"Falling in Love is like eating a box of chocolates. There's bound to be bitter times, but mostly, it's sweet. Thanks to my baby for loving me for this 8 months and hope that our "Box of Chocolates" will last a lifetime! Muacks ♥" Max Loo
Yeah, that's what I put on my Facebook profile. And come to think of it, it's actually true. Definitely, there's bound to be quarrels, misunderstandings and heartaches in a relationship, but most of the times, it's blissful and loving and sweet. Spent a really nice day today with my baby. Met her at her house and then we took a bus to my place ( falling asleep on the bus while holding her hand was so sweet ). After that, we went to HarbourFront for prawn mee before going to Vivo and sit there and plan for our next outing. Ended at 11pm and am now waiting for Gu Gu to reach home and chat with her.
Baby, I really love you so much and really never regretted to have loved you or taken you as my gf. And to quote from your message : " Silly. Trust me k. I will never leave you no matter what. I'm yours le :$ "
Love you baby. Muack :)
Wednesday, 30 June 2010
Monday, 28 June 2010
RATED CONTENT :Yang Guo and Gu Gu go to Hotel 81
Emmm...yeah...as above......today very shy...first time go hotel with a girl. Met up at Bugis at 1 for lunch before going to get a room. Went in feeling super shy and after we got the key, we went to the room and emm...you know what happens. Train go into tunnel...airplane fly....rocket fired..target destroyed. :x Had two hours of fun before we finished and headed back to Bugis junction to have lunch at KFC.
Went to Vivo later and we both fell asleep on the bus. Went to HarbourFront where I had an urgent need to go to the toilet. Relieved myslef and we went walking about and went to Giant to buy things to have a mini picnic. Ended the day at 9 and now here I am talking to Gu Gu on MSN.
Bby, thanks for such a special day today. Really felt to so close and Xin Fu with you :) Muacks :)
Went to Vivo later and we both fell asleep on the bus. Went to HarbourFront where I had an urgent need to go to the toilet. Relieved myslef and we went walking about and went to Giant to buy things to have a mini picnic. Ended the day at 9 and now here I am talking to Gu Gu on MSN.
Bby, thanks for such a special day today. Really felt to so close and Xin Fu with you :) Muacks :)
Happy day today with my laopo! Went to her workplace to look for her and the nice aunty was there and we chat about things again. Then went to eat lunch with my baby and later went down to help her carry things upstairs and buy Milk tea from Gong Cha. Some mangosteens appeared, I also forgot how they got there. Hahas. Auntie and Gu Gu had fun eating them and get their hands stained with the red juice. I even got a few sweets and a Care Bear for Gu Gu and she herself got a soft toy too.
After work, we took 147 to somewhere near Hougang before taking bus to Gu Gu's place where she helped me with something important but we decided to try again tmr as we would have more time.
Baby...I missing you....love you so so much! Muack muack!
After work, we took 147 to somewhere near Hougang before taking bus to Gu Gu's place where she helped me with something important but we decided to try again tmr as we would have more time.
Baby...I missing you....love you so so much! Muack muack!
Sunday, 27 June 2010
Tired but happy day today!
Had a great day today with my baby, Xiang Long and Sharry. We organised one last outing for XL before he went to report to camp on Monday. WMet up at Yishun MRT at 8 plus and took the shuttle bus to Orchid Country Club. Went there to play bowling. Waited for a damn long time before it was finally our turn. Gu Gu and Xiang Long went to get the shoes and me and Sharry didn't actually want to play but since we had come all the way, I decided not to be a spoilsport and play. Sharry also finally agreed to join in the game after much persuasion from all of us.
Learnt a few new tatics from Sharry which improved my aiming skills ( thanks! ) and even managed to score a couple of strikes! Had chicken nuggets, fries and pepsi twist for dinner. It was so fun that we forgot about the time and ended up missing the last shuttle bus. And after abit of reasoning, ( and slamming my fists against walls ) I persuaded everyone to walk out and take a cab.
Walked all the way to Sharry's hse (very long) and my baby leg pain. Had fun chatting along the way and walking past Banglahs. Went to 7 11 and bought drink before we pei Gu Gu to wait for a cab to go home before me and Xiang Long took a cab back and now on MSN talking to baby.
Thanks for today everyone! Rest early yea. Love you baby :) Muacks :D
Learnt a few new tatics from Sharry which improved my aiming skills ( thanks! ) and even managed to score a couple of strikes! Had chicken nuggets, fries and pepsi twist for dinner. It was so fun that we forgot about the time and ended up missing the last shuttle bus. And after abit of reasoning, ( and slamming my fists against walls ) I persuaded everyone to walk out and take a cab.
Walked all the way to Sharry's hse (very long) and my baby leg pain. Had fun chatting along the way and walking past Banglahs. Went to 7 11 and bought drink before we pei Gu Gu to wait for a cab to go home before me and Xiang Long took a cab back and now on MSN talking to baby.
Thanks for today everyone! Rest early yea. Love you baby :) Muacks :D
Saturday, 26 June 2010
Nice day today...with a OUCH!
Weird title right? Yeah, but it's the truth. Emm....Gu Gu slept over at my place today and we had alot of fun getting intimate. Emm...ended up putting the train into the tunnel.....and since it was my first time, it hurt a little. But really had a good feeling. Very nice and xin fu.
Anyways, after we were done, we went to meet Clement, Sharry, Bizzie and Xinag Long at Yishun. Went to Jalan Kayu for dinner. Had Roti Prata, Nais Briyani, Roti John with Gu Gu while the guys had tofu, prata and forgot what already. After that, we took the bus back to Yishun and waited for the shuttle bus to Orchid Country Club. Wanted to play bowling but ended up playing pool instead. The guys won.
Ended at 11 at took the shuttle bus out to Yishun MRT and took the train back with Xiang Long. And the MRT was great. it was the only transport that didn't hurt me. Lol.
Anyways, here I am on MSN talking to Gu Gu. Love you baby. Thanks for today! Muacks :)
Anyways, after we were done, we went to meet Clement, Sharry, Bizzie and Xinag Long at Yishun. Went to Jalan Kayu for dinner. Had Roti Prata, Nais Briyani, Roti John with Gu Gu while the guys had tofu, prata and forgot what already. After that, we took the bus back to Yishun and waited for the shuttle bus to Orchid Country Club. Wanted to play bowling but ended up playing pool instead. The guys won.
Ended at 11 at took the shuttle bus out to Yishun MRT and took the train back with Xiang Long. And the MRT was great. it was the only transport that didn't hurt me. Lol.
Anyways, here I am on MSN talking to Gu Gu. Love you baby. Thanks for today! Muacks :)
Friday, 25 June 2010
Random
My girl, we only live once. I wan this once to live happily and not with regret. I don't care if you're pregnant with his baby or not. Since he doesn't want it and you don't want to abort, I want. I'm prepared to face all the shit, all the ridicule, all the gossip that may come. I alr said I'll be with you no matter what happens. I don't give a fuck what other say.
Yes, I'm crazy, I'm mad, but I love you. And I'm serious. We only live once and that's why I don't wan to regret this once forever. So that's why, even if you have his baby, I'm still going to be with you. I won't care what you say, or what others think. I've made up my mind, wife.
You should know, I'm a selfish person. I won't do things for others unless it benefits me. But only you can make me generous. You are special. You thank me, and ask me why I treat you so good. but you should thank yourself for loving me, and caring for me.
I don't care. Even if the whole world become my enemy, I'm still going to be with you. And nothing is going to take you away from me. Nothing.
Yes, I'm crazy, I'm mad, but I love you. And I'm serious. We only live once and that's why I don't wan to regret this once forever. So that's why, even if you have his baby, I'm still going to be with you. I won't care what you say, or what others think. I've made up my mind, wife.
You should know, I'm a selfish person. I won't do things for others unless it benefits me. But only you can make me generous. You are special. You thank me, and ask me why I treat you so good. but you should thank yourself for loving me, and caring for me.
I don't care. Even if the whole world become my enemy, I'm still going to be with you. And nothing is going to take you away from me. Nothing.
Happy day ( but some fucker almost spoilt it )
Have a fun day today. Went for work in the morning and them went to meet my baby and go for lunch at Hougang. After went home to bathe and change before going City Square Mall to pei her at work. Bought alot of bread to eat ( made me so full ) . Then later helped her pump some balls and deflate others. Then some asshole msg my girl and spoilt my mood for awhile. But I forced myself not to care and went to buy food and drinks for Gu Gu. Sent her home and took a cab back. Talked about car modifications and phones with the taxi driver and here I am talking to Gu Gu on MSN.
Muack. I love you baby!
Warning : This is a depressing post.
