Here we are..quarrelling again. Hais. Just wanted to best for everyone, but you see things another way...oh well. I don't bother to explain any further. You don't want to care about your kid and always go out with me, fine by me. I'll be the most happiest person. Just don't blame me if you don't interact well with him in the future. But now's not the time to blame who and who. Sometimes, I just think, am I really treating you too good? I don't know. But what I'm doing now is the feeling that I always wanted to give you and feel that you derserve. I just start to feel like smacking you when we quarrel over the smallest, stupidest, most unimportant matters. I'm just sick of quarrelling. Really. Stop it k. I dun wan another quarrel between us. Can't everything just be sweet and nice. Can't we all just agree and listen to each other. Really. It hurts me to quarrel with you. It hurts me when I call u and you sound like you don't give a fuck about me. It hurts when u say u dun wan to talk to me and dun wan care me and I end up smashing the wall with my hands or slamming the keyboard. Can't we ever talk things out nicely? Why does it work only when I'm with you? Hais. i dun knw. All I knw is I really love you and dun wan to quarrel with you. The next time this happens again I just won't reply. I hate quarrelling with you. You're for me to love. Not to make me get mad at you and start saying stupid things to you. ok? And I want you to try to understand my thinking without getting angry. If there's anything u don't like, tell me and we'll talk about it. I want a gf that loves me and understands the way I'm thinking or give me opinion, not someone who will let me touch her all over when i feel like. Yes, I love getting intimate with you but really hope everytime we can be as sweet as that with no more quarrels k?
I love you darling. I really do. Muacks