The marathon is almost ending

Dun know what to say....after so many things have happened, my mind just feels totally confused and in no mood for anything at all. I just feel normal only when I'm with you. After I leave, everything sucks. The places that seemed so familiar to me just sudeenly become so different when you're not by my side. So many things have changed.....but still my love remains to you. Laopo, I know you're suffering. I know you don't like this change of events. Neither do I, honestly. Until now, like you, there's still a part of me that can't let go the past memories of us together. But what's done cannot be reversed. What we can do now is to face the future bravely and depend on nothing else except for our families, our determination and love for each other. Don't give up, baby. You've come this far. Remember the marathon I told you about this afternoon? You're almost finishing it ok. Just abit more and you will reach the finish line. Cannot forget k. Jiayous. Anything laogong will be here for you okays? I love you darling. Muacks :)