Supposed to be so happy today. But some fucker msg my girl. Made me pissed. Asshole, you're really a pain in the ass. Do you know, just because of your selfish act for a moment of enjoyment, you make everyone suffer for what you did. Do you know Queeny keeps worrying she's pregnant? Do you know how worried she is, and how scared she is? You say you care for her, fuck la, don't bullshit. Your actions differ from your words. Just because of your want for a moment of pleasure, you make her suffer, worry and stressed. And I also don't feel good about it. Just stop messaging her la. Just get lost. Bloody bastard. Just leave us alone. I am already good enough to give you chances again and again. Maybe I've given you too many. You know Queeny messaged me, that if she's pregnant, she'll leave me. And she still said it wasn't your fault. You know how hurt I am. Fucking asshole. You can't control your raging desire for sex, go find a prostitute, and probably end up getting cheated out of all your money and no one will give a fuck about you. Stop looking for my girl. She's not your sex slave that you happy then look for her, not happy just disappear. Please la, put yourself in my shoes la. If you're me. How would you like if someone keep harrassing your gf? Use your fucking brain la. I warn you. If anything happens to my girl. You'll be having a date with me. You've been lucky all along since nothing has happened. But if something crops up....good luck.
Muack. I love you baby!
Warning : This is a depressing post.
Supposed to be so happy today. But some fucker msg my girl. Made me pissed. Asshole, you're really a pain in the ass. Do you know, just because of your selfish act for a moment of enjoyment, you make everyone suffer for what you did. Do you know Queeny keeps worrying she's pregnant? Do you know how worried she is, and how scared she is? You say you care for her, fuck la, don't bullshit. Your actions differ from your words. Just because of your want for a moment of pleasure, you make her suffer, worry and stressed. And I also don't feel good about it. Just stop messaging her la. Just get lost. Bloody bastard. Just leave us alone. I am already good enough to give you chances again and again. Maybe I've given you too many. You know Queeny messaged me, that if she's pregnant, she'll leave me. And she still said it wasn't your fault. You know how hurt I am. Fucking asshole. You can't control your raging desire for sex, go find a prostitute, and probably end up getting cheated out of all your money and no one will give a fuck about you. Stop looking for my girl. She's not your sex slave that you happy then look for her, not happy just disappear. Please la, put yourself in my shoes la. If you're me. How would you like if someone keep harrassing your gf? Use your fucking brain la. I warn you. If anything happens to my girl. You'll be having a date with me. You've been lucky all along since nothing has happened. But if something crops up....good luck.
Wednesday, 23 June 2010
Simple day today
Nothing much happened today. Met Gu Gu at Dhoby at 2 and for the first time, she was early! Met up with Clement later for a short while before we left and went to Farrer Park for lunch. Lunch was KFC. Pei Gu Gu go to work and later bought Po Lo Buns and Ice Lemon Tea for her. Silly girl keep asking me to go home but I didn't want to cos I didn't want to leave her alone and be bored. Xiang Long wanted to come down but couldn't make it in the end. No matter, there was a bit of madness when playing with the kids. We were having a ball fight ( no pun intended, so don't think wrongly! ). Ok...more like the three kids and Gu Gu were throwing their balls all over the place and it flew everywhere, bouncing off walls and flying out of the shop ( again no pun intended ). Gu Gu was super 'pekchek' and started yelling but the kids didn't care and the madness continued till other customers came it before it finally stopped. Went for dinner laterat KFC ( yes, AGAIN! ) and went to Mini Toons to buy a nice chocolate chip cookie before going back up to Timezone. Gu Gu finished work and hand in hand, we walked to the MRT station where I accompanied Gu Gu to wait for her train. Reached home about the same time as her and here I am, updating this blog while talking to Gu Gu on MSN. Apparently, she has a headache planning for the next outing on Friday, which apparently, a couple of individuals are not being co operative and making matters worse.
Relax la, baby. Aiyoh. Muack muack. I love you :)
Relax la, baby. Aiyoh. Muack muack. I love you :)
Fun day at ECP!
Really fun day today! met up with bro HY at AMKwhere we waited for my baby to come then we took the train to Bishan where we took the Circle Line to Paya Lebar and took the train to Bedok where we met up with Sharry and Xiang Long. Clement would be late so we decided to go to the hawker centre at Bedok interchange for a quick lunch while waiting. I had "Chee Kueh" and so did Gu Gu and Sharry. Bro HY had carrot cake for lunch and Xiang Long had Herbal Chicken. Finally, Clement arrived and we went to take 196 to Parkway (or somewhere near there) and walked over to ECP. We found a spot and settled down (at least some of us did). Me and bro HY immediately went to get our legs on wheels. I put on my skates and HY went to get a bicycle. We went off on our own for awhile but I soon got tired and went to rent a bicycle as well. Gu Gu, Xiang Long and Clement also went to get bikes and we went cycling together. HY wanted to go skating but he kept falling and soon gave up.
This stupid Gu Gu la. Want to cycle next to her but she always wan go faster. Not romantic de. Go so fast until HY and Clement fell from their bikes. Lol. Hope you guys are ok. After that, we got tired and parked the bikes and went to play at the beach. Really a new experience for me, being the first time I went to the seaside and played with friends on the beach. Really so nice. After that, we went to wash up, change and walk to Parkway to play pool. (well, I skated as my shoe was full of water and sand). Gu Gu held my hand as I skated as I was super touched cos it felt so sweet :x Reached there, bought a drink and went to play pool. I teamed up with HY and unfortunately, lost 5 - 1 to Clement and Xiang Long. But it's not because we were lousy hor, it's just that we were tired.
Anyways, after that, we took 76 to AMK where we ended the day. Had a really fun time on the bus anyways. Took 165 with Xiang Long to somewhere near Clementi and waited for 74 to come. But it took so long so I decided to skate home. Went back and had a refreshing shower and am now talking to Gu Gu online in MSN.
Baby, thanks so much for taking time to organise such a wonderful outing today! Love you so much! Muack muack :)
This stupid Gu Gu la. Want to cycle next to her but she always wan go faster. Not romantic de. Go so fast until HY and Clement fell from their bikes. Lol. Hope you guys are ok. After that, we got tired and parked the bikes and went to play at the beach. Really a new experience for me, being the first time I went to the seaside and played with friends on the beach. Really so nice. After that, we went to wash up, change and walk to Parkway to play pool. (well, I skated as my shoe was full of water and sand). Gu Gu held my hand as I skated as I was super touched cos it felt so sweet :x Reached there, bought a drink and went to play pool. I teamed up with HY and unfortunately, lost 5 - 1 to Clement and Xiang Long. But it's not because we were lousy hor, it's just that we were tired.
Anyways, after that, we took 76 to AMK where we ended the day. Had a really fun time on the bus anyways. Took 165 with Xiang Long to somewhere near Clementi and waited for 74 to come. But it took so long so I decided to skate home. Went back and had a refreshing shower and am now talking to Gu Gu online in MSN.
Baby, thanks so much for taking time to organise such a wonderful outing today! Love you so much! Muack muack :)
Tuesday, 22 June 2010
Toy Story 3D and a 100 Wishes
Yeah! Went to watch Toy Story in 3D at Cathay today with my baby girl and it was nice. However, to be honest, there wasn't much difference between the 3D version and the normal version, so if you wanna catch it in cinemas, forget the 3D, just watch it in 2D (or whatever it's called). It'll be just as nice.
Anyways, if you're wondering what's with the 100 Wishes, not, it's not wish making day and we're not wishing for anything. It's a stupid game. Well, when I was waiting for Gu Gu to come down, I sat at her void deck and counted the number of Toyota Wish that went by. By the time Gu Gu came down, it was 17. The target to hit was, as above, 100. And I'm pleased to announce that I did hit the target, and in fact, overshot it. The final score was 116 for today. Yes, yes, this is a stupid game. Anyways, after the movie, we went for a long bus journey to Clementi where we hugged each other on the bus and Gu u ended up sleeping and her saliva dripped onto my shirt. So cute. Seeing her sleep made me feel so happy and gave me a warm feeling, a happy feeling. Went to Mac Donald at Clementi before we went to my place for awhile and go down to Dhoby to wait for my dad to pick Gu Gu up and send her home.
Anyways, I just can't wait for tmr to come! What's up? Well, Gu Gu organised a beach picnic cum cycling cum water fight outing at ECP!!! Yes, we're going to get wet (with sweat and later water). Just can't wait for tmr! Love my baby so much. And thanks baby for such a wonderful day today :) I love you so so much!! Muacks :D
Anyways, if you're wondering what's with the 100 Wishes, not, it's not wish making day and we're not wishing for anything. It's a stupid game. Well, when I was waiting for Gu Gu to come down, I sat at her void deck and counted the number of Toyota Wish that went by. By the time Gu Gu came down, it was 17. The target to hit was, as above, 100. And I'm pleased to announce that I did hit the target, and in fact, overshot it. The final score was 116 for today. Yes, yes, this is a stupid game. Anyways, after the movie, we went for a long bus journey to Clementi where we hugged each other on the bus and Gu u ended up sleeping and her saliva dripped onto my shirt. So cute. Seeing her sleep made me feel so happy and gave me a warm feeling, a happy feeling. Went to Mac Donald at Clementi before we went to my place for awhile and go down to Dhoby to wait for my dad to pick Gu Gu up and send her home.
