As you guys may already know from the post title, this is a sad post. Hais. Sometimes, I really don't understand Love. It really is complicated. I hate to say this, but sometimes, I feel that Gu Gu doesn't treat me as her boyfriend. I really feel very sad. My heart is breaking. Here's what happened.
Me and Gu Gu went out to Safra Yishun this afternoon for some games before heading to Great World City to play Timezone at where Xiang Long (a friend of ours) was working at. Anyways, to cut a long story short, things were going fine until Gu Gu got an SMS from some unknown person (but I know who that bastard is) and her mood changed. She became distant and down. Though it was plain to see that something was troubling her, Gu Gu denied everything and acted as though nothing happened. Later, she even left us without saying a word. After finding that Gu Gu was missing, I immediately went to look for Gu Gu but she could not be found. Anyways, I sent a whole lot of SMSes asking her if that bastard was troubling her again but she denied everything and this is just a few of what I got from her.
1st sample:
"Is real la. Believe it or not. Up to you k. I dun feel like talking le. Lost my way just now. Cried. But no one cares. Tired of everything le. You go pei them (Egg Fang and Sharry, our other friends with us) ba."
2nd sample:
"I dun know. Dun WAN to know =("
3rd sample:
"Hais. I really dun know. Why everything is like the past. Last time I wit my ex. Anything happen only Wee Siang (another friend of ours) will be here for mi. Now. Hais. The same thing happen. But no Wee Siang now."
Hais. I don't know what to say. I persuaded her to tell me what was troubling her but she refused. Hais. Gu Gu, why can't you confide in me? Why can't you let me help you to solve your problems? Why can't you let me face the problems together with you and find a way to solve it? Do you really have no trust in me at all? Do you take me as your boyfriend?
Silly girl, I'm here for you no matter what happens okay? I promise you this. Don't hide anything from me, it will only make me sadder and make me worry about you more. I have a whole lot of things in my head I want to blurt out but somehow, I'm just too sad, too confused, too devastated to type anymore. My mind, now filled with emotions, no longer controls my hand. I just miss you alot and worry about you. I really wish to hear from you soon...Hais.
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