I love my laopo. No matter what she did in the past, no matter what she'll do to me in the future, I can forgive. Nothing will change my love for her. Loving a person means accepting everything about them. The good, the bad, the ugly. No one is born perfect. We all have our short-comings. Our imperfections. Only God is perfect. So I have learnt to forgive. And learnt to accept Kenneth into the world of me and Queeny. And make Kenneth become the next me.

The end of 2010 and the start of 2011. The birth of FBR

Alas, so fast  and we have come to the end of 2010, and before we know it, a New Year will begin. Looking back at all the events that we've been through, I realise that God really works in many unexplainable ways. Take my r/s for example, I think it's really a miracle that I managed to come this far. Never did I imagine that my first r/s would generate so much, and make it so eventful for me. Still then, Life does not let one achieve success without going through the inevitable hardships.
Business wasn't going smoothly at my dad's place, together with half of my brothers, we waited outside a hotel for two hours to see my gf come out with another guy, got into fights and quarrels with my "kor" over that incident when he asked me to leave my gf, and the worst was sending my gf to hospital when she became pregnant with that guy's kid. Obviously he didn't dare to come and try to take her back because I was there. Seriously, at this point of time you might think that my Life is completely fucked up. I thought so too. But I'm a fighter. I never quit. I never give up. Even if all the odds are against me. Even if the Heavens oppose me. I never stop trying. The more you try to push me down, the more I will get up and fight back with even greater strength.
The hardest part that almost broke me was the time after my gf gave birth. Everything changed. The girl I once knew and loved was no more. In her place was someone who felt so unfamiliar, so foreign. I can even say I still took the current gf as the girl I used to go out with. The girl I knew in the past. The memory stayed so long, so hard. The places we been to. The food we ate. The songs we sang. The things we did. All unforgettable. Than I told myself. The only way to let go was to tel myself she was dead. But it was still her. In the start, there was honestly more sympathy than love. For no man could ever accept a girl who could do so much of this to him. But everytime I remembered all the tubes poked into her, how she would grab my hand so hard when in pain, I just felt myself wanting to be by her side even more and give her more love.
It was hard, and painful, and I almost gave up at one point of time. I'd rather keep hold of the girl I used to know and forever lock myself up in the past. I wanted to hide from reality. Run away from it. I wanted to give up on everything and everyone. I wanted to call it quits. I wanted to die. But I couldn't leave her all alone.
By some miracle, I found the strength to live on. I had to find a way to overcome this emotional me. I had to be strong. Emotionless. Cold. Happily, 3 months after this entire event that killed my old gf, I brought her spirit back to Life. I breathed Life into a company. One that would get me back everything that I've lost. Make my family whole again. Make me vent my anger and resentment against all who turned against me. I birthed FBR. Many have asked me what the three letters stood for. But I never replied. But today, the start of 2011, where all things start anew, the name shall be revealed. But before that, let me take tis golden opportunity to wish everyone a very Happy New Year and may all your wishes come true, and to my dearest gf that I have never stopped loving even though you put me through Hell, I love you. Counting down the days to four years later :)
And of course, after being through so much nonsense, it is only rightful that I get my revenge against people who destoyed my Life, and my loved ones'. I am a man fuelled by revenge, and so it should be only fitting that my company's name would be the same as it's purpose built for by the founder. And so you have it. FBR. Fuelled By Revenge.