Anyways, I just can't wait for tmr to come! What's up? Well, Gu Gu organised a beach picnic cum cycling cum water fight outing at ECP!!! Yes, we're going to get wet (with sweat and later water). Just can't wait for tmr! Love my baby so much. And thanks baby for such a wonderful day today :) I love you so so much!! Muacks :D
Monday, 21 June 2010
Father's Day Marathon ends with happy results :)
Super happy day today!!! Celebrated what I called probably the most happiest Father's Day celebration in my life. Superbly eventful day today. Went for a Father's Day marathon from Dover to Sengkang,( which I had to decode a hint in a couple of SMSes to reach the next checkpoint ) then from Sengkang to Farrer Park ( where I was tasked with a series of challenges before going to the next checkpoint at Dhoby Ghaut ) before proceeding to City Hall and finally ending at Harbourfront. Happily, my effort I put in for the marathon was worth it and I won the first prize!
Baby, thanks so much for today. Just appreciate what you've done for me all these while and Laogong will promise to make you feel like his baby princess again. Just really love you so much. And so glad that our relationship is so strong and that we are really so serious about each other. Don't worry. You will continue to be Laogong's one and only baby princess. Laogong promise you that. And if we ever get misunderstanding again, Laogong promise to talk nicely to baby and not disappear again. So sorry baby. I love you so much! Muacks :)
Baby, thanks so much for today. Just appreciate what you've done for me all these while and Laogong will promise to make you feel like his baby princess again. Just really love you so much. And so glad that our relationship is so strong and that we are really so serious about each other. Don't worry. You will continue to be Laogong's one and only baby princess. Laogong promise you that. And if we ever get misunderstanding again, Laogong promise to talk nicely to baby and not disappear again. So sorry baby. I love you so much! Muacks :)
Sunday, 20 June 2010
Untitled Post
"Morning baby, I love you. I'm missing you so much. Just can't wait to see you later. Hugs. Muack muack :) "
I missed the times I sent you these SMSes. It was so nice, so sweet, and it made me feel so xin fu. Being with you, it felt like I had everything in the world with me. Nothing else mattered to me. No plans for getting rich, no GTR, no expensive houses, just a plain, simple and sweet world that consisted of you and me. We've known each other for 10 months, stead for 8 months, and through these times faced numerous obstacles I never felt I would overcome. But because of you, I had to be strong. It hurt, it was painful, but I learnt how to deal with such situations, analyse them, then overcome them, and they no longer posed as a problem to me. I didn't need to rely on my brothers, all I needed was myself, and my unwavering trust and love I had for you and I was invincible.
But a few months ago, that trust was crushed. Like totally crushed when I saw something I wasn't supposed to see and didn't believe it would happen. Despite lying to myself countless times, I couldn't help denying the fact that the trust I had in you was destoyed. Single-handedly, you had destroyed the trust I had built up in you over 5 to 6 months with just one wrong move. I didn't care. I was hurt. I felt like shit. I felt like giving you one big slap but I couldn't bear to do it. Despite being betrayed, my heart still loved you, still longed for you, and I still missed you. I gave you another chance, and began to build up my trust all over again from scratch. I thought it would be impossible, but happily, I managed to do it. In fact, I did it in less than a month. I was happy. Everything between us was sweet again, and I was loving you more and more with each passin day.
I decided to take things a step further. I brought you to see my parents, cos I wanted them to know I was serious about you. And I wanted to let you know, I wasn't just playing with your feelings. I wanted you to know, I would be the man in your life. I wanted to be the man in your life. I wanted you to know my love for you wasn't a lie, and that I wasn't going to wake up one day and think that I no longer wanted you and just "get-up-and-go". No. I wanted to tell you I would be here forever by your side. And everything went smoothly. My parents were happy with you. You were happy with my family. I really felt at the top of the world. I still remembered the first time we went for dinner with my parents on my birthday, and you were super shy. Then the first time my parents sent you home, and you felt you didn't belong in my world. Silly fool. So I made sure you felt comfortable with my world. I brought you for dinner more frequently with my family, sent you home more frequently, and eventually, everything improved. And I was so happy. Really.
So baby, don't just "get-up-and-go" on me. Last night, I really missed you so much I started seeing you everywhere. When walking with Ek Fang to your house, I saw a girl across the road that looked like you and I ran across to her, only to be disappointed. Then I mistook another girl at your block for you while we sat there and waited for you to return home. I was so worried about you. It was already late and you weren't home yet. And to make things worse, you weren't feeling well that day. Then I thought I heard your voice, but Ek Fang said it was just my imagination. At that point of time, I cried. I just really missed and worried about you so much. Wanted to hug you so much and never let you go.
Don't go to work today. Just stay home and rest. You're a human, not a machine. And even machines need rest. Please, please, take care of yourself. I'm just so damn fucking worried. And I love you baby. You were always my baby princess. Hugs.
Saturday, 19 June 2010
Baby....I love you. Today I felt so depressed and unwanted. I didn't sleep last night, I hugged your dog and cried. I left house in a blur this morning, and even forgot to take my phone. But no matter where I went, I still hear your voice around like an echo, but everything's in a mess. The feeling is so cold, freezing in the loneliness, all alone. Without you, I just felt so lost, so hurt, I really wanted to end everything right there and then but I just couldn't leave you behind. I'm so sorry if I made all you guys worry. I'm okay now. Thanks for the concern. Baby, I didn't mean to make you worry, I wanted so much to talk to you, or go up and hug you tightly and tell you I love you and I'm never going to leave no matter what, but I couldn't find the courage to do it. I'm sorry. I love you, I really do. Hugs. I'm never going to let you go.
Friday, 18 June 2010
衝動
"Laogong .. Think after u read this message .. I already letting u go .. Just wanted to let u know .. I really really love u so much . And I really happy when I with u .. Thx for this few months being wit mi no matter happy or sad .. U are my everything .. Is hurts letting u go .. But I think we are just two different world .. I just dun seem to suit your world .. No matter how hard I try .. I just hope u can find someone much more better . I just hope myself can live without u .. My heart really so hurt .. Laogong .. Wo ai ni .. And I really do .. No more other people in my heart le .. Is only u .. My mind and heart are just all about u .. I also dun know when I fall so deep in love wit u .. Just keep thinking about u every now and then .. Love when u touch my hair .. Hug mi tightly .. Everything I won't forget .. It will be inside my heart forever .. Max loo .. Queeny koh will love u forever .. 141009"
Remember the last time you sent me this pm on fb? I really thought we were done for. I thought I had lost my princess, my baby girl, my everything that I lived for. But in the end, we patched and everything was okay again. Isn't it funny how misunderstandings and disagreements over the most smallest and unimportant things can lead to such big disputes? Sigh. I really love you. You know that. Even your friends can see that. All I want is just to go that bit further and get your trust in me but it just won't happen. No matter what I do, you still have that nagging thought that I will leave you.
Clement said this to me "the more a person thinks, the more likely it would happen, so why not don't think about it. I don't believe a person can't control what he/she thinks." I agree with it. It's all in the mind. It depends on your willpower, which apparently is very weak. No matter. We have misunderstandings and quarrels just because of some small misunderstanding and you have to go post it on Facebook and announce it to the entire world. Why can't we settle our problems by ourselves? Why must announce to the entire world that we are unhappy? Do you see me posting long phrases of words in the past on my Facebook profile when I saw you doing things that killed me inside? And you want me to understand you without you telling me what you are feeling. I'm trying, seriously, but I can't always guess right what you are thinking inside. I'm not God. I don't possess telepathtic powers or the ability to read your mind with just one look.
You have a mouth. Use it. How many times must I tell you this? Just like last time, the customer insult you and you just stand there and don't say anything and let her scold. Then my dad misunderstood that you ask me stay out late and again you never say anything. Just speak up for yourself, or do you need me to teach you how? Same with us. You have anything you want to say, don't leave me in the dark and guess what you are thinking. Just tell me. I'm your boyfriend, I'm here to help you solve your problems. Don't always keep things to yourself. You only will end up hurting yourself and straining our relationship because it makes me feel you don't trust me enough as a boyfriend to tell me what you are thinking. Then we always end up quarrelling. I don't want to quarrel. I hate to quarrel with you. I'm sick and tired of getting into misunderstandings and hitting my fist against the wall or on anything that's near me. And for God's sake, love yourself and your body more. It's not an object for other guys to have pleasure with. Learn to say NO. They drop you messages, don't reply. They want to touch you, tell them you'll call me. Seriously. Even if you don't think about my feelings, think about your parents, and most importantly, your mum. She carried you in her for 10 months before painstakingly giving birth to you. How hurt do you think she will feel if she knows her daughter is doing all these stupid things outside? The first 2 I am kind enough to close one eye and forget about it, but if this ever happens again with them, I will fucking kill them. You know I mean what I say this time.
