Happy posting :)

Gu Gu said this to me and made me super happy today: "Laogong .. I really had a great day yesterday wit u the day that I'm waiting for everyday .. I know .. I been quarreling wit u this few days cause of something small .. I'm sorry .. I will control that feeling hope u will give mi some time .. I hate it when we quarrel .. Love when we are sweet and understand each other .. Just hoping u are mine only .. Dun wan any other girls to steal u from mi .. U are just so important in my life .. Without u I'm nth .. I need u so much.. Just wanted to hold u tight .. Treasure u .. Make u feel loved .. Care for u .. Be the one that always be there when u need someone .. Even though u are nt my first guy but I wan make u my last guy .. My love to u is just getting more and more .. And everyday I just scare I will lose u .. U are the first guy that done so much things for mi .. First guy make mi feel loved .. First guy that protects mi and treasure mi .. First guy tht cook for mi .. Wait for mi for hours .. Know where to find mi when we quarrel .. Those are things that I done for my ex and no one do it for mi .. But the day u appear in my life .. Everything changes .. I become a princess of yours .. Let u love .. Dote .. Care .. Protect .. U just mean so much to mi .. U are the first guy that make mi feel I'm really so important to u . U hold mi tight no matter wht .. Give in to mi when we quarrel .. Love mi still when I did something so wrong .. Forgive mi no matter wht .. I really really wants. To treasure u .. Will u give mi this chance .. I have no confident we will last .. But I only wan love u in this life . No one else .. Our four years plan .. I counting down every single day .. Till the day u willing to wear the ring on my hand .. Asking mi to be yr wife .. I'm just waiting for that day .. Remember this .. No one can ever replace u in my heart .. No one is important than u .. U are always the first .. Understand .. I'm sorry that I always quarrel wit u .. Give mi some time and I wil change .. I promise .. Laogong .. Wo ai ni .. 141009 the date that our love begin hope our love will be strong and sweet always .. Max loo is mine .. "

So later at night, she asked me why I loved her, and I replied this to her; " just so u know


i dun love u becos ur friendly and cheerful and kind cos I'm the exact opposite so I can't love you cos of tht;

neither do i love you becos u claim to have a lot of "sexperience" , I'd rather get an escort to do that :x

and neither do i love you cos u put ppl before u, cos to me that's just plain stupid!!!

I love nothing about you, yet I love everything about you :)
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I speak in simple english.......

I love you, because I feel loved when with you, and the want to protect and love you and make u mine in this life. Wo ai ni laopo :) Muacks :)

Yang Guo and Gu Gu relive the past again :)

Just had a super great day with my laopo today!!!! Met her up at 1 plus at her po po's hse and we took bus 55 to Bishan Junction 8. It was pouring heavily but that did not dampen our spirits :) Bought our tickets for the movie "Reign of Assasins" ( gu gu thought it was about the Korean dancer, Rain..rofl). Had an exceptionally large lunch at KFC before we went over to my dad's place to drop off the extra food and heading back to Junction 8 to walk about. Saw alot of stuff and pregnant women before we finally went in for the movie. Fairly nice show with a good cast. Predictable movie plot and ending. After that, we toolk the bus back to her po po's hse and I stayed there awhile until it was time to leave and I went off to AMK Hub to meet my parents and aunt for dinner and now am home chatting with Gu Gu on MSN. Darling, just thank you so much for today. Really so so very happy :D I love you baby laopo :) Muacks!!!

Shop till drop!

Spent the entire of today at Orchard shopping with my parents and aunt. Couldn't go to pei my laopo cos she was busy going all over singapore, in fact, so busy that we didn't even have time to sms each other. But o matter, after feeling superbly bored, I went around to walk and see what I could buy for this Saturday's date with her. Picked up a normal plain tee from a Giordano. That was $19. After that, decided to be abit madder and got myself a PVC jacket from Agnes.b. That was $115. Went on to get myself a new pair of shoes, a clean cut white pair of Nike Air ( $129 ) and lastly went to shop for jeans at Armani. That was costly. $399. I had spent $662 within a day. FAINTS.  Tired le...missing laopo. Can't wait for Sat to come. Hahas. Going to bed le...shopped till drop man..haha. Nites. Sweetdreams. Love u laopo :) Muacks <3

Just want to say I'm missing you so much and I love you no matter what. Darling, maybe got alot of things I want to say but just don't know how to say. For example. technically, bringing the baby out and showing everyone else that is NOT part of your family is a superbly embarrassing thing to do. I don't know about you, but for me, it's like you're telling everyone you sleep with another guy and have his baby. You show people ur baby and they smile and say he's cute. But behind your back, when you leave, do you even know what they say? That time I went down CSM again, aiwah ask me why u like that so stupid. Alot of thing ppl thinking can't say and out of politeness, won't say. But forget it, I also won't bother what others say. And to be honest, you aren't really a good mum. No offense k. Technically, you're not really smart and also don't know how to bring up a kid properly. Let me help you alright? If he grows up under your teaching, he just won't really be much in life. Seriously.
 Really, after all these, I'd really never expected that we'll be still here, that we'll overcome everything together. Everytime, I would live only in hopes of dreaming that everything would be like it was before, but I know that no matter how much I try, it'll be impossible. I have to accept it. A part of me died when I forced myself to push the past out from my mind and let everything go. So I started the nest day new. A new me. A new you. A new life for us. I'm still adapting to the changes. I have one year to do it. Trust me. I will. And for everything else. I'll build up everything. Plan the way for Kenneth. And when the time is right, let him take over. Pray for me that I'll be able to do it. And pray that we'll always be this strong. I love you baby. Muacks.

Happy Hazey Thursday :)

Had a nice time at laopo's place. Watched tv and spent more time with the baby :) And talked alot of things to laopo. Left school early cos I miss laopo and worry about her cos she was P.N. Bluing again but then again, our love overcome everything and we're back to being the normally sweet and loving couple. Hahas :) Love love laopo. Darling, haze getting very bad, dun anyhow go out and take care of your health and ur baby k. I can't wait to see u tmr. Love you so much :) Muacks <3

MIssing my darling laopo so much :)

Haha...having so much fun doing up my son's Facebook profile and missing my darling laopo :) Can't wait for Wednesday to come so I can get to see my laopo again and spend more time with her :) Missing you so much darling laopo...just got so much to say to you :) Muack muack. I love you baby :)

Missing my laopo

Missing you so much darling. One day never see you like wan die le. Just finding it so hard to live without you. After everything that we've been through, I just feel that we just really are a part of each other's lives and that you're just a part of me I can't let go no matter what. I just can't wait for the next time we go out and have fun again like that day :) Love you so much darling. Muacks <3