Yang Guo and Gu Gu wear glasses!!!

HERE ARE THE PICS!!!!

Haha, nice anot? Well, after meeting Gu Gu yesterday, Yang Guo went with her to Marina Square to eat when they walked past "fourskin" and Gu Gu saw this pair of glasses she liked. Yang Guo asked her to buy it but Gu Gu didn't want to. So therefore, Yang Guo decided to secretly buy it before presenting it to Gu Gu as a surprise present. Yang Guo asked what colour she liked but Gu Gu refused to tell. Suddenly, Yang Guo remembered that Gu Gu wore a pair of white glasses in one of her display pics so he chose the white coloured one. Later, Yang Guo brought Gu Gu to the Esplanade Bay, the place, if you guys remembered, was where Yang Guo ask Gu Gu to be his girlfriend. There, he gave it to Gu Gu as a present for their first month anniversary. Doesn't Gu Gu look cute with it?

P.S. I LOVE YOU DEAREST QUEENY BABY!!! MUACK!

A Change in Personality: Why is this happening?

Sometimes alone, its hard not to try to forget about Gu Gu. I always advise others who keep thinking of their loved ones to keep their mind focused on other things such as hobbies or their jobs so as to temporarily forget about their loved ones but then its actually harder said than done. Today at work, I kept thinking about Gu Gu, wondering how she is, whether she is feeling alright, etc. I took out my phone and looked at her picture and the memories flooded me. The first time I held her hand, the first time I said 'I love you' to her, the first time I kissed her, the first time she leaned against me. I had mixed feelings, happy and sad. Happy at remembering the times when we had so much fun, but yet sad that somehow, I'm beginning to feel distant from her because of my work. I hate leaving her alone, in the company of other people. I hate the feeling of knowing that she needs me by her side, yet I'm not there for her. I just feel that I'm not giving her enough happiness, not giving her that feeling of being loved. Hais.
Secretly, everytime she goes out with other guys, I get this feeling of sadness. Its not that I don't trust her, its just that I feel that she is spending more time with other guys than me, and somehow, I'm getting jealous. I always told myself that I should give her a sense of freedom, to make her own friends, have fun, but somehow, everytime she goes out with other guys, I get a sense of resentment building up inside me. I believe that trust is essential in a relationship, but somehow, I don't know why, I'm starting to lose trust. Not in her, but in the people that she goes out with. Anyone, even the people I know, I start to build up a protective shield against them. A********, B******, C******, I used to be friendly with these guys, especially C******, but somehow, I'm starting to be wary of them.
I feel that I'm starting to lose my friendliness, my attitude towards others has started to change. I'm losing my nice-ness, my good-ness, I'm changing. Why is this happening? I start to feel that everyone is becoming my enemy, and that I can trust no one. I'm starting to get negative thoughts about everyone, no matter what good friends we were in the past. I start to have this feeling that everyone has a motive to do me in, to destroy me, to see me lose everything I have and day by day, I start building up defences against them. I'm starting to become sick....no that's the wrong word...I'm starting to become evil....

Gu Gu cries, Yang Guo sighs

As you guys may already know from the post title, this is a sad post. Hais. Sometimes, I really don't understand Love. It really is complicated. I hate to say this, but sometimes, I feel that Gu Gu doesn't treat me as her boyfriend. I really feel very sad. My heart is breaking. Here's what happened.
Me and Gu Gu went out to Safra Yishun this afternoon for some games before heading to Great World City to play Timezone at where Xiang Long (a friend of ours) was working at. Anyways, to cut a long story short, things were going fine until Gu Gu got an SMS from some unknown person (but I know who that bastard is) and her mood changed. She became distant and down. Though it was plain to see that something was troubling her, Gu Gu denied everything and acted as though nothing happened. Later, she even left us without saying a word. After finding that Gu Gu was missing, I immediately went to look for Gu Gu but she could not be found. Anyways, I sent a whole lot of SMSes asking her if that bastard was troubling her again but she denied everything and this is just a few of what I got from her.

1st sample:

"Is real la. Believe it or not. Up to you k. I dun feel like talking le. Lost my way just now. Cried. But no one cares. Tired of everything le. You go pei them (Egg Fang and Sharry, our other friends with us) ba."

2nd sample:

"I dun know. Dun WAN to know =("

3rd sample:

"Hais. I really dun know. Why everything is like the past. Last time I wit my ex. Anything happen only Wee Siang (another friend of ours) will be here for mi. Now. Hais. The same thing happen. But no Wee Siang now."



Hais. I don't know what to say. I persuaded her to tell me what was troubling her but she refused. Hais. Gu Gu, why can't you confide in me? Why can't you let me help you to solve your problems? Why can't you let me face the problems together with you and find a way to solve it? Do you really have no trust in me at all? Do you take me as your boyfriend?
Silly girl, I'm here for you no matter what happens okay? I promise you this. Don't hide anything from me, it will only make me sadder and make me worry about you more. I have a whole lot of things in my head I want to blurt out but somehow, I'm just too sad, too confused, too devastated to type anymore. My mind, now filled with emotions, no longer controls my hand. I just miss you alot and worry about you. I really wish to hear from you soon...Hais.

