We promised not to quarrel...and we quarrelled again...hais... 2 more days to our anniversary.....my first one year anniversary with a girl who's my first girlfriend in my first fucking relationship and I don't get to celebrate with you cos some fucker gave u a stupid baby and you have to take care of him and ruin our beautiful day. Yes, I'm pissed. Just fucking pissed. I mean, who wouldn't. However disappointed and hurt I am, I still take the effort to try to be happy and make u feel better but it's just not working. You're still so stubborn and just hard headed that I just give up explaining. I'm tired of crying, tired of bashing the walls, of feeling my heart get torn to pieces over again and old scars reopening. Tired of listening to promises that never get kept. You want to continue being emo and stupid, than go ahead. Go make ur own damn life miserable. Don't bother me. I've enough already. Any more and I'll go mad. I really will.