Fourth day without my laopo

Fourth day without my laopo. Just missing her so much. 1 more day to seeing her again. Today I got nothing to do plus last night can't sleep cos missing my laopo. So today I drove down to Bugis and went for lunch before going to Popular at Bras Basah Comples to read up some books and pass time. After that went to look around Bugis Junction for some X'mas present ideas. Then meet up with my parent for dinner and go back. Missing my fat piggy. 1 more day...can't wait. Hope she is well and having fun there. I'm waiting for her to come back into my arms. I miss her sweet voice on the line when she talk to me. Baby, I miss you and love you. Wan faster see you. Hao xiang hao xiang ni :) muack muack

Third day without my laopo

Today is the third day without my laopo. Wake up today and went down to FBR as today really have alot of bookings for car polish as X'mas is near. Everything I do is the usual thing. Drive car in. Wash car. Polish car. Drive car out. But without seeing my laopo's sms coming in my phone or calling me just make me feel that everything is not the same. Today just so tired but in my mind only think about my darling. I just hope she is fine and enjoying herself during her holiday. Really missing you alot. When eating I keep thinking what you doing. Whether you outside got eat and takecare of yourself. Whether you tired got rest and whether you having fun or being bored or at there missing me :x Fat piggy laopo, I'm missing you alot. Every single minute of the day hoping you are fine. Is only the third day but feels like a long time since you've gone. I miss you baby. 3 more days to go. I will jiayou and be strong and wait for you to come back :) Wo ai ni laopo...muack muack  muack ♥♥♥

Second day without laopo

Today is the second day without my laopo. Wake up today and went down to FBR as today off from usual work. Everything I do is the usual thing. Drive car in. Wash car. Polish car. Drive car out. But without seeing my laopo's sms coming in my phone or calling me just make me feel that everything is not the same. Everytime my phone vibrated with message, I would think it is laopo and happily look at it, but it isn't. I just hope she is fine and enjoying herself during her holiday. In the afternoon, the workshop call me to let me know my car is ready for collection. I went over to colelct it and drove it back for polish. It's now waiting for you to come back and ride together with me. Really missing you alot. When eating I keep thinking what you doing. Whether you outside got eat and takecare of yourself. Fat piggy laopo, I'm missing you alot. Every single minute of the day hoping you are fine. Is only the second day but feels like a long time since you've gone. I miss you baby. 3 more days to go. I will jiayou and be strong and wait for you to come back :) Wo ai ni laopo...muack muack ♥

First day without laopo

Today is the first day without my laopo. Wake up early as usual then realise dun need to send her to work. Suddenly feel abit sad and emo-ed awhile in bed lol. Went to work and did my usual routine. But without seeing my laopo's sms coming in my phone just make me feel that alot of thing is just different. Everytime my phone vibrated with message, I would think it is laopo and happily look at it, but it isn't. I just hope she is fine. Did a wrap for my phone today at AMK Hub for only $8.00 and it looks nice. After that I went about to see any nice ideas for X'mas presents that I can get for laopo and Ken. There's really alot to buy and I really am lost for choice. Those few hour of present hunting made me happy awhile but after that it's back to reality for me. To let my laopo know, I'm missing you alot. Every min hoping you are fine. Is only the first day but feels like forever. I miss you my love. 4 more days to go. I will jiayou and be strong and wait for you to come back :) Wo ai ni laopo...muack ♥

UPDATE AS PROMISED :)

Good morning Singapore! Wahaha.....so long never post le cos I was busy with trying to kick FBR's lazy buttocks to get up and start work and rise to the tops! Am glad to say everything is falling into place. Anyways, it has been so long since the last post ( oops :x ) so I shall try to recall everything, but do forgive my bad memory if I have left out anything.
Hmmm.......did I mention the chalet? Ok, it was great the first nite.Finally can spend some nice quality family time with her and Ken. Went to Downtown East to eat and buy alot of nonsense. Food sucked. Lol. Went bk to chalet later. Sharry kindly bought for me Mac. Oh ya...I haven't pay her yet! Lols. Must pay bk nxt time. Did I mention I drink 3 cans of coke and did 4 times facial? Wahaha. 2nd day was noisy and the place became a mahjong gambling den. No planning at all. 3rd day I reached there then they all left. And never tell me. Fat piggys.
Next was our 2nd year anniversary. Super happy we made it this far and hope to have many many more happy anniversaries. My laopo very kindly made a nice cake and album although the spelling on it was wrong, but it was a cute mistake. Wahaha. Very happy spending my time with you and although this is my first time having a relationship, I'm quite sure that with my laopo, I will never want to have any others. Let's jiayous for the 3rd year! Muack :)
Errr.....now what else to say eh?? Lol. Wait let me think.
Okayyy.....had a fun Saturday with my laopo ystd. Make her super shy wahaha. The fat piggy. After that we took a bus to Hougang Mall and went there to post mails and eat Pizza Hut. So full! Had to da pao the remaining pizza lol. Ken was cute ystd walking all over the place like a penguin. And now I just remember we never go arcade. Zzz. Faints.
Nvm, Monday go again WAHAHAHA XD

I was supposed to meet laopo today, but last min my parents want me to go with them to lawyer office to get grandmum will. Didn't want to go and quarrel with them. Then walked out of the house. Wanted to meet her but I didn't know what to tell her cos I didn't have the camera with me. Didn't want to disappoint her also. Really don't know what to do. I just went about with nowhere in mind. Ended up outside KK. Sat there for awhile before I went inside to walk. Don't know why I felt sad. Felt the crushing pain as though I had lost someone I loved. And I realised, I actually did. I got out of the place and walked. Ended up at Dhoby. Bought a beer and sat there and drink alone. I looked at the couples walking by. I was once like them. I walked abit more and ended up at bugis. I took a cab back. Tired. Exhausted. my mind no longer controls my hand...today was supposed to be happy but my stupid parents spoiled it...I saw her fb..she changed her status to something else other than married..are we really different? is it really just me left fighting against Fate..if so, than it's no point fighting anymore...I don't know...I'm tired...FBR..I no longer have any interest nor strength to run it...maybe i will close it..it's costing too much money to run..hais...everything in my life never works out well...baby queeny, you were the best thing that happened in my life..just so you know...i nvr blamed you for the baby..because i love you and no matter what you do, you will nvr appear wrong to me..gdnite. I love you wife.

Seeing Forever in your eyes.

Open up your heart to me and say what’s on your mind, I know that we have been through so much pain, but I still need you in my life. No matter what, let's stick together and be strong and there's nothing that can be overcome. I really need you right now. I know deep within my heart that it doesn’t matter if it’s wrong or right, I just really need you beside.
You need me like I need you. Together we can share our dreams coming true. Just let me show you what true love means, because in this Life, I'll be the only one to hold you and make sure that you'll be alright. After all that we've been through, I know we can win this. And I'm never going to lose to emptiness and let you go again. I figured what to say to you, and I know in time that you'll understand.
Cause deep within my heart, it doesn't matter if it's wrong or right. Baby, all I know is that I see Forever in your eyes. <3