Monday blues? Not so.

Hmm....spent a really cool Monday today...met up with my client to collect money at Hougang at 11 before going off to school. My silly baby was too attached to her baobei bed to meet me for lunch so I had it on my own before proceeding to school. School was rather uneventful...my teacher came back from reservist and my God, he looks super tan now...haha...did chionging on my work before we bullied a indian classmate which resulted in me and HY and a couple of other students going on a major laughing spree. Finished laughing and left with no more mood for studying, we bought coffee and chips and gathered behind with a few other guys to watch the latest season of Incredible Tales, and one of the guys got frightened..No..It's not me. It's Jian Wu. LOL. Ended school at 4:30 but stayed on till 5 to finish watching. Went to AMK Hub to walk before my dad picked me up. Went home to continue with the rest of my work. Missed my baby terribly today. Waiting for her to finish work so I can call her. Baby, I love you. Muacks! :)

All's Well Ends Well

This will be a long post people, so stay tuned. It's dedicated to quite a number of people, so anyways, those that got dedicated in this post, I mean everything I said to you.
To Baby: Honey, I love the feeling of spending my time with you and as I said, I'm never letting you go. People ask me why, ask me what I see in you, what makes me so crazy and give up everything for you, and I tell them that they have to be me in order to understand why. The feeling of being loved and cared for by you, the knowledge of being doted on by you, is a feeling and joy that plain words alone cannot express. And that is why, no matter what may come, I'm never giving you up, wife.
To Brendon: Bro, I KNOW you're always reading my blog. Haha. Chillax. I've never blamed you entirely for everything that has happened, honestly, cos you weren't entirely at fault. Just wanna say thanks for your loyal fellowship of this blog and me and Queeny's love life, heh heh. Do hook me up for a drink or a game of pool when you're free and we'll let bygones be bygones and become friends again.
To Jake: Kor, maybe you won't understand me, and maybe you'll still have a tainted image of Queeny, but she's my stead and I love her and I honestly don't really give a fuck what you think about her. I really hope you'll give us your blessings and I just wanna say, I'm sorry for hitting you. I didn't mean to. Hope you understand.
To Sam: GirlPower, YES, I KNOW you're her. You dun gei gei. Relax ok. Your apology has been accepted. I know you meant goodwill but just did it in the wrong way. I'm a big boy now, I know how to take care of my own matters le, Jie. Dun worry ok, go spend more time focusing on your own relationship with your laogong and I really wish you two the best in Life.
To HY: Thx bro for the emotional support through the times when I needed someone to talk to me the most. I owe you one bro. Thanks alot. Seriously.
And that's all, people. Till next time! See ya! :D

Just an update after so long

It's really been a long time since the last post update on this blog and my god, time really flies. So much has happened by the time this post is up and I am probably loitering about on the streets alone now. Don't ask me why, I won't say. I won't even talk about it. All I want in the memory of my relationship is all the beautiful and sweet ones, without any heartache or tears. Anyways, so much has happened up till the state that even I am at a loss for what to do. But then again, I'm already too tired to wonder what's going to happen. I've done my best and I have no regrets on my part. God knows, I know, she knows. Whatever happens next, only me and her will decide. I still love her so much as always and no matter what, she will always be in my heart. I love you, Queeny. I really do.

A New Beginning

Baby laopo, I really love the way we are now. It's as though we have gone back to the way that we were, and the way that we should have been all these while. I promise you, no matter what happens in the future, I will stand by you, protect you and keep you safe. I will never let you get hurt again. I want you to forget all the bad things that happened to you and look forward to a better future with me. It's a new beginning in Life with me. Put down your past, forget totally about it and enjoy Life with me. And in return, I promise I'll stop looking for that bastard for revenge and share everything that's in my thoughts with you, be it happy or sad and love you, care for you and never leave you. You'll be my first, my last, and my one and only. I love you so much, Queeny Koh Xin Wen, and I'm really glad I found you and welcomed you into my life. Muacks.

