To someone:  "Thinking..........feeling he is more important to you than me....ever since he appeared, you've changed...you feel distant...more close to him than me....your fb posts about him....is getting more than me....everything now is him....more than me........hais.....ever since he appeared....i can't sleep properly...i keep worrying abt you....thinking abt you..missing you.....i tell you how i feel...but i know is no use......u just wun care...just continue talking....i feel replaced....but no one cares....i asked you tell him ur attached....u dun say....hais....forget it.... "

To jake: "Just feel useless......queeny say gt other guy wan her...plus this guy is love her and she gt feeling for him....just feel so insecure...why? When I join you, you promised I will have power, have fear and respect, why I gt nth? What's the point then? I dun wan ppl come near to my gf...I hate it....first brendon chua...then colin...I got luck. I got rid of both. Nw this guy appears. Wtf? Will it ever fucking end? And will my girl be fucking smart enuf to say she's attached? is nt tht i dun trust her...is i just worry....i dun wan to lose her...i swear..if anyone tries to steal her again...I'll make sure they know I'm nt to be fucked with :@ "

To myself: "Fight till thy end....till Death do us part."