dreaming again in dreams and subconscious minds. Complicating and too long, although I must admit that the special effetcs rendered were fantastic.
Went home after the movie to bathe and change and take more money for dinner and we went to Harbourfront for prawn mee. After that, Gu Gu said she wasn't feeling well and so I accompanied her home. Now waiting for her to online with me.
Laopo, thanks for today, although we didn't do much. Still, I'm happy that  I can get to spend so much time with you. Hope you are alright. Love you :) Muacks <3

Busy Wed

Didn't feel like going school today since alot of people weren;t going so I decided to give Gu GU a surprise early in the morning and send her to work. Reached her place at 7:50 am and waited for the silly girl to wake up. Smsed her when she woke, all while I was waiting downstairs and when she came out of the lift, I jumped out and gave her a fright.
Sent her to work and stayed with her until 2pm. Had mixed rice for lunch and after that, bought ice cream to eat with Gu Gu. Went to the toilet soon after, no, it was not the fault of the ice cream. Left later and went to my dad's place. Went home soon after for a nice sleep. Mum came back after work at 6 and after she and my sis bathed, we went to the airport to meet up with my dad and a former worker of his who was going back to China. Had dinner there, fried prawn mee and chicken rice. Super full. My sis ran about, as though it was the first time she had visited the airport. Helped Ah Chen check in and sent him off and we headed for home. And now, here I am waiting for my baby laopo to come home and talk to me on MSN.
Love my laopo...just can't wait for tmr to come :) Muack muack :)

Boring Tues

Boring and tiring day today....had a 3 hor break tht only made us more tired....watched a show whe we went ack to schol "Spirited Away"...great anime movie! After that, went home cos Gu Gu asked me not to go to her place. Went home to do up my work....got abit of headache and went to sleep. Woke up later and continued my chat session with Gu Gu....and the silly girl now making me so worry!!! Msg her no reply...call her but phone off. Thinks is batt low ba...hope my baby will reach home early and safely!

Love you laopo...1 more day to seeing you. Muack muack. Miss you so much :)

Hectic Monday :)

Really mad day today...got me rushing all over Singapore. Here's an update of what today was for me.

7:45 am. On train on the way to school with  a freaking bad stomachache and messaging Gu Gu
7:50 am. Gu Gu says she is cold and hopes tht I am there for her. I ask her if she needs my jacket and I can go over and lend it to her.She say no need. She has Brendon's jacket.
7:51 am. SIBEH JEALOUS AND BUAY SONG!!! Turn on Killing Mode. Decides to alight at Outram Park and take train to Seng Kang to pass Gu Gu MY jacket.  At the same time. stomach is killing me but I don't care. I don't like the thought of someone else being there for my baby..even virtually. And on the way to Seng Kang, a voice in my head keeps saying "You've got to be kidding, Max. Seriously. You're out of your fucking mind!"
8:27 am. I reach Seng Kang. Looks like it will rain. Faster walk...no, run to Gu Gu's block. Almost slip on the wet patch of mud and my pants are stained with dots of mud splaater. Fuck.
8:40.am. Finally reach her block. Msg her to come down and she calls me in a super sleepy voice. Oh well, shan't disturb her then. Walk dejectedly to bus stop to take bus to Pasir Ris and take the train to Tampines. All while feeling abit sad and pekchek. Damn.
12:01pm.  Gu Gu is finally awake. I decide to meet her for lunch. Just an excuse to get her out of her bed and meet her cos I miss her.
12:04 pm. Takes the train back to Pasir Ris and take bus back down to Seng Kang....seriously...how idiotic can I get?
1:13 pm. Hides behind wall....sees Gu Gu come down...runs after her and zaps her and surprise her.

We then headed to take train to Farrer to eat Mac and went upstaurs to play her game. Went tp Popular after Gu Gu started work to look for a book. Didn't find it. Fren call and ask me go home brainstorm project together. Had no choice but to go, cos I really needed to do up the project. Left my jacket for Gu Gu so she could hug it whenever she missed me. Finished up everything at about 8. Took bus down to Orchard to meet parents for dinner and buy some stuff. Messaged Gu Gu along the way. Went for dinner and regretted my choice of food. Too oily. Now am at home waiting for the silly girl to online and chat with me.

Silly laopo, laogong miss you so much. Love love you :) Muack muack :)

Feastful Sunday

Woke up this morning to pei my laopo on her way to work via sms. later she told me she felt cold on the mrt and she forgot to bring her jacket. Without hesitating, I immediately got up, grabbed a jacket and went down to Farrer to pass it to her. She was so happy and I was too.
Met parents for breakfast later and we went to buy more shoes, then ek came down to meet me before we went to Farrer to play games and pei Gu Gu at work. Ek stayed will abt 6 before he went off and then it was just me and Gu Gu. Supposed to go Bishan to distribute flyers but I was scared that Gu Gu would get bored so I stayed instead. Siti later came up with 3/4 of a pizza and Gu Gu's new timetable for next week then left. We had a small feast after that, pizza, skittles, oreos and green tea. After that, Siti came up and we went for dinner. After awhile more, we closed shop and headed home.
And now, I'm having a super long heart to heart talk with my baby on MSN...so till next time folks. Laopo, I love you! Muack muack :)