Don't come and flame me for what I said cos you know it's true. And just so you know, I wasn't busy sleeping last night. I wanted so much to talk to you, but just didn't know how to start for fear of making matters worse. Then I hoped you would message me. Be it you wanted you scold me, vent your anger on me, anything. But it didn't come. I just hugged your dog and cried. I left home early this morning.
Our blog song, I chose it for a reason, not just because it sounds nice, but because the lyrics are meaningful if you listen to it carefully. But althought the title of the song is "衝動" which means impulse, I know that our relationship isn't on impulse. I fnot, we wouldn't be able to last for so long. I never imagined we would be this sweet and loving. I didn't talk to you on the first time we met at before we know, we've known each other for 10 months and have been in a relationship for 8 months. All the hardships and obstacles and hurt, we overcame it successfully.
I just hope everything will turn out fine as it always did in the past. Really. I love you so much. But somehow, I just feel that at times, I'm not needed at all. I really want to know, am I really the first place in your heart? Hais. Sometimes, we're really so sweet and loving and so xin fu, but other times, we just seem as though we don't understand each other. You always say I'm your everything, but sometimes, I just feel you have things that you don't tell me and keep to yourself. Hais.
You promised that we wouldn't quarrel again and you'll tell me everything. As expected, it didn't happen. Really. When can we don't quarrel anymore and hurt each other anymore. I'm really sick of it. I want a sweet and loving relationship, not one that makes us always quarrel or make me feel like hitting some sense into you.
AND I LOVE YOU AND WON'T LEAVE YOU, IDIOT! FUCKING TRUST ME!
Remember the last time you sent me this pm on fb? I really thought we were done for. I thought I had lost my princess, my baby girl, my everything that I lived for. But in the end, we patched and everything was okay again. Isn't it funny how misunderstandings and disagreements over the most smallest and unimportant things can lead to such big disputes? Sigh. I really love you. You know that. Even your friends can see that. All I want is just to go that bit further and get your trust in me but it just won't happen. No matter what I do, you still have that nagging thought that I will leave you.
Clement said this to me "the more a person thinks, the more likely it would happen, so why not don't think about it. I don't believe a person can't control what he/she thinks." I agree with it. It's all in the mind. It depends on your willpower, which apparently is very weak. No matter. We have misunderstandings and quarrels just because of some small misunderstanding and you have to go post it on Facebook and announce it to the entire world. Why can't we settle our problems by ourselves? Why must announce to the entire world that we are unhappy? Do you see me posting long phrases of words in the past on my Facebook profile when I saw you doing things that killed me inside? And you want me to understand you without you telling me what you are feeling. I'm trying, seriously, but I can't always guess right what you are thinking inside. I'm not God. I don't possess telepathtic powers or the ability to read your mind with just one look.
You have a mouth. Use it. How many times must I tell you this? Just like last time, the customer insult you and you just stand there and don't say anything and let her scold. Then my dad misunderstood that you ask me stay out late and again you never say anything. Just speak up for yourself, or do you need me to teach you how? Same with us. You have anything you want to say, don't leave me in the dark and guess what you are thinking. Just tell me. I'm your boyfriend, I'm here to help you solve your problems. Don't always keep things to yourself. You only will end up hurting yourself and straining our relationship because it makes me feel you don't trust me enough as a boyfriend to tell me what you are thinking. Then we always end up quarrelling. I don't want to quarrel. I hate to quarrel with you. I'm sick and tired of getting into misunderstandings and hitting my fist against the wall or on anything that's near me. And for God's sake, love yourself and your body more. It's not an object for other guys to have pleasure with. Learn to say NO. They drop you messages, don't reply. They want to touch you, tell them you'll call me. Seriously. Even if you don't think about my feelings, think about your parents, and most importantly, your mum. She carried you in her for 10 months before painstakingly giving birth to you. How hurt do you think she will feel if she knows her daughter is doing all these stupid things outside? The first 2 I am kind enough to close one eye and forget about it, but if this ever happens again with them, I will fucking kill them. You know I mean what I say this time.
Don't come and flame me for what I said cos you know it's true. And just so you know, I wasn't busy sleeping last night. I wanted so much to talk to you, but just didn't know how to start for fear of making matters worse. Then I hoped you would message me. Be it you wanted you scold me, vent your anger on me, anything. But it didn't come. I just hugged your dog and cried. I left home early this morning.
Our blog song, I chose it for a reason, not just because it sounds nice, but because the lyrics are meaningful if you listen to it carefully. But althought the title of the song is "衝動" which means impulse, I know that our relationship isn't on impulse. I fnot, we wouldn't be able to last for so long. I never imagined we would be this sweet and loving. I didn't talk to you on the first time we met at before we know, we've known each other for 10 months and have been in a relationship for 8 months. All the hardships and obstacles and hurt, we overcame it successfully.
I just hope everything will turn out fine as it always did in the past. Really. I love you so much. But somehow, I just feel that at times, I'm not needed at all. I really want to know, am I really the first place in your heart? Hais. Sometimes, we're really so sweet and loving and so xin fu, but other times, we just seem as though we don't understand each other. You always say I'm your everything, but sometimes, I just feel you have things that you don't tell me and keep to yourself. Hais.
You promised that we wouldn't quarrel again and you'll tell me everything. As expected, it didn't happen. Really. When can we don't quarrel anymore and hurt each other anymore. I'm really sick of it. I want a sweet and loving relationship, not one that makes us always quarrel or make me feel like hitting some sense into you.
AND I LOVE YOU AND WON'T LEAVE YOU, IDIOT! FUCKING TRUST ME!
Fun day with gf, bros and friends :D
SUPER FUN day today!!! Met up with my baby at 2 at her place before going AMK MacDonalds to eat. very paiseh....cos the stupid bro HY say got a MacDonald deal where students who ate Mac got a free iPod touch. So I went to ask the person and the person went to asked the manager who thought I was probably mad. Made a BIG fool of myself and I heard the people laughing behind. Thanks alot bro HY! :@
Anyways, we met up with HY and SC after that to play pool and my God, SC really is TERRIBLE!!! Really sux man! I played with HY in the first round and won him and he played the final game with me and he won so we were even. Then, we decided to make SC look like a idiot and we both team up and play against him. And as expected, SC really is sc! He play until my grandmother also can win him! Really is the SC KING!!! Then I teamed up with him to play against HY and SC screw up everything! Later, I teamed up with my girl and HY and SC teamed up and SC was back to his usual form, SC-ing everything and making HY damn pekchek! In the end, Gu Gu and SC were teamed up in a grp, a.k.a The Losers, (No not the movie) and me and HY were The Winners. And as expected, we won.
After pool, HY and SC went Northpoint and I went with Gu Gu to Farrer Park as she had to go to work. Met Zhong Han there and played quite a number of games with him as we waited for Ek Fang to come at 6. Didn't happen cos he fell asleep and woke up at about 7. No matter, we would wait. Me and Zhong Han went walking about the entire City Square Mall, (yes, entire, from floor to floor) before we went to eat and talked about the World Cup and betting on balls. (No pun intended, although it sounds wrong). Finally, Ek Fang came at 9:30 pm, and we went to play Max Tune. Then after Gu Gu finished work, we all took the train back and Ek Fang talked to me about my business plans. He and Zhong Han dropped off at Hougang and I and Gu Gu dropped at Sengkang and we walked back. Took a cab back after sending her home and the driver is a former F1 driver! Go super fast and red light junction also never stop!!! Hahas. But I'm home safely and talking to Gu Gu online in MSN. Miss the silly fool so much!
Baby, STOP EMOING!!! You're making me worried. Laogong love you and won't ever leave you. Promise. Muack!
Anyways, we met up with HY and SC after that to play pool and my God, SC really is TERRIBLE!!! Really sux man! I played with HY in the first round and won him and he played the final game with me and he won so we were even. Then, we decided to make SC look like a idiot and we both team up and play against him. And as expected, SC really is sc! He play until my grandmother also can win him! Really is the SC KING!!! Then I teamed up with him to play against HY and SC screw up everything! Later, I teamed up with my girl and HY and SC teamed up and SC was back to his usual form, SC-ing everything and making HY damn pekchek! In the end, Gu Gu and SC were teamed up in a grp, a.k.a The Losers, (No not the movie) and me and HY were The Winners. And as expected, we won.
