Darling, I wanted to pei you so much today. You know how happy I was when I found out there was no school? I could pei you, see you again, really just so happy. But darling, why everytime when we are sweet, sometime must happen to make me or you unhappy. No, I'm not talking about Max Tune. I'm talking about your friend that likes you. You talked so much about him today....even posted thing on your fb about him and say wan buy card to talk to him. You asked me time and time over again, to tell you what I am feeling inside, so that you know. I told you. I hated you talking to other guy. I'll get jealous and worried. Scared they snatch you from me. I'm not saying physically snatch you, cos I will do anything to keep you at my side, I'm just worried your feelings for him start again....hais. But you care ma? You still talk about him, even post thing about him...I just felt not needed in your life anymore...
I love you...just so much...at dinner time, I wanted so much to spend more time with you.....but you went back to work so quickly :( Am I very fan to you, darling?....If so, I'm sorry :( I cried downstair when I reach home....just sat down like a idiot at the bench and think of you...I'm just so useless.....I'm not really feeling well today but I still wanted to see you, cos i missed you and dun wan you bored at work...but why must this happen? Why must everytime when things so sweet....sometime must try to stop us? Why :(
I miss you baby.....you know everytime you make me wait downstairs for you when we go out on your off days? I hated it at first, cos I didn't like waiting for others. But slowly, I grew to love it and accept it as part of my life. I just felt lucky and loved to have someone to wait for. When we slept at the hotel yesterday, I held you so tight to me cos I loved that feeling and I never wanted to let you go...I just miss you so. Why can't we be like this always? Why people always wan try break us up? I hate it....just feeling like killing the next person who tries to break us up...will it never end? First B, then C, and now what? Malaysia? WTF man..seriously...can you just tell him you're attached? Like really. You may be carrying my baby anytime...I just don't want to lose you...I love you darling laopo.... :'( Hugs