This is probably the last post I'll be writing. I'm really hurting so much. All I wanted was for someone to love me, care about me, and let me love and care about her in return. I just failed at this. I'm just a loser. If were never meant to be together, if you never had any intention of staying with me forever, why did you agree to be with me in the first place? Why give me false hopes? You chose to be with me, means that you gave us this chance to be together. I was so happy. Overjoyed that you are mine. I got my hopes up. I believed in you. I trusted that our r/s was so strong that nothing could break us. Now that I've fallen, I really am hurt so much. The pain in me, is so hurting, I just want it to stop. I want to love you. It's as simple as that. Why can't you let me? There is nothing that made me so happy as being with you and now that you're gone, I'm left with nothing. You were my everything, my hope, my strength, my love. And now that you're gone, I just feel that everything in my life is over. Life now has no more meaning left for me. It's time I said goodbye.
To my 2 great bros, Alex and Zhong Han. Thanks for the encouragement but unfortuantely, I'm not as strong as you think I am. And dad and mum, I love you. Sorry for being such a bad son. I know I always bring to you sadness and pain. If I could turn back time, I would change everything. But it's alr too late. I'm so sorry. I really am.
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