Random post on love from Yang Guo's point of view

I once thought that guys who could give up everything just to be with the woman they love were total idiots. Now I know how it feels like. When you've found the one you truly love, everything else loses its importance and value. You get so crazy over this person you lose control of your emotions. You argue with your parents over her. You fight with your friends over her. You just feel a need to protect her no matter what. Everyday, you just want to be by this special person's side, holding her hand, feeling the warmth of her body as you hug her, the tenderness of her lips as you kiss her, the rythm of two hearts beating as one. Heaven and Earth will fade, Time will stand still. Only you and her will remain. Nothing else matters at this special point of time. The world only consists of you and her and as you look into her eyes, you really want this moment to last forever.
Whenever you're not with this person, it feels like a torture. Seconds, hours, so many days. Every moment seems to last forever whenever you don't hear from her. The only time you'll hear from her is when she drops you an SMS or signs in on MSN after a long day of anxious waiting. You find it difficult to get along with your daily activities, you feel moody for no apparent reason, you cannot eat, cannot sleep, cannot think. Everything you do seems to end up a mistake. But you know the reason. Your mind is occupied with the thoughts of her. Your heart and soul longs for her. You can't wait to hear her laughter, see her smile, hold her hand, hug her while whispering promises of love to her. And then finally, you both settle on a date to meet up and for the first time in so many days, you feel better and look forward to meeting her.
As you watch the seconds go by and countdown to the day where you can finally meet her, you think up a whole lot of things to do whenever you're with her. Bring her to the movies, then to the arcade, then go for a romantic dinner and go for a stroll by the seaside before seeing her home and ending the day with a goodbye kiss at her house void deck. Finally, the much awaited day has come, and you quickly rush down to the meeting place an hour early and pace up and down the area. Then, a few minutes before she arrives, you quckly rush into a nearby restroom and check your appearance. Pleased that everything is in order, you walk out to meet her and enjoy your day when you realise, to your dismay, she has a whole lot of friends tagging along with her and she is happily chatting away with them, paying no attention to you at all. Hais. All mood is drained at once from your body. Still, you put up with it and fake a smile but somehow, you know you are crying inside. All your plans for a perfect day is ruined but what can you do? Anyway, the most important objective is to be able to see her. As long as you can see her and be with her, even though nothing is going according to plan, a part of you still feels contented. After the day ends, you bid her farewell and watch as she leaves with her friends. Turning away, you sigh under your breath and start planning on another date with her and pray hard that she will turn up alone.
Love really makes one silly. But if being silly enables me to be with her for a lifetime, I'd gladly be silly. It has been oftenly said that True Love will have a happy ending, but I beg to differ. In my opinion, I believe that True Love DOESN'T have a happy ending, because True Love NEVER ends. It lives on forever.

YANG GUO'S 5 YEAR PLAN

Sorry ppl for not updating this blog as I have been busy going out dating with Gu Gu....heh heh. Anyways, I have also been planning on this very special emm..plan. A person whom I respect always said this 'If you fail to plan, you plan to fail'. Anyways, I believe in order to succeed in Life, one has to plan one's own Life. So therefore, in order to ensure a successful and blissful relationship with my beloved Gu Gu, I have also planned out a emm....plan of my own. Here goes.


1ST YEAR PLAN: (2009)

I'm 17 and currently studying, and will end my course of studies in 2011, as of which I'll be 18 plus. Then will go to NS and waste 2 years of my precious time before coming out.

2ND YEAR PLAN: (2010)

Studying

3RD YEAR PLAN: (2011)

Finish studies..... go NS.......hais.....knn.

4TH YEAR PLAN: (2012)

Finishing NS....buy my first car!!!! YAY!!!!!

5TH YEAR PLAN: (2013)

FINISH NS!!!! THANK GOD!!!!!
By the time I get out of NS, it'll be 2013 (if by luck 2012 doesn't happen, PLEASE GOD DON'T LET IT HAPPEN) I will further my studies while working in my dad's company at the same time. Or maybe I will be getting my own job.
BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY......I'M GOING TO MARRY GU GU.

That's all folks! But if you do have any suggestions as to how to improve my plan. pls feel free to drop me an email at the stipulated address above. Thanks all and God bless!