An Insight to the Inside

Went to Gu Gu's aunt Jes housewarming party today. Couldn't sleep the night before, then woke up at 6 to decide what to wear and left the house at 8 to go buy the gift from Vivocity. Apprently  I had forgotten the time, and when I reached nothing was open. Took 166 down to AMK HUb and went instead to NTUC to get the chocolates before taking a bus over to Compass to have a walk while waiting for Gu Gu to get ready.
Wanted to go over to bro Jake's house but he wasn't at home, and apparently, as I found out later when he sent me home, he was at the office (Super doubt that, but nevermind). Went up to Gu Gu's house to help with wrapping the gift and after we were done, we went down and waited for another of the aunts to come fetch us to Jes's place. Reached there and immediately started commenting on the emptiness of the house, and exchanged few words with Jes and one of the uncles, Ronnie. Went to eat after that and talked to the kids, Claire and Bestian. After that, went into the room and played with them all for a few hours. Sneaked out afew times to have more food too.
We stayed till quite late and I had a nice talk with Jes, and we both talked to Gu Gu about her choice of work and her future. Unfortunately, we missed the movie I had booked and my friend got to watch a free movie, but nevermind. I sent Gu Gu back to Seng Kang where we bought fruits and milk before sitting down and having a talk about her future and career. Left at 11 and took 82 over to Hougang Mall where bro Jake picked me up and sent me home. Thanks bro!
Am now talking to Gu Gu online. Thanks laopo, Jes, and all the kids who gave me such a wonderful day today! Love you laopo! Muack muack :)

Boring Friday

Boring day today.....after school, I went to farrer to pei laopo for awhile before going home to bathe and change before going down to Farrer again to have dinner with laopo. Didn't happen cos she was too busy, so I played abit of Max Tune with my godsons and then went to buy bread and eat. Silly laopo of mine, spoilt her shoe at work, made her leg injured and pain. Just wish tht I can be there to help here sayang her foot. Silly laopo. Laogong heart pain le :(

GASPS!!! It's tomorrow!!!!! And I still thinking what to wear!!! zzzzzz.......

Laopo...can't wait to see you tomorrow...sleep early tonite yea...you need more rest k? Laogong just love you so much.... muack muack :)

Quick update!

Nothing much today. Went for school, less than half the class turned up. Ended super early then me and HY went walking about at all the malls in tampines. Gu Gu msg me about how unhappy she was at work and after reading all the messages, I could see it was just a matter of her being bullied again, so I decided to call her and talk some sense into her.
Finally, the matter was settled and happily, Gu Gu had listened to me and everything turned out well. WAnted to meet her but she was too busy downloading games for her iTouch. So I went home to talk to her online. Talked awhile and then we talked about the party on SAt and what to buy. Since we didn't have much time, I decided to go down to Vivo and have a look at the wines on chocolates( Gu Gu recommended it). Decided to go for the chocolates instead. Bought a box of caramel and hazelnut milk chocolates. Bought a box home to try it first so that if it wasn't nice, I could try another flavour. Unwrapped the box of chocolates in the car on the way home and started eating and it was fantatstic! So I would go back down on Sat to buy it again. Gu Gu asked me to leave some for her so I told her I would bring some down for her tomorrow at work.
I'm now chatting with her online via MSN. That's all for now folks! Till next time!

Simple day

Nth much to do today...bored to death at school. After that went home and found mum M.I.A, call her abt 50 times but she never answer, so I went to her shop to look for her but she wasn't there either. Finally, she returned and I went home to bathe, change and have a durian feast. After that, I went down to pei Gu Gu at work until she ended and we went home and am now talking to her via MSN.
Love you baby laopo :) Muack muack <3

Happy Chatting Day :)

Silly laopo today working full day and dun let me see her cos I nt well. Anyways, we spent alot of fun time talking...mostly about us going to her aunt's housewarming party. I got super nervous and uptight about that I started making preparations now. Went out just now to buy a new pair of shoes. Had a hard time making up my mind on deciding which pair to buy, cos both the black colour one and the white colour one were equally nice. After some time, I finally ended up buying the white one. Went for dinner with parents later and went home and spent time talking to Gu Gu on the phone while waiting for her to knock off from work. Talked till she boarded the train, then after awhile, her phone ran out of batt. Dad came home later with 10 boxes of durian he bought from the nearby fruit stall and we had durian feast! Anyways, I had a real fun time talking to Gu Gu for today and she really brightened up my boring day and it's also because of her, I got well so quickly.
Anyways, I'm waiting for you laopo. Faster go home, bathe, charge ur phone and online with me k. Love love u and miss miss u so so much! Muack muack :)

Message for silly baby laopo

"Laogong .. No matter wht happen .. Nothing gonna change my love for u .. Even if I only can be yr friend or whatever .. I just wanted to stay by yr side .. And make sure . U will get happiness .. I dun know wht future will be .. But I just wan treasure now .. Treasure wht we are now .. So xin Fu and sweet .. If one day... .. Yr love changed .. I will still love u .. And be the one . Care for u like no one do .. Dote u .. Miss u .. Worry about u .. I willing to do anything more than anyone . Cause I really love u mr loo .. Mr piggy and miss piggy forever :) muack .. "


Laopo...just wan let you know, I really felt so touched and so happy when I read this post. Really. If I could, I would hug you so tight at once and kiss your forehead and whisper "I love you" into your ear. Just rally love you so much, and really glad after everythime that we have misunderstandings, we can always sit down and patch things up nicely. This shows we really do treasure our relationship and I'm so glad. yes, maybe we don't know what the future will bring, but I'm sure as long as we treasure what happens now, the future will be just as sweet, or maybe evenr sweeter :)
Love you so much laopo :) Muack muack :) Wo ai ni :)