Wednesday, 26 January 2011
Quarrel with laopo again...feeling so bad :( Dun mean to make her more stress and make her so fan nao....hais....hope laopo will forgive me. Really enjoy fixing your sofa with you today..feel so sweet and happy to be able to do things with you....imagining next time after we marry we fix the things in our house..sorry to always have so high expectations in you darling....I will stop stressing you de and be more understanding....I love you darling....nites...sweetdreams...muack
Friday, 14 January 2011
HAPPY 15 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY TO ME AND LAOPO!!
Haha :) Today marks the 15th month anniversary of me and my darling :) Time really passes by us so quickly that we don't even notice at all. All the things we've been through, be it happy or sad, joyful or hurtful, has made us stronger in both relationship and thinking. Looking forward to tomorrow's outing with my darling. I'm sure we will have a fun day together :) Stay tuned for more updates tomorrow! Haha. Wo ai ni laopo :) Muack muack <3
Monday, 10 January 2011
I love my laopo. No matter what she did in the past, no matter what she'll do to me in the future, I can forgive. Nothing will change my love for her. Loving a person means accepting everything about them. The good, the bad, the ugly. No one is born perfect. We all have our short-comings. Our imperfections. Only God is perfect. So I have learnt to forgive. And learnt to accept Kenneth into the world of me and Queeny. And make Kenneth become the next me.
Sunday, 2 January 2011
The end of 2010 and the start of 2011. The birth of FBR
Alas, so fast and we have come to the end of 2010, and before we know it, a New Year will begin. Looking back at all the events that we've been through, I realise that God really works in many unexplainable ways. Take my r/s for example, I think it's really a miracle that I managed to come this far. Never did I imagine that my first r/s would generate so much, and make it so eventful for me. Still then, Life does not let one achieve success without going through the inevitable hardships.
Business wasn't going smoothly at my dad's place, together with half of my brothers, we waited outside a hotel for two hours to see my gf come out with another guy, got into fights and quarrels with my "kor" over that incident when he asked me to leave my gf, and the worst was sending my gf to hospital when she became pregnant with that guy's kid. Obviously he didn't dare to come and try to take her back because I was there. Seriously, at this point of time you might think that my Life is completely fucked up. I thought so too. But I'm a fighter. I never quit. I never give up. Even if all the odds are against me. Even if the Heavens oppose me. I never stop trying. The more you try to push me down, the more I will get up and fight back with even greater strength.
The hardest part that almost broke me was the time after my gf gave birth. Everything changed. The girl I once knew and loved was no more. In her place was someone who felt so unfamiliar, so foreign. I can even say I still took the current gf as the girl I used to go out with. The girl I knew in the past. The memory stayed so long, so hard. The places we been to. The food we ate. The songs we sang. The things we did. All unforgettable. Than I told myself. The only way to let go was to tel myself she was dead. But it was still her. In the start, there was honestly more sympathy than love. For no man could ever accept a girl who could do so much of this to him. But everytime I remembered all the tubes poked into her, how she would grab my hand so hard when in pain, I just felt myself wanting to be by her side even more and give her more love.
It was hard, and painful, and I almost gave up at one point of time. I'd rather keep hold of the girl I used to know and forever lock myself up in the past. I wanted to hide from reality. Run away from it. I wanted to give up on everything and everyone. I wanted to call it quits. I wanted to die. But I couldn't leave her all alone.
By some miracle, I found the strength to live on. I had to find a way to overcome this emotional me. I had to be strong. Emotionless. Cold. Happily, 3 months after this entire event that killed my old gf, I brought her spirit back to Life. I breathed Life into a company. One that would get me back everything that I've lost. Make my family whole again. Make me vent my anger and resentment against all who turned against me. I birthed FBR. Many have asked me what the three letters stood for. But I never replied. But today, the start of 2011, where all things start anew, the name shall be revealed. But before that, let me take tis golden opportunity to wish everyone a very Happy New Year and may all your wishes come true, and to my dearest gf that I have never stopped loving even though you put me through Hell, I love you. Counting down the days to four years later :)
And of course, after being through so much nonsense, it is only rightful that I get my revenge against people who destoyed my Life, and my loved ones'. I am a man fuelled by revenge, and so it should be only fitting that my company's name would be the same as it's purpose built for by the founder. And so you have it. FBR. Fuelled By Revenge.
Business wasn't going smoothly at my dad's place, together with half of my brothers, we waited outside a hotel for two hours to see my gf come out with another guy, got into fights and quarrels with my "kor" over that incident when he asked me to leave my gf, and the worst was sending my gf to hospital when she became pregnant with that guy's kid. Obviously he didn't dare to come and try to take her back because I was there. Seriously, at this point of time you might think that my Life is completely fucked up. I thought so too. But I'm a fighter. I never quit. I never give up. Even if all the odds are against me. Even if the Heavens oppose me. I never stop trying. The more you try to push me down, the more I will get up and fight back with even greater strength.
The hardest part that almost broke me was the time after my gf gave birth. Everything changed. The girl I once knew and loved was no more. In her place was someone who felt so unfamiliar, so foreign. I can even say I still took the current gf as the girl I used to go out with. The girl I knew in the past. The memory stayed so long, so hard. The places we been to. The food we ate. The songs we sang. The things we did. All unforgettable. Than I told myself. The only way to let go was to tel myself she was dead. But it was still her. In the start, there was honestly more sympathy than love. For no man could ever accept a girl who could do so much of this to him. But everytime I remembered all the tubes poked into her, how she would grab my hand so hard when in pain, I just felt myself wanting to be by her side even more and give her more love.
It was hard, and painful, and I almost gave up at one point of time. I'd rather keep hold of the girl I used to know and forever lock myself up in the past. I wanted to hide from reality. Run away from it. I wanted to give up on everything and everyone. I wanted to call it quits. I wanted to die. But I couldn't leave her all alone.
By some miracle, I found the strength to live on. I had to find a way to overcome this emotional me. I had to be strong. Emotionless. Cold. Happily, 3 months after this entire event that killed my old gf, I brought her spirit back to Life. I breathed Life into a company. One that would get me back everything that I've lost. Make my family whole again. Make me vent my anger and resentment against all who turned against me. I birthed FBR. Many have asked me what the three letters stood for. But I never replied. But today, the start of 2011, where all things start anew, the name shall be revealed. But before that, let me take tis golden opportunity to wish everyone a very Happy New Year and may all your wishes come true, and to my dearest gf that I have never stopped loving even though you put me through Hell, I love you. Counting down the days to four years later :)
And of course, after being through so much nonsense, it is only rightful that I get my revenge against people who destoyed my Life, and my loved ones'. I am a man fuelled by revenge, and so it should be only fitting that my company's name would be the same as it's purpose built for by the founder. And so you have it. FBR. Fuelled By Revenge.
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