1st day without Gu Gu

A bright and sunny morning. 1st day of the week without Gu Gu. Yang Guo took the bus down to the MacDonald's at King Albert Park to find Joo Chiat for Gu Gu so she could get the iPod Touch, but alas, there was none. Disappointed, Yang Guo headed off to school. School was a bore, all that was to do was some crummy website design and Yang Guo finished it with ease. Finally, Gu Gu appeared on facebook and they chatted for awhile. Suddenly, while chatting to Gu Gu, Yang Guo had this strong urge to just reach out and hug Gu Gu tightly, but it was impossible. Later in the afternoon, Yang Guo went out with two of his close friends to the MacDonald's at Ang Mo Kio to try to find Joo Chiat but the only thing they won was a free Big Mac. Later in the afternoon, there was a heavy downpour but Yang Guo still braved the storm and took a bus down to Bishan Junction 8 and went to the MacDonald's in search of Joo Chiat but there still wasn't any. Hais. Yang Guo will have to try again tomorrow. Gu Gu, if you are reading this, I'm really trying my best to find it for you. Don't give up on me okay? I miss you alot. Take care. I love you, baby.

Yang Guo misses Gu Gu alot: 2 days without Gu Gu

Hais....2 days without talking to Gu Gu. Missing her alot. Gu Gu, I know you are angry at me but please forgive me. I'll promise to change okay? I really miss you and need you alot in my Life. I love you always.

Yang Guo and Gu Gu's great day at the beach

Yang Guo and Gu Gu spent a romantic day today at the Pasir Ris Park (no, Ris Low wasn't there, haha)where the couple sat by the beach, stared out at the sea and enjoyed each other's company. However, here's the highlights of today's incidents. When they met up at the MacDonald's at AMK, Gu Gu had a great time laughing at Yang Guo's new hairstyle. (Apparently, Yang Guo's hair stylist had made a mistake when cutting his hair and instead of a layered back, there was now a fantastic slope) Yang Guo later got his revenge when he found out Gu Gu's weak spot on her body when they were cuddling each other. All in all, it was a very fun and memorable day for both Yang Guo and Gu Gu and they are looking forward to the next time they meet up again.

A message for Gu Gu

A lonely day today. The incessant rain kept coming down in sheets, falling from the dark heavens as lightning marched across the island. Somehow, Yang Guo's feelings were like the weather, dark and gloomy. His heart longed for his love and wondered if she was doing well. Spending an entire day without Gu Gu was plain torture. Yang Guo doesn't know if he can stand another day like today. Seconds, hours, the time went by ever so slowly. Every moment seemed to last forever without Gu Gu by his side. Walking around AMK aimlessly, cold and wet, was a dreadful experience. Yang Guo hopes Gu Gu is doing alright.
Gu Gu, money is not everything okay. It's important, but not everything. Don't make a mistake that you will only live to regret for the rest of your Life. I don't want to lose you. Queeny, you are my Life now. Without you, Life will have no meaning left for me. I hope you will turn down the job offer and go in search of a better job. You can always talk to me if you have any problems okay? That's what I'm here for. To share your troubles and ease your burdens. Don't keep everything to yourself. Tell me, and together we'll work out a solution okay? Nothing is impossible. You are not alone, for I am here with you.
In your deepest hour, in your darkest despair, I'll still care. I will be there. In your doubts, in your frustrations, through your fears, in your anguish and your pain, in your joy and in your sorrow, in the promise of a better tomorrow. I'll never let you part, for you are always in my heart. I love you baby.

Halloween Night out at Escape Theme Park: 31/10/09

Yes, I know this is a Sunday that's cos I'm posting on what happened yesterday. As there is way to many details, I'm just going to do a brief run-through of what happened. Yang Guo met Gu Gu at 3pm at AMK Hub. As usual, Gu Gu was late and reached only at 4plus. From there, they took the train to City Hall and went to walk about Marina Square (yes, I know...AGAIN!) and finding nothing much of interest there, although Yang Guo had to endure the torture of Gu Gu talking about food as he was extremely hungry, they moved over to Esplande Bay and sat there and did the ususal things any other couple would do. (Heh heh heh). Then it started drizziling and quickly the couple headed to the dry interior of the Esplanade for shelter before making their way back to Marina Square for one more round of walking before they headed to City Hall to take the train to Pasir Ris where they would be meeting up with other friends to head over to the Escape Theme Park to participate in the Halloween Night fun. On the way to Pasir Ris in the MRT, it suddenly started pouring in sheets of driving rain, (or as Gu Gu called it, raining cats and dogs). All hope for a fun outing later that evening were banished and the couple thought that they would instead have to spend the entire night eating dinner at MacDonald's. Luckily, by the time they reached Pasir Ris and met up with their friends, the rain had slowed to only a light drizzle and they made their way to the venue. Traffic conditions were terrible and due to some PAP Award Ceremony held at the same place, the security was so tight that it was as though the entire place was an army camp. Then when everyone had arrived, they headed to the place and had fun (at least some had) and then the night was over and everyone headed back. Sorry for this report being so brief as there was just too many incidents that happened and by the time I finished describing everything in detail, it would be next Halloween, so emm, yeah, just make do with this. Haha. Have a great weekend ahead! (or what's left of it)