Laopo darling, we 11 months together in a relationshipe le...1 more month to a year :) So fast right? And so many thing happen that as though that it is a dream, just that I cannot wake up from it. These few days without you is really hell, and last night during the bachelor night party with the guys, the songs I sing in karaoke is all the songs I sing to you and it makes me sort of sad and happy at the same time. Sad cos so many thing have changed and that it may not happen again, and happy that at least I had those times in the past to cherish and treasure, and to keep it locked securely in my memory.
Last time when you stead with me, I keep asking you why you can't forget about JM, and I got pissed and angry that after you with me, you'll still think about him. I even asked you how hard it is to let go. Now I understand the feeling. To love a person so madly that it leaves such a deep impression that is unforgettable and almost impossible to let go. Just like us. In the past, we almost met up everyday, went out till late, did alot of wild and crazy things. Just now I dropped by Dhoby with my friend to buy something, and I walked past NE Line, and I looked at the train stations. Looked at Harbourfront, Outram Park, Farrer Park, and finally, Sengkang. And I thought of the times we used to meet up and go movies together, and how I would wait for you, sms you to complain about the noisy aeroplanes and the heat, then when we go out start deciding what to do and where to go. Or when you work, how I would wait for you and walk all over Farrer Park or go to Popular. And whenever we quarrel, we always meet up at Vivo and talk things over and patch back again. Really miss those times, and together with the knowledge that it may never happen again, I seriously got super depressed. I just hope that everything will return to normal after this one month of madness and everything will be just the way it was.
Just hope it isn't my wishful thinking only. Hope it really can come true. But no matter what laopo, be strong ok. I know you're a strong girl and you can do it. Be strong for the baby, for yourself and for us. I'm trying my best too, darling. Really. Anyways, I never expected honestly that my first relationship would be this eventful but never once have I ever regretted. Baby, you turned me from a boy into a man. You taught me how I should love and treat you, something I never did before. So here, I want to wish you a very happy 11th anniversary and thaks for everything, all the sweet memories of this 11 months. You're the best, you're my one and only baby princess wife and I love you so so much! Wo ai ni! Muacks :)
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