Yang Guo Loves Gu Gu always and forever

My baby, I know ur still sleeping and by the time you read this, I dun think you will be able to contact me. I know I promised to turn up for ur outing but I think its impossible now. I really wanted to go out with you today but nothing is working out as planned. My world is crumbling down now. If only I could turn back time, I wouldn't have done what I did last time, but I know its too late. I just hope that by some miracle, I can survive what is going to happen later. Oh God, I can't believe I'm crying as I write this. Hais. Now I know why they say evil never pays. I'm in deep shit now. But no matter what, I really miss the times we spent together and I will never forget the moment when I kissed you yesterday. If I can get a second chance, I will definitely not hesitate to be a good and upright person. I know ur disappointed in me, as is everyone else. My parents, my friends and the most heart-breaking one, you. I've hurt you once before and I think this is the second time. I'm really terrible as ur bf. I really don't know what to say anymore. Baby, I'm really sorry about this but no matter what happens, I'll always love you. Yesterday, today, tomorrow and forevermore.