Sunny day today. Sian.....missing my baby in HK. Really hope that she can be here with me, by my side as we look out at the sun setting. Hais. Rather uneventful day. Went shopping with my parents before going for a facial. After that, went for lunch and returned home to prepare for tonight's BBQ party. Everything seems to be well but I know I will not be truly happy until Gu Gu is here with me. Gu Gu, sometimes all it takes to make me happy is just a smile or a kiss from you. I just want to hold your hand and maybe listen to stories of your childhood or what you think of at the end of the day when you're alone in bed. Sometimes, just seeing you happy and well is enough to keep me contented. Baby, I'm missing you. I really hope the next time I return to HK, I can bring you along with me. Hope everything's fine with you in Singapore. I'll be back soon, baby. I miss you and love you always.
To my dear baby:
Baby, these few days in Hong Kong without you, I realise how much I love you and need you by my side. Majority of the times late at night, I'm not asleep. Rather, I'm standing by the window looking up into the starry night sky and thinking of you. And everytime I do that, I get tears in my eyes. Tried to remember all the innocent fun we used to share and I got melancholy about it. Haha. Maybe I'm the more emotional type of guy, but I really want to hug you so much. I probably wasn't a good bf in the past, didn't love you as much as I should have, or made you feel second best, but I guess I never told you I'm so very happy that you're mine. You are God's greatest gift to me and I will love and treasure you like no other. True, I have been in love before, but it's an entirely new experience with you. My love in the past wasn't repreciated, but this time, I feel that every bit of effort put into loving you has not gone to waste. In fact, it has produced great results, greater than I can have ever imagined. I don't care about your past, your present, or what you do anymore. All I care about is that our love is true. Love is complicated and we may still have many obstacles yet to overcome, but I'm sure as long as we love each other truly, nothing will stand in our way. Who knows what miracles we can achieve when we just believe. No matter what, you can talk to me. There is no problem to difficult for us to solve. I'm always here for you, baby. Anyways, I'm going back to Singapore a changed person to start a new chapter of my life, and I'm hoping that you will continue to join me as I embark on this wonderful new journey to start the next chapter of my Life. I miss you so very much and love you always.
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