Never Forgive Never Forget

My dear girl, I'm really happy now that we're back together and happy like the way we used to be. I really love you so much. And I will do anything for you. But well, this time, it's for me as well too.
I'm a nice person. I don't take offence easily. I don't like to make trouble. But there's a limit. Just becos I'm nice doesn't mean ppl can fucking take me for granted. The incident you told me, I will probably remember it for the rest of my Life. I can't sleep. Everytime I close my eyes, I think of it. And if somehow I manage to fall asleep, I get nightmares about it. I start to hate myself for not being able to protect you then, even though we didn't know each other. The messages you sent to me is saved, forever stored in my phone's memory card to remind me. I said before. Whoever hurts you, hurts me too. And I don't take a liking to people who hurt me. Especially this time. He thinks he can fuck with me and get away with it. He's fucking wrong. You know me and what I work as. I swear I will hunt him down and fucking tear him to pieces for what he did. And yes, I will kill him. Everytime I think of what he did, the scene sort of shows up in my mind and I die a little more inside cos I feel so helpless, unable to help and only able to watch. He's had his fun. Now it's payback time. No matter what it takes, I will find him at all costs. Only then can I rest. He went too far this time and crossed the line. Now it doesn't just concern you and him. I've come into the picture. And I'm hurt. Angry. Revengeful. I will not forgive. Neither will I forget.
It's time for revenge.

Change We Can Believe In: SQUARE ONE

Okay, I know we had a couple of misunderstandings in the past and we always fought and quarrelled and ended up making everyone unhappy. So now, I believe it's time for a change. Let's start all over from Square One. Start getting to communicate with each other more. Express thoughts openly. Stop hiding things to yourself and wallow in self pity. Make allowances and concessions for each other. Remember that no one is perfect. I'm certain that under my planning, everything will go smoothly for us. And I'm willing to bet that if within ONE MONTH everything still remains the same as it is now, I'm willing to admit defeat and back out of this relationship and let you go.
And yes, I love you too. XOXO

Enough is enough

Hais....how to say this.......I really dun wan you to leave. You leave already, I don't know how I will continue with Life without you. I really miss you and love you so much. But sometimes, I just feel like killing you. You really uh.....drive me crazy over you. Sometimes, I think you're cute and lovable, and sometimes, I feel that you're damn stupid. Hais....how should I put this across to you......ok. Try to learn to be like me. Put yourself FIRST over everyone else. Stop giving in to people ok. Everytime I want to do things with you, you have to tell me to consider your friend's opinion first and ruin my entire plan. Maybe Brendon was right, you place your friend more important then your boyfriend. But it's okay, I can put up with that. The next thing I know, your friend at work betray you and do all the bad things to you behind your back and you still can put up with her and forget about it. Wa lao eh...really ah. I dunno whether to say you very kind or fucking stupid. I think if its for me, I would probably have made sure she disappear from my world entirely. I tell you how many times already. You be too kind to people is no use. People will only take advantage of you. I know it sounds harsh but its the freaking truth. Kind and honest people can't go far in today's society. Can you try to place me or yourself FIRST over everyone else?  Surely you heard of this saying before right? "Ren bu wei ji, tian zhu di mie." (When people do not look out for themselves, Heaven will expel and Earth will destroy them.) I'm not saying that I don't want you to be nice to others, just know the limits and don't let yourself get taken advantage of okay?
Anyways, back to topic, I know I've been saying this for God knows how many times, and yes, its the same thing all over again, but I'll just be brief. I really don't want you to leave. Honestly. I really love you and need you so much in my life. You are my first, and hopefully my last and my only. Once you leave, I think my Life will be ruined le. Hais. You promised to stop quarrelling with me already. Now we still quarrel. Hais. Really wish that we can be back to those times in the past when the world consisted of you and me. You said you would try. So all along, I've been waiting. Waiting to see if you could make this wish possible. But you can't. So now, it's my turn. Enough is enough. Don't blame me if you don't like what's going to happen. I've been kept waiting too long. It's time to play the game my way. And yes, I guarantee you'll find that I'll be able to bring us back to the way that we used to be in the past.
That is, of course, if you can survive the way I do things...