After pool, HY and SC went Northpoint and I went with Gu Gu to Farrer Park as she had to go to work. Met Zhong Han there and played quite a number of games with him as we waited for Ek Fang to come at 6. Didn't happen cos he fell asleep and woke up at about 7. No matter, we would wait. Me and Zhong Han went walking about the entire City Square Mall, (yes, entire, from floor to floor) before we went to eat and talked about the World Cup and betting on balls. (No pun intended, although it sounds wrong). Finally, Ek Fang came at 9:30 pm, and we went to play Max Tune. Then after Gu Gu finished work, we all took the train back and Ek Fang talked to me about my business plans. He and Zhong Han dropped off at Hougang and I and Gu Gu dropped at Sengkang and we walked back. Took a cab back after sending her home and the driver is a former F1 driver! Go super fast and red light junction also never stop!!! Hahas. But I'm home safely and talking to Gu Gu online in MSN. Miss the silly fool so much!
Baby, STOP EMOING!!! You're making me worried. Laogong love you and won't ever leave you. Promise. Muack!
Wednesday, 16 June 2010
Eternity
I'm not going to post an update on what we did today, cos we really didn't do much. Instead, I've decided to do this.
You posted this to my profile : "MAX LOO !!! Will you willing to love queeny forever and your heart can only have her . dote her care for her no matter wht .. she really needs you alot .. you are her everything .. Can you just be with her forever and never leave .. while she writing this .. she's crying.. she really scare to lose you"
I replied : " I'm willing :) "
And baby, you know I mean it. Mere words can't explain the amount of love my heart and soul has for you and how important you are to me. You, Queeny Koh, are Max Loo's princess, Max Loo's one and only, Max Loo's everything. No one will take you away from me, or me from you. We will always be together. If you aren't sure, ask yourself, all the things you've done, I never once blamed you or got angry. I never blamed you. I forgave you. Even if there way no way to forgive, even if the truth was staring at me in the face, I still had to find a way to deceive myself that you were innocent. And no other man will accept that, but I did. And I forgave you. Why? Cos I love you. And love means that no matter what you do to hurt me, I will not hold it against you, for you are always right to me. Even if it hurts me, I still will lie to myself that nothing happened. Your past, forget about it. Ever since you know Max Loo, you have been given a new chance in Life. I know you don't believe in forever. But forever is over. The new word is Eternity. Yes, I want to make you mine eternally, and trust me, I can do it. All the plans I made about our future, is not just some bullshit to entice you and make you happy so I can get you to bed on our One Year Anniversary. Everything I said about us, and our future together, is true. Trust me baby. Don't believe in forever. Forever is over. Believe in me. Believe in our relationship. Believe in Eternity.
You posted this to my profile : "MAX LOO !!! Will you willing to love queeny forever and your heart can only have her . dote her care for her no matter wht .. she really needs you alot .. you are her everything .. Can you just be with her forever and never leave .. while she writing this .. she's crying.. she really scare to lose you"
I replied : " I'm willing :) "
And baby, you know I mean it. Mere words can't explain the amount of love my heart and soul has for you and how important you are to me. You, Queeny Koh, are Max Loo's princess, Max Loo's one and only, Max Loo's everything. No one will take you away from me, or me from you. We will always be together. If you aren't sure, ask yourself, all the things you've done, I never once blamed you or got angry. I never blamed you. I forgave you. Even if there way no way to forgive, even if the truth was staring at me in the face, I still had to find a way to deceive myself that you were innocent. And no other man will accept that, but I did. And I forgave you. Why? Cos I love you. And love means that no matter what you do to hurt me, I will not hold it against you, for you are always right to me. Even if it hurts me, I still will lie to myself that nothing happened. Your past, forget about it. Ever since you know Max Loo, you have been given a new chance in Life. I know you don't believe in forever. But forever is over. The new word is Eternity. Yes, I want to make you mine eternally, and trust me, I can do it. All the plans I made about our future, is not just some bullshit to entice you and make you happy so I can get you to bed on our One Year Anniversary. Everything I said about us, and our future together, is true. Trust me baby. Don't believe in forever. Forever is over. Believe in me. Believe in our relationship. Believe in Eternity.
Tuesday, 15 June 2010
We celebrate our 10th month of knowing each other at ECP
Today marks the 10 month that I have known Gu Gu. Don't get confused! It's not stead, it's knowing each other. Looking back, time really pass by so fast. Why, it seems only yesterday that I met Gu Gu. Anyways, to mark such a memorable day, we went to ECP to have a picnic and go cycling. I cooked Italian Pasta with celery and the sausage that Gu Gu liked and made mushroom soup before meeting her. When it was done, I took a cab down to her house. Took a train from Sengkang to Dhoby, transferred train to City Hall, changed train at City Hall, took the train to Bedok, took 197 from Bedok interchange to Parkway Parade then walked over to ECP. Lol. What a journey. Finally upon reaching there, we rented a two seater bike and went cycling. SUPER hilarious. Gu Gu kept screaming behind me cos the bike was faulty and kept changing gear by itself and stopped functioning at all. So I had to push it all the way back to the shop where the guy easily mended the problem with a screwdriver and his hands. Went for a second round and enjoyed it alot. We were fast. And it was cooling in the evening breeze. So the wind that was running through my hair and across my face was very cooling and nice. We stopped for a drink before continuing to cycle to the jetty to take a couple of pics and cycling back to return the bike. After cycling, we went to buy ice cream. And not just any ice cream, it was the Wall's Magnum Gold! Fantastic ice cream at a fantastic price. Haha. We found a seat and after eating the ice cream, I gave Gu Gu a sweet surprise by using the other end of the stick to draw our names in the sand, encircled by a heart around it. Gu Gu loved it and we took pictures with it and hugged each other tightly and kissed. Went back to take a bus to SengKang but no such bus service existed there yet, so we walked to somewhere ( I also dun know where ) and took 196 to Esplanade where we sat there, eating the pasta and talking. And Queeny even ran into her aunt there. Talk about a small world. Finished the day at 10 and went to take train back and here I am talking to Gu Gu on MSN.
Baby, thanks for such a memorable day! I love you so much! Muack muack :)
Baby, thanks for such a memorable day! I love you so much! Muack muack :)
Monday, 14 June 2010
We celebrate our 8 month anniversary with the "A-Team"
Had a GREAT day with my baby today! Met her earlier than planned (FIRST time this has happened) and went to Dhoby to watch "A-Team". Went to 7 eleven to get some super cool snacks and which got me addicted to it before we went to watch the show. Super cool movie. Really got blown off by it. After that, we went to my place to do our things before going to Harbourfront to eat a sumptous meal of fried prawn mee and oyster omlette. Went to the roof garden at Vivo to sit awhile as we waited for my dad to come pick us up and send Gu Gu home. After sending Gu Gu back, we went to top up the petrol before going for a late snack and beer with my dad. And now here I am talking to Gu Gu on MSN and planning for another GREAT day tomorrow! Can't wait for it! Love you so much baby! Thanks so much for today! Really so happy and memorable! Muack muack :)
HAPPY FAMILY DAY CUM 8 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!!!
SO HAPPY TODAY!!! WAHAHAHAHA :D Ok....today was family day so I went with my parents to ECP for picnic. It was a perfect weather with Sun and all, but I was half hoping inside it would rain so I could go see my baby girl instead. Haha :x So I had a bet with my dad. If it rained, I could go see my girl. My dad agreed. So we set off for ECP at 12. While on the PIE, my mum suddenly remembered she forgot to take something and we had to turn back home. My dad dropped off my mum and sis to go take the things before going to buy parking coupons and topping up the petrol. (Everything took quite a long time). But anyways, we were finally on our way. We reached ECP in about 25 mins and unloaded the picninc equipment from the car and found a seat and settled down there. Then me, my sis and my dad went to get the bikes and off I went. Weaving in and out of the other cyclist that were going super slow. I was fast. Abit too fast, probably. But I enjoyed it. The feeling of the wind blowing across my face and cruising down the road. It was fun. Then 2 stupid kids decided to play catching and ran into my path. I swerved to avoid them and went into the grass and emm...fell. Ouch. Stupid kids. And the bloody mother can still stare! :@ See la! Stupid mother give birth to stupid kids. Diao. Anyways, I was thirsty so I decided to go back to where my parents were and guess what? It started to rain! YAY! I had won the bet. Haha. Anyways, the rain was quite heavy so we hurriedly stuffed everything into the bags and ran to the car for shelter. And had a picnic in there for about 30 mins. Then the Sun came out and the sky cleared and it was okay once again. We cycled till 5:30 before going home to bathe and go City Square Mall for dinner. We reached there about 8, just in time cos Gu Gu finished work at 8 too and we went to Sushi Tei for dinner. It was fun. Before the food came, Gu Gu remembered she left her iPod Touch at the shop and I went with her to take it. Then we went back down for a very filling and fun dinner before sending Gu Gu home.
Baby, thanks for making today such a memorable and happy day for me. I love you so much! Happy 8 Months Anniversary!! Really so happy to be with you and make you my baby princess! Muack muack :)
Baby, thanks for making today such a memorable and happy day for me. I love you so much! Happy 8 Months Anniversary!! Really so happy to be with you and make you my baby princess! Muack muack :)
Sunday, 13 June 2010
Happy day with my baby today!! Countdown to 8 month anniversary!!
