Hais. Thought of spending a beautiful last day with Gu Gu yesterday before flying off to H.K. Planned to go watch "New Moon" , go bowling, have dinner at Swensen's and maybe catch a ride on the Singapore Flyer. Didn't happen. Whole lot of party spoilers came and spoiled everything. Got fucking pissed and went with one of my close friends , Bizzie, for dinner instead of joining them. After that, me and him went for dessert. Then the party spoilers wanted to go Plaza Sing to play arcade. Me and Bizzie decided to go about on our own instead for following them. Gu Gu didn't even care that we were not there. In fact, nobody did. Hais. Freaking disappointed. Sometimes, I feel I'm not even needed. She just needs her friends, her Augustine, her Brendon, the rest of her friends. I'm useless. Hais, I actually can't believe I cried on the bus on the way home listening to 潘玮柏's 转机. Really, 我放不过我自己. Hais. I'm damn sad alr. 我仍相信爱会有奇迹, but is there really 奇迹? I don't want to write anymore. Anyways, going to H.K. tonight to wash away all the sad memories. Hope everything will be better when I come back.
Thx Bizzie for accompanying me last night, I really appreciate it. And to Gu Gu, I never blamed you for anything, as long as you happy, even though how much sadness it'll cost me, I'll still find a way to be happy. I miss you.
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