MERRY X'MAS EVERYONE!!!! HO HO HO

Alas, one year has gone by so fast and before we know it, it's Christmas again. Really so glad we have managed to overcome everything despite the huge odds that were thrown against us. I really want to thank my laopo for being strong through everything and letting me be by her side for her. There's just so much to say that I don't know how to put in down in words but I believe my laopo alr knows what I want to tell her. Anyways, just going to take this time to wish everyone a very Merry X'mas and a Happy New Year. And to my laopo, start believing, for you may not know what miracles you can achieve. And hold on, even though Hope is frail, for I am always there with you. I love you darling, muacks :)

Great day celebrating the last outing for 2010 :)

Celebrated the last outing for 2010 with my laopo today. Met up at her place before taking the train to Clarke Quay to buy some sweets before having lunch at Burger King and walking to Marina Square. Took a longer route by mistake and ended up taking a rest at the Bay and had lots of fun camwhoring and being retarted at the place in full view of everyone else.
After that, we took a bus to Bishan as it was raining heavily and we went there to have a bite before we bought a couple more snacks and drinks and walked about. My darling then bought a pair of socks for me and we went out and continued camwhoring for abit more. Took the train wanting to go to Marina Square but I decided to bring my laopo to a childhood eatery that I always ate at. Had alot of fun and after eating and telling my secondary school stories to laopo, took the bus to Marina Square to buy my Korean snacks :)
After it was done, we walked to the MRT station and took the train to Eunos where my laopo was going to her aunt's place and after that, I took the train home and am now waiting for her to go home. Missing her som uch. Thaks for such a memorable day laopo :) wo ai ni :) muacks <3

Happy 14th Anniversary to me and my laopo : 1 year and 2 months of hardship and obstalces that was overcome by our love.

This may have been abit late as my computer was giving me problems yesterday again and I do apologise for it. Anyways, it's me and my darling's 14th month together already. I really want to thank God for helping us through all these times and know that without help from Him as well as our steadfast love, it would have almost been impossible to last this long. It's a funny thing anyways. The stronger the Love, the bigger and mroe difficult the obstacles. But thankfully, me and my laopo have pulled through. Yes, there are times we quarrel, we disagree, and we hurt each other in the process, but in the end, we are still able to make it up to each other and continue the sweet love we have for each other. Thank my laopo so much for being understanding at most times, thank my son for being so cute and lovely, and thank the Lord for giving me the strength to carry on. I love you all. I really do.
Wo ai ni laopo, muacks :)

Yang Guo and Gu Gu visit Nex Mall at Serangoon

Had a great day at Nex Mall at Serangoon with my laopo and her mum and aunt. Went to have lunch at a japanese restaurant before the girls went on to do what they were doing best. SHOPPING. Apparently forgetting that I was superbly bored at the same time. Having quite alot of time and a rather big shopping mall, they then decided to go to almost every shop to window shop before my laopo's aunt decided that the first thing she would buy was 2 boxes of chocolate from Guardian.
Went on to Isetan where my laopo complained that it was too ex. I however on the other hand, mangaed to find the ideal x'mas presents for my parents from WMF. I then went on to go with her to the Disney shop to purcahse a couple of winnie the pooh themed things where I ended up paying abit for laopo as she was short on cash. Went to buy a couple of snacks before we called it a day and finally went back to Gu Gu's house. Had a very fun time with her and left at about 7. Can't wait for tmr to come. Maybe will try to fun again :x
Anyways, thanks laopo for such a great day and nice time :) love love you :) muacks <3

My shoes get spoiled by the rain

Met up with gu gu to go to her aunt's house for another baking session. Had another fun time doing the washing and putting the broken moulds together again. However, it rained shortly after and then somehow I felt super sleepy and fell asleep on the sofa. Woke up when the rain was slowing down and continued with the baking session till about 5 plus when we decided to call it a day. Opened the door to go home and all hell broke loose. Apparently, the rain awas so heavy that even the door paint came off and my shoes were flooded with water. Didn't notice much at first. Walked with my laopo to the bus stop where we took a cab to her house cos it was raining and I insisted on paying for it cos I didn't want my laopo to spend her money. Sent her off before I went to Bishan to meet my dad and we went home together. Where I found out that the glue beneath the sole of my shoe had come out and I spent another 1 hour cleaning it up.
Can't wait to see my laopo tomorrow :) Haha :) Thanks for today darling :) Really so happy haha...wo ai ni :) Muacks <3