Spent a fun day today with my baby. Went to my dad's place to take money to watch movie, but unfortunately, it was fully booked. So we didn't get to watch anything (sorry baby, another time k). Went for a nice dinner at Just Acia before going to my place to do our things ( XD ) and going down to Dhoby to where my dad picked us up and sent Gu Gu home. Went for a short snack at AMK with my parents before going home and chatting with Gu Gu online. Baby, I really missing you so much. And thanks for today. Really so happy to have spent time with you. 1 more day to our 8 months anniversary le! Wahaha!!! Muacks :)
Saturday, 12 June 2010
Yang Guo meets the Toyota Wish : Day 2
Day 2 with the Toyota Wish in the family. I actually didn't imagine I would say this, but I'm starting to like it. Yes, I still maintain my views that it's an ugly looking car but it manages to bring my family together. Ever since we had it, we've had more family time, and we had dinner together as a family, something that we hadn't done in a very long time. As usual, after work, I sent Gu Gu home and we dropped by my aunt's place to pass her something before going to Gu Gu's house and going Balestier for late supper after that. There was this feeling of togetherness, the family-like feeling the Toyota gave me, something my dad's Nissan couldn't do. Yes, the air con was too cold in the front and too hot in the back, the sound system was rubbish, there was no sunroof, but that didn't matter to me. It was superficial. What matters most to me was that the Toyota managed to pull my Life back together. It gave me time with my girl, and also time with my family, and bonding both parties together. Something the Nissan never managed to accomplish. So if next time someone were to ask me what kind of car I would buy if I had a family, I would look that person in the eye and say, " I'll take the Wish, anytime."
AND YES PEOPLE! For those of you who are watching the Fifa World Cup, here's the latest results
SOUTH AFRICA VS MEXICO - 1:1
Next match will be shown at 2:30 am ( Singapore Time )
URUGUAY VS FRANCE
(Very obviously France will win)
AND YES PEOPLE! For those of you who are watching the Fifa World Cup, here's the latest results
SOUTH AFRICA VS MEXICO - 1:1
Next match will be shown at 2:30 am ( Singapore Time )
URUGUAY VS FRANCE
(Very obviously France will win)
Friday, 11 June 2010
Yang Guo meets the Toyota Wish
Today was different. I met my girl at Hougang at about 4:30 before sending her to work. Didn't really spend much time with her cos I had to rush off to help my dad at his workplace. Apparently his com screwed up and I went to help him fix it. We then did some filing and stock taking before we were done. Went to Maxwell Hawker Centre to meet my mum and sis for dinner and I wanted to buy "Tao Suan" for Gu Gu as her place there was sold out. Unfortunately, I was a wee bit too late and the "Tau Suan" store was closed. Oh well, I'll buy it for her tomorrow then. Now, for tonight's highlight. The car. My dad had recently sent in his Nissan Sylphy for repairs as a few days ago, another car had bumped, ok, not bumped. More of rammed into the back of our beloved car, so my dad had to send it for repairs. It would take a couple of days, 12 days, to be exact. So my dad went to rent a car (at a discounted price cos the other party who rammed into us would be paying half the price) and of all the cars he could get, he chose the 2010 Toyota Wish. There were Nissans, Subarus, Mitsubishis, even BMWs and Mercedes, but my dad has to go choose the Wish. As you all know, I'm not a fan of the Toyota Wish as I believe it to be a rather distasteful car but I had no choice. Sitting in it was a torture. After dinner, I went to City Sq with my family to walk around the mall and wait for Gu Gu to finish work before sending her home. As expected, most of the shops were closed and after Gu Gu was done at work, she closed shop and we went to the carpark to retrieve the car. Gu Gu sat next to me in the car on the way back and we held hands and I kissed her a few times in the darkness of the car (not that my parents would mind, they wouldn't mind at all but I still prefer abit of privacy) and after reaching her place, I walked her to the lift and kissed her goodnight before returning to the waiting car. And as I got in and we headed off for home, all of a sudden, the Toyota Wish didn't seem like such a terrible car after all. At least it had given me some time with Gu Gu, while being together with my family. It had bonded us together for that short period of time, and I was honestly glad for that. And somehow, that led me lose my dislike for the Toyota Wish abit. And now, here I am, talking to Gu Gu on MSN.
Thursday, 10 June 2010
FUCK YOU!!!!! Wahahahaha
Tonight will be different. I'm not going to post some lame update about what we did, what we eat, or how many times we kiss today. I want to talk to you. Yes, baby. It's time we talked things out once and for all. Just try not to cry k. Lol. Here goes. So , apparently I'm deemed a LOSER for being unable to have sex with you, failing 3 times and people SWEAR you will go run off and find another man. I say, you WON'T. I have 100% CONFIDENCE in myself that you won't leave me. I'm willing to CHALLENGE any man that says you will run off or have sex with another man behind my back. This is HILARIOUS. My hp number is 91769398. Guys who wanna CHALLENGE me, CALL me. I'm GAME. And so, we have another DESPERATE person who wants to have SEX with you. So COLIN, did you think I was that STUPID to think that you hadn't any IDEAS on my girl? You know what, I'm so not that INNOCENT. Nono, baby. Don't get me wrong. I'm not bringing my gang in on this one. This is just I, ME and MYSELF. Yes, welcome to the real 21. ME. So, apparently you think my wife has a SOFT, SEXY BODY. And you want to have SEX with her? HAHAHA. You're pulling a JOKE, aren't you? Like PLEASE.....LOOK AT YOURSELF! OH GOD!!! You're FAT, BALDING, OLD, and for Heaven's sake, nothing but a PERVERTIC OLD TAXI DRIVER. Like please, get out of my ELITE, UNCARING FACE! My girl will NEVER go anywhere within a 100 YARDS of you. Just compare myself to you. You're not even close to my LAST FINGER.
Baby, you're another asshole. You don't need to be so secretive, you know. If you want to tell me things, don't hide. Just show everything. It's not like I will get MAD at you or give you a fucking SLAP on your face. No what. I'll just advice you to stop talking to these people. And if they keep HARRASSING you, report to the POLICE as it can be deemed as a SEXUAL HARRASSMENT and they will get their sorry ass in JAIL! You say you like to get fucked. You never changed. You just playing with my feelings. I say, FUCK YOU. I'm not born YESTERDAY. Whether our LOVE and relatonship is TRUE, I can FEEL it, and so can YOU. So stop your BULLSHIT. You ask me why our r/s always encounter so many PROBLEMS. And why can't it be the same as other couples. I say, the PROBLEMS are only there if you believe in them and RUN AWAY from it. We're a COUPLE. We should FACE IT TOGETHER and OVERCOME it. And why must we be the SAME? I want US to be DIFFERENT. GOD is putting all these OBSTACLES as tests for us to OVERCOME. Once we OVERCOME it, we will be enjoying the fruits of our labour. A SWEET and LONG LASTING r/s. I face this CHALLENGE set for us by GOD, armed with neither KNIVES, GUNS or WEAPONS OF MASS FIREPOWER. Yet, I have NOTHING to fear, having CONFIDENCE in our LOVE, our RELATIONSHIP, that we CAN do it. I have taken the FIRST step. Are you willing to join me in continuing the NEXT step with me, and MANY MORE after that?
And to all the many HORNY BASTARDS and CRITICS out there...the MORE you try to BREAK US, the MORE you try to PULL ME down, the more MAX LOO will GET UP and FIGHT BACK. Yes, Cupid, this also for YOU!
Baby, you're another asshole. You don't need to be so secretive, you know. If you want to tell me things, don't hide. Just show everything. It's not like I will get MAD at you or give you a fucking SLAP on your face. No what. I'll just advice you to stop talking to these people. And if they keep HARRASSING you, report to the POLICE as it can be deemed as a SEXUAL HARRASSMENT and they will get their sorry ass in JAIL! You say you like to get fucked. You never changed. You just playing with my feelings. I say, FUCK YOU. I'm not born YESTERDAY. Whether our LOVE and relatonship is TRUE, I can FEEL it, and so can YOU. So stop your BULLSHIT. You ask me why our r/s always encounter so many PROBLEMS. And why can't it be the same as other couples. I say, the PROBLEMS are only there if you believe in them and RUN AWAY from it. We're a COUPLE. We should FACE IT TOGETHER and OVERCOME it. And why must we be the SAME? I want US to be DIFFERENT. GOD is putting all these OBSTACLES as tests for us to OVERCOME. Once we OVERCOME it, we will be enjoying the fruits of our labour. A SWEET and LONG LASTING r/s. I face this CHALLENGE set for us by GOD, armed with neither KNIVES, GUNS or WEAPONS OF MASS FIREPOWER. Yet, I have NOTHING to fear, having CONFIDENCE in our LOVE, our RELATIONSHIP, that we CAN do it. I have taken the FIRST step. Are you willing to join me in continuing the NEXT step with me, and MANY MORE after that?
