Fun Monday after Gu Gu pees in her pants

Nothing much happened today. Had a great day at laopo's house today despite Gu Gu trying to get emo with me in the morning....talked and joked abt her hard head and abt her peeing in her pants :x After that had a chat with her mum as Gu Gu was breastfeeding the kid and we talked abt Hong Kong. After that, I had lunch consisting of filet burget from Mac before I left to meet up with my dad at Bishan. Love spending times with you, darling laopo. Can't wait to see you again tomorrow. 3 more days to our 1 year :) Haha. Muacks :)

Baby's one month party :)

Had such a great day today at my darling's place. Went with my dad and we brought a present for the kid. Wanted to talk to Gu Gu but she was too busy entertaining the relatives and looking after the kid, so I went outside with Clement and Xiang Long and chatted and ate and drank. Had alot of fun and joked abt Clement as we watched him show us his friends on FB. After that they left and I waited for Chin Ho to arrive. Sat and talked with him and awhile later we left together as we were all tired. Just would like to say a big thank you to my laopo and her mum and the wonderful aunts for inviting us over to their party. Love you laopo :) Muacks

Happy Saturday without work

Had a really happy day today at laopo's house even though it was probably the shortest time I've spent there. Didn't go to work as planned but luckily my customer was kind enough not to mind about the last min notice about the change. Went to Gu Gu's house and talked with her. Darling, remember no matter what, you are not nth to me. You are laogong everything and laogong just wan to love you, care for you and hold your hand tight as we walk this journey of Life together :) Just really love you so much, silly piggy :) Can't wait for tomorrow to come :) Muacks :)

Haha :) Happy me...counting down :)

Just had so much fun these few days at Gu Gu's house. As this is the last week before recovery, it's also torture week for Gu Gu. Wahahahaha :) No no, I'm not going to tie her up and whip her....lol. It's just temptation time! Wahaha.....tempting her with all the delicious food and drinks that she can only see, smell but not taste it :) Haha....went to her house with bottles of cold ice lemon tea, and the bottle just gets bigger and more with each passing day! Haha.
Anyways, it's a couple more days to the important days in life! 3 more days to Gu Gu's birthday, and 9 more days to our 1 year :) Hahaha :) Just can't wait to give laopo her presents and surprises :) I shall not say too much on this post to keep Gu Gu in suspense :) Just really joping my darling will love it :)
Haha. Darling, finding you and being able to be with you no matter what is just God's greatest gift to me in this Life :) I love you darling, I really do. Muacks :)

Laopo, I love you

After sometime, I finally made up my mind. She is the girl, and no matter what she's always mine. I would try anything to make her feel loved and feel like a princess.
So darling, laogong promise, he will never make you cry or feel hurt ever again and just love you and be sweet with you. Although you always say you never really do thing for me or even worthy to be my girl, but I feel that you are and that by loving me, you have already given me something that I have always longed for. Spritually, whenever I am down, you encourage me by saying nice things in my ear or just cheer me up simply with a hug or kiss. Financially, whenever I need help, you are always there for me, and never chase me to return you. I will of course, when I have the money. Morally, whenever I get into arguments or fights with friends, you will always be the first one there to talk to me and listen to my problems and relieve me of all worries and stress. Of course, there may be times when we really get into arguments and quarrels, but the best thing about us is that we can get over it nicely by talking things out and giving in to each other. You say you haven't done anything for me? Then why is it I am able to list out these points?
I honestly don't mind the baby. Yes, I admit I wasn't too happy at first but seeing how you are getting on in Life with him, I have also started to take a liking to him and I do believe that I will soon be able to take him as my own. But no matter what, still your place in my heart is irreplaceable. And darling, no matter what, don't ask me to go. I don't like it. I just want to be with you in this Life. Hand in hand as we walk through this journey called Life. Alot of things await us. Our engagement. Our wedding. Our new house. Our kids. our Life together. So trust me ok, I'm just a silly guy who really wants to spend his life with you and with our kids no matter what. So I hope that you too will be strong and be like me, having alot of trust and faith in our r/s.
Just really love you so much laopo. You're mine. Always and forever. Counting down to the important days that are coming up soon! Muacks :)

Here we are..quarrelling again. Hais. Just wanted to best for everyone, but you see things another way...oh well. I don't bother to explain any further. You don't want to care about your kid and always go out with me, fine by me. I'll be the most happiest person. Just don't blame me if you don't interact well with him in the future. But now's not the time to blame who and who. Sometimes, I just think, am I really treating you too good? I don't know. But what I'm doing now is the feeling that I always wanted to give you and feel that you derserve. I just start to feel like smacking you when we quarrel over the smallest, stupidest, most unimportant matters. I'm just sick of quarrelling. Really. Stop it k. I dun wan another quarrel between us. Can't everything just be sweet and nice. Can't we all just agree and listen to each other. Really. It hurts me to quarrel with you. It hurts me when I call u and you sound like you don't give a fuck about me. It hurts when u say u dun wan to talk to me and dun wan care me and I end up smashing the wall with my hands or slamming the keyboard. Can't we ever talk things out nicely? Why does it work only when I'm with you? Hais. i dun knw. All I knw is I really love you and dun wan to quarrel with you. The next time this happens again I just won't reply. I hate quarrelling with you. You're for me to love. Not to make me get mad at you and start saying stupid things to you. ok? And I want you to try to understand my thinking without getting angry. If there's anything u don't like, tell me and we'll talk about it. I want a gf that loves me and understands the way I'm thinking or give me opinion, not someone who will let me touch her all over when i feel like. Yes, I love getting intimate with you but really hope everytime we can be as sweet as that with no more quarrels k?
I love you darling. I really do. Muacks

Why.....again? Promises.......broken again......Heart....bleeding again.....Tears....flowing again........Fist....punching the damn wall again......all because of you......When will you ever grow up?

But no matter what....I still love you darling....goodnites...sweet dreams...I love you. Muacks