Monday cookie making session

Finally, I got to see my laopo after 3 superbly long days....and my sis got a job that paid $6 an hour....nt bad. Met up with darling and we went to the coffeeshop to eat before going to Jes's house for another cookie making session. It was raining lightly by the time we reached.
Had alot of fun making the biscuits with laopo for Lorraine and my darling was sweet enough to make a couple of delicious chocolate chip cookies for me from the leftover bits of dough that we had. Ended the session a little later than planned, and took a cab back to Gu Gu's house cos she was scared her breast would explode. Went to chinatown to meet with parents and help them carry things home befor going to pick up my sis after work. Super hungry and it was then I found a great regret.......Breadtalk no longer sold the Garlic Bread that I had so longed to eat!!!! f***!!! Missing such a great great creation :( can't eat it amymore le.....and tht time i should have gone to buy it :( hais :(
Anyways, going to go laopo's house tmr to spend some time alone with her. Can't wait for tmr to come...missing and loving my laopo :) Muack muack <3

Rainy Saturday.......and super long mahjong games that make me pekchek

Tiring day today...started work at 7:30 this morning and worked on the first customer, a silver Subaru Legacy, nice guy also. Paused for abt 15 mins before the madness began. From 8 :45 onwards, car after car came in, and majority were either MPVs or large cars. Fortunately though, they were easier to do as their owners did wash their cars regularly. Good thing too, for there were 53 cars that were booked for today.
Missed my piggy so much, however had limited time to sms with her, for they were going to Eunos, ( or Enous ) as my laopo spelled it. Had lunch at the same time as her when we had a minor break after madly rushing through abt 20 plus cars. At about 2:55, the first shower of rain came and we were relieved. But it only lasted awhile and we were back to work. The second shower came 15 mins later. Funny thing happened too. A customer driving a Honda MPV came in and when he was asked to wait due to the fact that we had quite a lot of cars yet to be done, he complained and drove off. We later suspected that it was cos he knew it was going to rain and took the waiting as a perfect excuse to get off. We didn't care anyways. Ended work at 5:45 and I went home with dad for dinner. Lucky I didn't go to Compasspoint to wait for my laopo to go home because they're STILL THERE!!!!!!! Seriously, what the hell is so fun about mahjong? Lols. And I'm still waiting darling.....
With love,
Laogong :)

I just missing you only.....today whole day long thinking of you :( Must say I fan ma :( maybe you don't mean it but it still hurts :(

I have a dream :)

Had a dream about Kenneth last night, dreamt that he talked to me, and the first word was  "Daddy". What a happy dream and woke up feeling happy about it. Didn't go to my laopo's house today cos I had presentation in school, and went to work after that. Missed her greatly. However, hoping my laopo had a fun time shopping for X'mas gifts for the upcoming festive season. Super tired today...tmr will be worse. Gotta get up at 6 plus and reach Bishan for work at 7:30 am. Miss miss laopo :) Hope you are missing me too darling :) Wo ai ni :) Muacks <3

Happy rainy day at laopo's house :)

Just have such a great day at laopo's house today and laopo tried to get her enemy pissed which worked effectively:) Really felt so loved and happy when we talk together sweetly and she cook noodle for me :)  Rained heavily today and super cold but with laopo next to me, I just felt so loved and warm. Thanks darling, you just make my day :) Wo ai ni laopo :) muacks muacks <3

Yang Guo and Gu Gu watch " Unstoppable "

Although it was raining, it did little to dampen the mood for today. Took the train from AMK to bishan before changing train at Serangoon to Sengkang as I didn't want my darling to get wet. After meeting, we immediately wasted no time in getting the tickets at AMK Hub. Surprisingly, it was rather empty being the school holidays.
We chose "Unstoppable", a movie based on a true story starring Denzel Washington and Chris Pine about a runaway train and a couple of people's heroic attempts to stop it. Great movie, highly recommended. After that, we took the train with intention to go to Marina Square but changed our minds and went to Harbourfront for Fried Prawn Mee and Oyster Omelette instead. After that, we took the train to Dhoby to change train. Took to Marina Bay and back and ended up falling asleep on the train and ending up at Khatib instead. Took the train back down to AMK and bought spoilt drinks before we took the bus to her po po house. Played with the baby awhile and took the biscuits ( to sell later to Ivan at 7:30 at AMK ). And am online talking to my laopo now :)
Thank laopo for today :) Just enjoy it so much and looking forward to the next :) Love you baby :) Muacks

You gain something. You will sure lose something.

I'm still wondering, is starting this business a good idea? I watch as the time ticks away on the clock, getting nearer to 5pm. Yes, I want my life back. I want that happy family I once knew back. I want to get back at everyone that looked down on my family when we went bust. I am a man fuelled by revenge. Anger drives me. A painful past motivates me. Deep down, I am nothing but a tortured soul. I don't really expect that I would take over the company that has employed ( or should I say enslaved? ) my dad for 12 years, but the opportunity came knocking, and it only comes once. I know it's a risk. But it's a risk I'll take.
And for myself, I'm not that good in studies, technically I don't even like studying and I damn well know it's fucking difficult to get a job without a bloody Foreign Cert or Uni cert and I know I'm never getting one. I know where I stand and what's my limits.
I want everyone to have a better life. I want you to have a better and higher paying job. I even tailored this damn job to your needs. Sometimes, I wonder, am I treating you so good up till the extent that I am spoiling you?
You tell me that if I gain something, I will sure lose something. Are you telling me that if I make it in business, I will lose you? While just the other day you told me you'll support me no matter what and wait till the day I wear the ring on your finger and ask you to be my wife? Which one do you want? I'm hurt and confused and maybe even abit angry. All I want is for us to have a great family life together. I wan you to be happy and loved. I wan Kenneth to grow up in a proper environment. I have us to enjoy life. And all these need money. No one can survive on just Love alone. Reality is harsh. But I just hope you'll be strong for us. I don't wish to get disappointed.
I love you laopo. And I really do.

Yang Guo is just wondering what the hell is he doing

I just sent in the proposal to accquire my dad's company and sent a proposal of a loan to all the banks for SGD 150 000. These few days just feel like so crazy. Luckily today I went laopo there and together, we helped my son do the handprint and footprint. Just had so much fun and being with my laopo just transport me into a different world that has no worries, no stress. Just me and her. Just hope this world can continue until forever. Hoping that whatever I did, it will go according to my plan. Laopo, laogong is missing you so much...just can't imagine how shitty my life will be without you with me and giving me your love and support. Really so happy to know that no matter how tired I am with each passing day, you'll still be there for me to comfort me and make me rejuvenate again. Love you darling laopo. You're just the only and only woman who holds the key to unlock my heart. Loving you so so much. Muacks :)