And to all the many HORNY BASTARDS and CRITICS out there...the MORE you try to BREAK US, the MORE you try to PULL ME down, the more MAX LOO will GET UP and FIGHT BACK. Yes, Cupid, this also for YOU!
Wednesday, 9 June 2010
MARMADUKE!!!!!
Woke up early at 7 and went out to West Mall to meet my instructor for my practical driving lesson. It sucked at first, cos the car sucked, but I quite enjoyed it later on, although the clutch kept making weird noises everytime I changed gear. Paid $38 for the lesson......heart pain lor...went out with $40 and left $2 for the entire day. Went straight to my girl's house after the driving to wait for her to wake up, and somehow decided to stop learning driving for the time being cos it's freaking killing me. My girl woke up later and we went to Downtown East to replace her misplaced Nebo Card. After that we went Dhoby to have lunch and watch Marmaduke, a show about talking dogs, cats and animal rivalry between Pedigree breeds and Mutts. Also, not to mention the bumbling, clueless adults in the show. It was all very funny and we enjoyed it. Went my place after the movie to do something before we headed off to Vivo for dinner. Sat at the roof garden for a short while before we left for home. Thanks baby for this wonderful day! Can't wait to see you tmr! Love you baby! Muacks :)
Tuesday, 8 June 2010
Har Gau and porridge :)
Haha...busy day today!! Woke up early to go market to buy the "wrapping skin" for the "Har Gau" that my baby wanted me to make for her. Bought the neccessary ingredients then went back home to start the cooking. Emm...wasn't as easy as it seemed in the cookbook. I failed at wrapping the skin on the shrimp, and luckily, my mum helped me out with it and it was only then that I managed to do it properly. While waiting for the "Har Gau" to steam, I decided to make porridge for her. I chopped some chicken and sweet corn and let it cook together with the porridge. Finally, when everything was ready, I poured everything into a thermos flask and went to Farrer to give it to my girl. Happily, she liked it. Haha :) It was worth the effort. We went for dinner at Burger King after that, and forgot to take the Taro Pie!!! Haha. Finished work and went to take cute photos of each other (photos will be on my fb) before sending my baby to the train station and now here I am talking to her on MSN. Baby, I love you. Muacks :)
Monday, 7 June 2010
Happy day today....and "Har Gau" for tomorrow!
Hmm....happy day with my girl today. Cancelled my appoinment with my friends to go pooling (sorry guys!) and stayed home to cook porridge for my girl. It went well, and luckily my girl liked it. The auntie she was working with asked me what I out inside and when I told her, she started laughing. I mean, what's with pig's skin? It's nice. Ok....anyways, I had a long chat with my girl and the auntie (actually, it was more of the auntie talking most of the time). It was fun. We covered almost everything from bank loans, to getting a food store at a school, choosing a Mercedes car and to "Ba Zhang" and "Nonya Kueh" and somehow, the topic ended with murder incidents and Changi Prisons.....(Yes, I know...very random). After that, we said goodbye to the auntie and went to Vivo for dinner. Bought Burger King and ate with my girl. So nice. But then, everything's nice when my girl is around. Haha. Anyways, she wanted to eat "Har Gau", a Cantonese Dim Sum item, and of course, with me having Cantonese backgrounds, I decided to try and cook it for her. I mean, a Cantonese trying to cook a Cantonese dish? How hard can it be? Haha. You just wait, dear. I'll make sure you'll love it! Muacks! :)
Sunday, 6 June 2010
What the fuck, Max...what the fuck.....
" I will take care of myself. No need worry. You also take care. Dun sms le k."
Do you just know how much I want to give you a smack on your head everytime you say this. It's stupid, it pisses me off, and it fucking hurts. Damn. Why do we always get into misunderstandings over the smallest things? And I thought we promised not to quarrel again. Yeah, right. I knew it would happen again. No r/s can survive without quarrels. They're part and parcel of relationships. We have to get hurt, get mad at each other before we know how to love each other more. Funny right? But that's how things work. Hais. I really miss you so much. I want to hug you. And say 'i love you' into your ear. But I can't bring myself to do it. Sometimes, I just feel I'm a failure as your boyfriend. My job was to love you, care for you, make you happy and forget your past, and protect you from being hurt again. Oh well. I practically failed at everything. Yes everything. I mean, who fails at sex too? It's supposed to be easy for everyone but why whenever we get intimate I just can't do it? We tried 3 times, and failed each and every time. To love you and care for you, I somehow think there's still a missing space somewhere, it's just that I don't know where. Make you happy and forget your past, don't think I succeeded in that as well cos apparently, you just can't forget him. Protect you from being hurt, oh well, not sure about that. What the fuck man.....it's just not going the way I wanted it to. It's 8 more days to our 8 month anniversary. Why do we always have to quarrel a few days before our anniversary? Sigh.......everytime we quarrel, the pillars of love we built start coming down again and I have to rebuilt them, only to watch them crumble again in God knows when. I'm tired. I just hope we can build this pillar of love that is so strong that nothing will break it. And I really want to. And all the love quotes you post on your fb, I really just hope you meant it. I probably am feeling abit sad now, (and it's not helping that my fucking nose is bleeding cos I ate an entire bar of Cadbury last night) but still, my mind is only thinking of you. Are you thinking of me? I hope so.
Do you just know how much I want to give you a smack on your head everytime you say this. It's stupid, it pisses me off, and it fucking hurts. Damn. Why do we always get into misunderstandings over the smallest things? And I thought we promised not to quarrel again. Yeah, right. I knew it would happen again. No r/s can survive without quarrels. They're part and parcel of relationships. We have to get hurt, get mad at each other before we know how to love each other more. Funny right? But that's how things work. Hais. I really miss you so much. I want to hug you. And say 'i love you' into your ear. But I can't bring myself to do it. Sometimes, I just feel I'm a failure as your boyfriend. My job was to love you, care for you, make you happy and forget your past, and protect you from being hurt again. Oh well. I practically failed at everything. Yes everything. I mean, who fails at sex too? It's supposed to be easy for everyone but why whenever we get intimate I just can't do it? We tried 3 times, and failed each and every time. To love you and care for you, I somehow think there's still a missing space somewhere, it's just that I don't know where. Make you happy and forget your past, don't think I succeeded in that as well cos apparently, you just can't forget him. Protect you from being hurt, oh well, not sure about that. What the fuck man.....it's just not going the way I wanted it to. It's 8 more days to our 8 month anniversary. Why do we always have to quarrel a few days before our anniversary? Sigh.......everytime we quarrel, the pillars of love we built start coming down again and I have to rebuilt them, only to watch them crumble again in God knows when. I'm tired. I just hope we can build this pillar of love that is so strong that nothing will break it. And I really want to. And all the love quotes you post on your fb, I really just hope you meant it. I probably am feeling abit sad now, (and it's not helping that my fucking nose is bleeding cos I ate an entire bar of Cadbury last night) but still, my mind is only thinking of you. Are you thinking of me? I hope so.
Random post
"U have your happiness now and I have mine .. But I just miss everything we do together !! I dun know wht makes u choose to leave mi .. But I can only let u go and hide u deep inside my heart.. Loving u is one of the best thing I had in my life .. I got to let u go and forget u .. Hais .. I missing u so much jm .. If everything can start all over again .. I swear I will treasure .. And give u the best ! Good bye my love .. 010608"
"i just cant forget about u .. i really hope time can turn back .. Boi ... i really love you so much .. i dun know why u leave mi .. but now .. seeing you so happy with your gf .. i .. emm .. just can wish u last long ba .. u will always be in my heart .. just hoping one day u will contact mi .. Wo ai ni ... 010608 .. "
I don't know what to say......I guess I expected this......but still.....I...I'm dying inside again......what can I do to make you forget? Or in the first place, is there even anything I could do? But I promised you. I will give you as much time as you need. But still, this just makes me feel sad. I know you love me. I can feel your love. And I'm really happy that you're with me. But it's just these things that kill me at times, bit by bit. I just wan to be your everything. I wan to be everything u ever wanted in a boyfriend. And I wan to make it such that in your heart and mind, there is only ME. I'm not trying to be selfish or barbaric, it's just that if you keep holding on to the past, then you never really experienced the present, and never will enjoy the future. Trust me. I am the guy you've always been looking for.
"i just cant forget about u .. i really hope time can turn back .. Boi ... i really love you so much .. i dun know why u leave mi .. but now .. seeing you so happy with your gf .. i .. emm .. just can wish u last long ba .. u will always be in my heart .. just hoping one day u will contact mi .. Wo ai ni ... 010608 .. "
I don't know what to say......I guess I expected this......but still.....I...I'm dying inside again......what can I do to make you forget? Or in the first place, is there even anything I could do? But I promised you. I will give you as much time as you need. But still, this just makes me feel sad. I know you love me. I can feel your love. And I'm really happy that you're with me. But it's just these things that kill me at times, bit by bit. I just wan to be your everything. I wan to be everything u ever wanted in a boyfriend. And I wan to make it such that in your heart and mind, there is only ME. I'm not trying to be selfish or barbaric, it's just that if you keep holding on to the past, then you never really experienced the present, and never will enjoy the future. Trust me. I am the guy you've always been looking for.
Pregnancy is not an obstacle
It's a great day. I'm so happy that I could spend today with my baby. Waited for her at work, and finally, we went to Vivo to have fun. It was really nice. I loved times like these. But baby. Can dun always say ur pregnant? Really, it kills me abit inside everytime u say that. And yes, I got fucking scared. I still am thinking of what you said. So what if he is the father? So what if he can raise the baby? I got no money meh? I can have more than him anytime.Oh gosh. I really can't lose you. You're everything to me. And I can't imagine the thought of living without you. You're my world. My life. And I will do anything to protect this peaceful and sweet world of ours from falling apart. Anything. Don't tell me you HAVE to be with him if you really are pregnant with his kid. Nothing in this Life is certain. Accidents can happen.
Saturday, 5 June 2010
Yang Guo and Gu Gu watch "The Killers"
Today, we went to watch "The Killers" featuring Ashton Kutcher and Katherine Heigl. Ok. Before that, I went to wait for gu gu at her place early in the morning, to be precise, 4 hours early in the hope of getting her to wake up earlier. Ok. The plan was okay...I succeeded in making her wake up 15 mins earlier....lol. Had lunch at Mac and I got a cup cos it was part of some promotion thingy....haha. Met gu gu after that at long last....and the silly girl still can tell me she watching Youtube at home!! Went down to Dhoby to buy movie tickets and gu gu went to check her pay to see if it had come it and well, sadly, it hadn't so she had to wait till Monday. After we bought the tickets, we went to the coffeeshop at my place for prawn mee before we went on to do other things (sorry, this is super private so can't be told). After that, I went up to out down the cup and change and get a jacket but couldn't find it...lol. Went down and found gu gu eating prawn crackers and which resulted in us missing the bus and which later on resulted us in being late for the show by a few minutes. Gu gu said that if we were late for 1 min I had to treat her to 3 movies. And we were late by 10 mins and she said I owed her 30 movies!!! So I said ok, since I had the rest of my life to catch that 30 movies with her. This made gu gu super shy. Wahaha. Movie was great though and funny enough I came out with a wet nose, which I believe was due to the weather. We went to Vivo for dinner later and had Char Kuay Teow and Carrot Cake. Went up to the roof garden to look at stars until about 11:30 when gu gu made me go home caused she claimed that I was sick. She brought me to wait for the bus and upon reaching home, I bathed and went to check my temp and it was only a minor 37.1. No BIG deal, haha. Waiting for the silly girl to reach home and online with me now. Baby, thanks for today and I love you so much! Muacks :) XOXO
Friday, 4 June 2010
Change of blog address (Sorry, last minutes amendments)
Hi all, I'm pleased to annouce that to prevent stalkers and perverts, measures have been taken and this blog will be moved to a new address. It will be at my fb profile and those of you that don't have my fb, do add me and you'll know. Thanks!
NOTICE: As my baby likes this domain name, I have decided not to change it. But then, measures to prevent stalkers are still in place and this blog is only viewable to those whom I've invited to view. In other words, this has become a PRIVATE blog by the end of the month.
NOTICE: As my baby likes this domain name, I have decided not to change it. But then, measures to prevent stalkers are still in place and this blog is only viewable to those whom I've invited to view. In other words, this has become a PRIVATE blog by the end of the month.
TO YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE
Hello! Long time no see! I missed you! So, when do you wanna come out and join us for an outing? Oh, you can't? Oh I'm so sorry I forgot you don't have the balls to face me. Come on la. It's past. I already can forget about it. But why do you have to insist on trying to ruin my r/s? Stop being immature and wasting your time la. Me and her love is so strong, nothing will break us apart. Can't u understand? Or is ur brain too small to comphrehend that simple information? I suppose so. Ok. Maybe I'll make it simpler. LEAVE US ALONE. You can't control your raging hormones, that's your fucking problem. Don't come looking for my girl. She's not your fucking sex slave that will come to you like a dog when you need her. She's MY girl. You got the guts you come and talk to me. Seriously, just stop looking for her. She just hates you. And yes, we despise the thought of you, asshole. Just how dumb can you get? Or are you just pretending to be dumb? Oh whatever. I just can't be bothered wasting my precious time to figure out what you are. I'd rather devote my time to my girl. And anyways, do stop trying to stalk us by reading this blog. It will cease to be effective by the end of this month. I'm changing to another blog in which YOU DON'T KNOW. And if you're lucky enough to find out where the new blog is, I'm pleased to annouce it'll all be in CHINESE, in which YOU CAN'T READ. Go learn your chinese before u come playing with fire, moron.
FUN AND BORING OUTING WITH BROS...BUT REALLY BECAME FUN WHEN I MET MY BABY
Today was supposed to be a fun day but ended up being not so fun because I wasn't having fun and which in turn resulted in everyone not having fun that's why it became not so fun. Err.....okay. Screw this. I know I'm confusing you guys. Ok. Let me tell u in English. Today was supposed to go out with my brothers to have a party but didn't enjoy it one bit cos I was too occupied with missing my baby. Bro Jake fetched me from home in his newly bought Suzuki Swift Sport (it was cool) and we met everyone at Monstercue, a billiard centre located at a hotel at Orchard. They played for awhile, yes they, cos I had no mood and kept losing so decided not to play, before we drove down to Toa Payoh for lunch. They started their stupid gang talk and I was freaking bored out of my wits and missing my baby so much. After that, we went to play pool (yes, AGAIN, cos we have NO life) and played till abt 5. Then someone suggested that we go for seafood dinner so we drove to East Coast Park and went to this restaurant called Red House Seafood. We ordered BBQ squid, grilled fish, chilli and black pepper crab that came with steamed buns, fried balachan 'Kang Kong', and a glass of ice cold Carlsberg for everyone, with the exception of Jake and Ah Ng having up to 5 glasses. After dinner, the guys wanted to watch a movie and decided on Prince of Persia. I, having watched it, decided to stay out and asked Jake to give me a ride to see my girl. I really was missing her so much. Happily, Jake agreed (and I really want to thank you, kor) and sent me there. I was abit nervous about his driving, with him having taken so much beer, but he assured me he was ok. I reached City Sq at abt 9 plus and had fun looking at my dear talk to the small kids and watch her chase them around like the way a mother hen chases her chickens. Haha :x I sent her home after that and here I am typing this to you. Haha. Baby, I love you. Muacks!
Thursday, 3 June 2010
Another day with baby...AND A FRIGHTFUL END!!!
Went to meet my baby at Vivo for lunch at 2plus today before accompanying her to work. There was only her working today alone so luckily I was there to pei her. And really, time DOES go by quickly when one is having fun and soon, it was dinnertime. Jake wanted to call me out to join him and a few friends for pool but I declined him as I had already promised to dedicarte today to my baby. Which turned out to be a good thing too. As my girl couldn't walk away, I went to buy food back for her. It was fried carrot cake and I bought both variations of black and white. After work, I sent my baby home and from her place took a cab home. And everything was fine till we got to the long stretch of road next to the cemetery that connects to Farrer Road. There was a knock on the roof of the cab. And it continued. I SWEAR I GOT FUCKING SCARED AND ALMOST WET MY PANTS! The taix driver started praying and thankfully, the knocking went away. I was really grateful for the timely help from Above upon answering our prayers and delievering us to safety. Anyways, on a lighter note, I can't wait to go out with my girl on Friday and spend anotehr fun day with her. Baby, I love you. Muacks. Will miss you so much tmr. Really looking forward to Friday!!! Haha :)
Tuesday, 1 June 2010
Eventful June 1st
Had my exam today in sch. Quite a memorable one being it the last time we would set foot in our campus before we shifted to God forsaken hell hole Tampines (I doubt I'll even want to go there in the first place). Anyways, went to sch at 8am to revise for the exam, went down at 10 to sit for the paper. And my, it was a piece of cake. Went out with bro HY to Mac where we had fun playing with fries and emptying all the chilli powder onto the pile of fries which resulted us completing all our drinks and eating the ice! (It was really hot, you know!) Waited for bro SC to join us as he had to stay in sch for some issues. Met him ages later and went to watch Prince of Persia. I didn't actually want to watch it cos I promised my baby that I would send her to work but the two idiots forced me to watch with them so I reluctantly agreed. Okay, I was forced into agreeing. Really a great movie it was, esp with me and bro HY acting gay and disturbing the very 'pekchek' SC. Went my dad's company later and went home with dad. Quickly went to bathe and change and went down to farrer to meet my baby for dinner. Was so happy to see and hug her. Haha. Baby I love you! Muacks! :)
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